although i have been so torn that i hardly feel excited for anything anymore, i have decided i will only be drastically kind. someone yells at me? that’s okay! someone does something to hurt me? i don’t question it! maybe im silly for being bothered by the things that bothered me, and ill toughen up and become the most radiant person imaginable.
i have things to look forward to, and i need to stop letting my light be dimmed. i need to adjust and not let my depression stop me from being interested in almost anything at all.
i just want to live my happiest life! it’s the little things.
maybe the key to my happiness is just being kind. even when it’s hard, even when i want to act differently, being hostile never gets anyone anywhere’s at all - this is something that is always true.
i just hope to regain my spark.
happy yule!