“could you ever imagine us together?” // for minjae :c
he isn't sure if it's sentimentality that's contributed to the allowance of her presence around him, or if it's only because he's never truly made an effort to rid of anyone when it isn't professionally threatening to him. which, by all means, should be more of a concern to him – but even as the thought flits through his head, he dismisses it quickly. min-jae understands well enough of his high position, and understands even more that he isn't always so well-behaved to not have earned ires and end up on a few i-wish-he'd-drop-dead wishlists because of it or from it, but in truth, he's not so attached to this life as one might think.
he likes his wealth, only because he's grown up with it, and it's a clear marker of his achievements, of all the things he'd worked to ensure he yielded once he sets his mind to it. but other things in life tends to bore him, or comes at great disinterest, or worse yet, they'd irk him. his father's hovering, for one, would fall on the latter category. his mother's obsession with reputation, as well, are often than not tiring. and his sister ... well, he supposes she's something as close as he'd get to a soft spot, but even then, the comparison to him feels flimsy.
mira's his sister. at times, the meaning feels heavy with blood, wrapped so tightly with things they can never fully talk about with, with another; other time, the bond feels as easily wrinkled as paper. still, a sister's a sister. there isn't much one could do with that, good or bad.
min-jae flicks his eye upwards from a document he's been reading. he hadn't mean to bring work while they meet, but one of his secretary had been insistent he'd checked on the latest contract ten minutes ago, and now he's browsing through the words – a little idly than he likes, sure, but he's browsing. half of his mind is on the speed-dial he has to the company's lawyer. the other half, more than he likes to admit, lingers on her query. and really, he thinks again, he still isn't sure why he keeps agreeing to meet her, but —
❛⠀i didn't realise there is a possibility of 'us' together, ❜ he says so bluntly, direct, though without any harm nor a sneer – perhaps curiosity, if one would dare inspect his tone closer. ❛⠀plus, i was the impression you might not have liked me from all the ways i am... harming the earth. ❜ his smoking habit, for once. the fact that he would not be quitting his job anytime soon, which does involve levelling grounds, and pouring concretes. even if one of his recent projects had been a public garden he had been secretly constructing in hopes to– to please her, maybe.
to grow closer to @promiseofspring, whatever that means.