@millionwoes : ❛ i haven’t been resting. i can’t sleep. ❜
generally, those go hand-in-hand. sixton doesn’t say it, but he does think it as he prepares some tea for them to drink. he’s been doing that more often——it’s nice, is the thing. for a long time, it had only been devlin & him. now he has ... friends. he had them before, but he’s never felt the compulsion to continue their friendship outside of the context of work before. it’s different with them——of course it would be, but it feels poignant to state anyway.
❛ i do have a few options for that, ❜ he says, pouring a cup for her. there are bags underneath his eyes. sixton doesn’t turn to sleep for solace, so the only avenue he’s had for an outlet is work, work & even more work. he didn’t think he’d like being so active, but it’s better than the alternative. he dreams of rotting faces if he stands still too long. sees the moment they lost every trace of guinevere in the little microcosms of rest as he threatens to nod off. ❛ of course, i do have an open ear if that might help instead. ❜








