Summary: Reader is not a noona (older sister), not even an ajumma (middle aged woman), she surely is pushing halmeoni (grandma) vibes, and here comes Lee Felix trying to court her. Yeah, I know, totally bizarre. This is set in a non-idol universe where SKZ members are not idols but Reader and her friend Halima love K-pop and watch costume C-Dramas.
Chapter 1: Midlife Crisis Fully Loaded
Friday 31st October, 2025 - 10 pm
"Do it! Do it! Do it!" everyone is screaming at the two of you. You feel like a deer caught in headlights. Hyunjin just looks amused and keeps up with his 'Hongdae Guy' smirk. The way he executed the nose inhale made you want to puke, but you also giggled.
"C'mon! Everyone wants to see Hongdae Guy and Sister Hong kiss! The biggest whores in East Asia, kissing!" Felix quips.
If your skin could change colour, everyone could see you are blushing. Thank God the brown wig covers most of your face and nobody can recognize you. Hyunjin was surprised when he first saw the transformation earlier in the evening, you are nothing like your usual yourself.
You look at Felix, and request, "I'm going to need a hand." You try making puppy eyes at Felix but you are truly terrified. You haven't actually ever kissed Hyunjin and Felix seems eager to have it happen in public. Yikes, these kids. Thank god nobody knows you at this party and you look very different. It's been a couple of months but the concept of the three of you still makes you uncomfrotable because frankly, they are way younger than you and two, you really are old.
Changbin chuckles from the other end of the living room and says, "Why would Sister Hong need help? This is a big blow for China!". Changbin is loud as usual, and annoying. Halima almost falls off his lap as she laughs, but he holds her and keeps her secured on his lap while looking at her fondly.
In the spirit of keeping up with the humour, you stand up for yourself. "This isn't a courage thing. I have so much courage I can go to jail for it." Felix moves closer and slips his hand in yours. Your eyes lock and you see the amusement in his eyes. He can tell you are not amused at the predicament he's set up for you. You also know why he's done it.
'Fuck my life' you think to yourself. This is your karma for refusing to live your life correctly.
Someone in the crowded room shouts about how Hongdae Guy is going to move on, how he doesn't have all day to wait for a confused Chinese woman. Another one wonders if Hongdae Guy will be shocked at the surprise Sister Hong has in store for him between her legs. The brown wig continues to annoy you and get hotter even though the banter in the room is amusing. You smile. Someone turned down the music so everyone could witness this momentous nonsense at this Halloween party.
So, this is how a midlife crisis feels like when it's going well. You do not want to think about the downside, the opposite of it. You want to live in the moment.
While squeezing Felix's hand a little more in your hand, you keep your eyes locked on his and tell Hyunjin, "Hongdae Guy, let's do it."
And with that, a defeaning cheer errupts (well, it's just Changbin being the loudest) and you ask yourself what you got yourself into.
Summary: Reader is not a noona (older sister), not even an ajumma (middle aged woman), she surely is pushing halmeoni (grandma) vibes, and here comes Lee Felix trying to court her. Yeah, I know, totally bizarre. This is set in a non-idol universe where SKZ members are not idols but Reader and her friend Halima love K-pop and watch costume C-Dramas.
Chapter 8: International Side Chick Day
HYUNJIN'S POV
Saturday 15th February, 2025 - 4:10 pm
You are walking into the Peruvian fast food restaurant where Your Heart and Y/N are waiting for you. You finally got back to town so you have the chance to meet her. Both Your Heart and yourself had wanted to meet her the day before, on Valentine's Day, but she had declined stating she wasn't officially yours. Besides, she wanted both of you to spend the time together for that special day. You are carrying a package with you in a recyclable bag just so it doesn't get damaged, and you hope she likes the gift you made for her.
Your Heart has been spending a lof of time meeting Y/N at least once a week and getting to know her better. Many times they have had Saturday morning dates where Your Heart runs while she walks around the lake. It's the same park with the lake where they met last year. Y/N seems to want to listen to this type of music when she walks around the lake, so you played this song while preparing her present. So far, Your Heart has learned that she initially came over as an international student, just like the two of you. Y/N now lives here permanently while both of you will be leaving when your work permits expire, with no intention to apply for permanent residence like she did.
Your Heart and Y/N have also been watching a C-Drama whose trailer amuses you, it eerily mimics a throuple story and Your Heart says it's been a source of laughter for both him and Y/N. She already watched the show but just wants to hear Your Heart's take on it, so she's watching it again with him. You really hope this goes well because Your Heart really wants Y/N, and what Your Heart wants, you want.
