#mind frazzle

[mandalore-rising]

I'm not depressed or anything but if I got cancer that was malignant, I wouldn't want treatment. I guess it's slightly because of depression, but I just don't want the financial problems or any trouble associated with treatment. Nothing's really going on in my life right now. 

I'm just sorta living it out a day at a time. 

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[anothermomentcaptured]

what a peculiar weekend. gosh I don't even know what i'm thinking, i'm kind of all over the shop. my mind is such a funny place to be right now. i'm just so very scattered. 

I think I'm happy. I'm close to some kind of edge and it's really quite thrilling. 

Edge of what? I'm not even really sure yet but that's half the fun. Everything is weird. Universe is giving and taking. It's all only ever really daunting if you think about it too much. so i might stop thinking for a little while and enjoy myself. i think? 

this year has gone so fast too.