Billie Dean Howard x Female reader - where reader finds out she's pregnant.
That's the stupid idea that came to my mind. I'm not really satisfied with it, but here it is anyway.
You and Billie met at work. You had a kind of a crush on her. You were fascinated with her abilities, her beauty, basically everything. You wanted to cooperate with her – it didn’t really matter what you would have to do, the most important was the ability to be close to her. So, you applied for a job on the set of her show. You two met on the day of your interview and she made a hint with you instantly. You’re young, funny and full of energy. For her you had one of the purest souls she had ever met in her life, as each time you were around the atmosphere suddenly became brighter. Besides you were her fan and Billie – as a woman who like attention – loved it. She adored the way you blushed around her and so, she made sure you got the job.
You were doing your best and tried to be nice to everyone, so they quite like you. And Billie. Billie was just fantastic – and you were even more enchanted with her than before, which you thought was impossible. After about a week Billie asked you out and since then you became her secret girlfriend – or it’s how you called it, cause she did not refer to you as so. But she was a free spirit. She like privacy and need a lot of space – it wasn’t a problem for you, you understood, cause you liked freedom too
You’re meeting after work, usually at her place. Sometimes you ate dinner, other time it was only sex, but you didn’t complain. You were eager to agree to do anything that she may ask you to do. And for most of the time you did. Like once at the club, where you were enjoying yourselves some man came to you and asked to dance. For Billie – who liked experimenting – it was another opportunity to try some new things. She convinced you to a threesome with that very man, on which you agreed almost immediately, not even for a while thinking about what consequences it may have.
And the consequences took a toll sooner than you thought they would.
Almost 3 weeks passed, since your crazy night and you found yourself puking up almost every morning and during the day. You couldn’t eat and had problems with sleep. At first you were sure it’s just some kind of infection and after a few days it will be gone. But it was rather naive thinking. It only got worst and you gradually began to realize what’s the real cause of your symptoms.
You didn’t want to bother Billie – or rather were afraid to – so you bought a pregnancy test to make sure.
You were pregnant. That definitely wasn't planned and you panicked. At first you wanted to tell Billie – it was her idea to had sex with that man after all – but all what ifs that bothered you prevented you from doing it. You decided to hide it from the woman, you're pretty sure you loved. Just in case she might be upset or began to hate you, even though it was her idea not yours. It wasn't that hard at the very beginning. The bump wasn't visible, so you didn't need to worry. Billie seemed not to notice even when you had sex. But in the process of time it was becoming harder and harder.
One night after you made her come Billie, of course, wanted to return the pleasure. She didn't manage to do anything though, as you got out of bed quicker than you had got into it. Billie looked at you, as if you were insane
"N-nothing. I'm just... you know... I have my period" you lied
"For sure" she sat up to put on her clothes back "You keep on saying it since 3 weeks you know. Maybe you should consult with a doctor, cause you may bleed to death, baby" she tried to joke
"I will" you did your best to smile before collecting your things and getting ready to leave
"When will I see you again?" Billie stopped in the door frame watching as you struggle to put on your shoes
"Tomorrow at work probably" you sighed
"Maybe we should work on your shape, huh?" she chuckled leaning in to kiss you
You kissed her back and then stood up.
"See you tomorrow" you said kissing her cheek and leaving
From Billie's apartment you went straight to your doctor. You were so nervous that you didn't notice a familiar woman in the waiting room. It's Constance – Billie's friend that you had met at some occasion. She was observing you, but you were too preoccupied with reading some brochure about adoption. Then the doctor came out of the room and addressed you
"Miss y/l/n, come in. Let's see how's the baby"
You sighed with relief leaving the hospital. Everything's okay. The baby was alright and you got some more advices connected with your nausea and diet. You're almost calm for a while, but then you reached for your phone and almost had a heart attack seeing 20 missing calls from Billie. You blinked rapidly and took a deep breath calling her back
"B-Billie? Did something happen?"
"I hope you can tell me. Where are you? We need to talk"
"I'm a little bit busy. Can it wait until tomorrow, please?"
You were too exhausted and anxious to talk with her. So, even when she agreed, you were doing your best to avoid her next day. You're in the toilet, throwing up for the 3rd time that day when she stepped in.
"Y/n?" she knocked to the door of the cabin
"I'm fine" you said weakly hoping that she'll go away
"Yeah. Kind of... I'm sorry. I don't want to give it to you. And I don't want you to see me like that. Will you please leave?"
"Oh" Billie hesitated "okay. But I can take care of you, you know?"
"I know" you swallowed hard
"And you'll tell me if something will be going on?"
"Okay. So, I'm leaving" You heard her high heels clicking on the floor.
You waited a few more minutes before leaving your safe spot and you stood in front of the mirror "Fuck" you muttered to yourself placing one of your hands on your back that began to hurt you
You closed your eyes for a while trying to ease your heart beat and breath. And when you opened them...
There she was. Billie was standing in the door – her arms crossed and eyes locked on yours in the mirror.
"Baby girl..." she moved towards you "We need to talk"
"About?" you didn’t want to guess where the conversation may go
"Well, I'll ask outright. Do you have someone? I mean do you meet with someone, but me?"
You turned back to face her. For a while you were wondering if she really had asked you about it. How could she doubt you being faithful to her.
"Why are you doubting it?"
"Well, Constance claims that she saw you in hospital. Talking with a man about the state of the baby and we both know I'm not capable of making you pregnant, so I figured out that there must be someone else. Was he your new boyfriend?"
You probably won't react the way you did if it hadn't been for your hormones and mood swings. "Did you just imply that I'm a slut?" you hissed
"I said nothing of this sort"
"No. I just asked you a simple question"
"You know what Billie, fuck you. All of you. You can bite me!"
"Y/n what's wrong with you?"
"Yeah. What's wrong with you?!" she was yelling too
And at that moment you had enough. All the stress connected with unplanned pregnancy, your tiredness and the fact that you had to hide it for so long were just too much. You broke down.
"It's all your fault!" you yelled as the tears began to flow down your cheeks
Billie looked at you – her eyes widened at the unexpected reaction. She said nothing and you continued "You wanted to have some more fun. You wanted to try. As if I were not enough. You! You wanted him to cum inside me and now you are saying I'm the one to blame for everything, because I'm a slut... Sure. Yeah. My fault. I was stupid thinking you will love me they way I love you" you sniffed
"Y/n?" she kneeled next to you and wanted to place a hand on your back, but you pushed her away "Don't touch me!"
"What's going on? Please, darling, tell me"
"What's going?!" you repeated "This" you rolled up your baggy shirt, so that she could see your rounded belly
"Y/n... Oh my God" she moved her hand as if she wanted to touch your bump
"That's it, I'm a slut..." You cried
"No, no, no. I didn't mean it. Baby, please" it was her turn to panic
Billie had never seen you in such a state and she didn't know what to do
"Baby girl, please, calm down"
"I'm sorry" you choked on your tears
"What? For what?" she asked confused
"What?! No. It's not your fault... Shhh. Baby, it's okay. I'm here" she caressed your cheek and slowly leaned in to kiss you "We're in it together"
You let her hold you as your body was trembling with sobs. As you calmed down a bit she helped you to stand up and took you to her apartment.
"Everything is going to change now" she whispered hugging you
You were scared, still, but having her next to you whispering soothing words and declarations that she had never made before made you calmer. For the first time since you had found out about the pregnancy you felt safe. And you knew that everything was going to be fine – somehow.