The cashier points to the table where they are sitting after you ask him, and you notice Your Heart has direct sight of the entrance while Y/N's back is to you. Your Heart breaks out his signature bright smile when he notices you, and moves to stand. Y/N who seemed to have been taking a drink out of her bottle of water stops mid sip and places the bottle back on the table, and just waits. You get to the table and are finally in view of her by her side, and that's when she stands because she can see that you are the one she has been waiting for. You place the recyclable bag on the chair and extend your hand out to her, while addressing Your Heart, "Felix, so this is Y/N, the one you have been telling me so much about. How are you, Y/N?".
"I am doing well Hyunjn, thank you. How are you? And do you mind if I get the smell test out of the way right now?"
You hesistate for a fraction of a second then recognition hits your mind, you remember Felix talking about this. "I'm doing great, and yes, go ahead." And with that, she is no longer between the table and chair but right next to you, and gently pulls you in. Y/N moves surprisingly fast for someone her size and it's something Your Heart told you takes some getting used to. He'd already noticed she was somewhat light on her feet the first time he met her but wasn't too sure as they had to slow down because of snow and ice being on the ground at the time. For almost a minute, your hands remain in contact while she sniffs your neck, her eyes are closed as she concentrates and her breath is slow. You are made aware of what Your Heart described as a tropical scent in the products she uses.
"I can live with this." Y/N announces and with that the handshake is gone, she's back to sitting down opposite the two of you. A black pack occupies the chair next to her. You hug Your Heart in greeting and as you break away, you can see the longing still lingering in his eyes from last night. Before you accidentally sit on the gift you brought, you pick it up and address Y/N, "I brought you a gift, I hope you like it." Y/N looks pleasantly surprised, and you notice she seems shy which is quite a contrast to what Your Heart had told you. Just then the server yells out the order number for your meal and Your Heart goes to pick it up. That's when you actually pay attention to Y/N and note that she's dark skinned, around Your Heart's height, and has a cupid's bow shape for lips. The lower lip is slightly smaller or rather seems less pronounced compared to her upper lip, and her lipstick is a matte mauve. Y/N's hair is intricately braided with coiled to the centre cornrows with a few black beads addeed at the top of her head near the front. She's dressed in a pink, white and black tiny polka dot turtleneck and that's fitting and doesn't hide her curves, including the fact that her breasts aren't the same size. Oh, you like that about her, she doesn't care much about judgement from other people, she's not hiding what society perceives as flaws. Your Heart loves to juggle so you understand why he was instantly drawn to her. And yes, Y/N's eyes are stunning, you noticed it for the few seconds she made direct eye contact. She's not trying to make them but her eyes are sexy.
"Here's the food we ordered: fried plantains, rice, beans, pollo a la brasa, and dipping sauces. And here are the rest of the drinks." With that, Your Heart places the trays in front of each of you and finally gets his own. He sits down just as Y/N finishes carefully unwrapping the red with pink hearts wrapping papar to reveal a painting that's been framed. She takes a look at you for a nanosecond and then looks at Your Heart.
"This is your doing!" she exclaims as she smiles, "It's the flowers you gave me on our first date in January. Who painted it?"
"I did." you respond with a smile, and with that she looks shocked and is looking in your direction, at your face but not your eyes. it's really strange since Your Heart reminded you how she's not shy at all.
"I thought you did handyman work, like repairs and building stuff."
"Yes, I do that but I have also always done art since I was in elementary school."
"This is good, and cheesy, I take it Felix directed you on the cheesy part since you are not that much of a C-Drama fan?"
"I sent him the picture of the flowers the day we fell down, and he wanted to restore the flowers. So we settled on having the petals fall down along with snowflakes which weren't even present that day. As you can see there's a silhouette of a couple who have fallen on the ground next to the bouquet of flowers. The flakes and petals are raining down on them in slow motion, making the scene romantic. Haha!"
"Gosh Felix, you really nailed the C-Drama scene in this. So the top scene is a nighttime version of the same, only instead of snowflakes and petals, you have fireflies?
"Bingo."
"What's the painting called?"
"Falling" you supply.
"Thank you Hyunjin, I love this gift. And you captured the cheesy aspect of romance in costume C-dramas under the direction of Felix. I really appreciate this water colour painting."
"It's the least I could do, I am glad you like it."
And with that, Your Heart directed you all to dig in. Y/N says the food from the restaurant never makes her sick so she's free to eat, but you notice she eats very slowly and seema to get full really fast. She says she will take the rest of the food home. In the meantime, the three of you talk some more, with Y/N cracking jokes about you being Korean Original while Your Heart is Korean Lite. Y/N hopes you will not be going out of town anytime soon again. At some point she gestures for Your Heart to lean in and she whispers something in his ear. He almost chockes on his food and laughs it off. Your Heart smiles at the two of you and quietly apologizes to Y/N who just smiles brightly at him, and for a brief moment you want in on that secret. Your Heart is already on it and lovingly reassures you by squeezing your thigh gently under the table, so you nod back in response. And just like that, you hear Y/N letting out a tiny sqeal.
You ask what's got Y/n so excited, Your Heart supplies the answer that Y/N probably likes the little non-verbal communication the two of you just displayed in front of her. Y/N nods in response but also adds, "The two of you look like Hualian, including the height ratio. And Hyunjin, you could probably fix Puqi Shrine." And at that Your Heart is laughing really loudly and you feel the warmth that Y/N's banter is able to create in him, you feel at peace. This feels like it will go more than just okay. You have to make an effort to meet her because the deadline for a decision to be made is March 21st and you are just meeting her for the first time.
Saturday 15th February, 2025 - 7:47 pm
You are back home after the date and Y/N has aready texted Your Heart confirmation that she got home safely. You are giving Your Heart a massage on your shared bed as he lies face down dressed only in shorts, and talking about the date.
"Does she have an eating disorder?"
"I thought so at first but her explanation is that she's older and her metabolism has slowed down. She says older people eat less. I don't think we should worry about it, but it's a bit startling because we eat much more than she does despite being way smaller than she is. Maybe we can just monitor her quietly?"
"I guess we could. She's working as a cleaner so I would expect her to have an appetite to eat more because of her job."
"She doesn't eat breakfast."
"What?!"
"We ate brunch the first day we met. She also didn't eat much then. I am starting to get used to it. She still seems to be full of energy."
"Okay, now that that is out of the way, what did she tell you in secret?"
"You wouldn't believe this. She asked me why I didn't warn her that both me and my boyfriend have 'lips from here till forever' hahaha!".
"What does that even mean?"
"I think she has a thing for lips. And she likes you."
"She hardly looked at me."
"She was blushing."
"I could hardly tell."
"I'm learning to read her."
"How about you read me?"
Your Heart wakes up from his position where he was lying down as you massaged his back. "What should I read?" He smiles at you.
"Right at the start of our date in the restaurant, your eyes told me you wanted to repeat last night."
"Don't you?"
"Of course I do, My Heart."
Definition of Italics:
Hualian - The main couple in Heaven Officials' Blesing by Tian Guan Ci Fu. It consists of Hua Cheng (Calamity) and Xie Lian (Martial God).
Puqi Shrine - This is the earthly abode of the scrap god Xie Lian and is a run down shack that is falling apart. In this fic, Y/N considers Felix to be Xie Lian, and with Hyunjin being San Lang/Hua Cheng, with his handyman skills, he can fix the problem rather than letting them hang out in that shack. Felix gets the joke easily because on the day they first met, he was finishing the eigth and final volume in the series 'Heaven Officlals' Blessing' by Tian Guan Ci Fu, and is very familiar with the reference.
Summary: Reader is not a noona (older sister), not even an ajumma (middle aged woman), she surely is pushing halmeoni (grandma) vibes, and here comes Lee Felix trying to court her. Yeah, I know, totally bizarre. This is set in a non-idol universe where SKZ members are not idols but Reader and her friend Halima love K-pop and watch costume C-Dramas.
Chapter 16 - Playing With Fire
HYUNJIN'S POV
Friday 31st Octorber, 2025 - 11:52 pm
There's a lot of tension in the air, Your Heart is looking at you like he's trying to decide what to do. The three of you got back home from the Halloween party and after you toed off your shoes in the foyer, Y/N invoked both Prometheus and Lucifer. She said she was ready for the two of them and that the two of you should take a shower, but not to 'finish everything' in there, leave some for her. Your Heart wanted to be certain, so he asked if she meant the hot water, Y/N said that would be good, but that she was ready to give herself to the two of you. You asked if she was sure, she said yes, and now you were both clean, but she was still in the bedroom where she had retreated after her shower.
You are both seated on the couch, waiting, and Your Heart asks if he should knock on Y/N's bedroom door. Before you can answer, Y/N calls out to you, by your name, not Prometheus, so you stand up and go to the door and stand outside, answer in the affirmative, she tells you to go in. As you go in, you turn to look at Your Heart and he gives you a reassuring look to encourage you to go in. You close the door behind you as you step in and the scent hits you immediately - frankincense and myrrh. It's confuses your senses because you can see Y/N but you also get the feeling like you are in church, seated in the pews for mass - you are not ready for this. Y/N is seated on the bed, her facial expression and posture is anything but excited, and it worries you. You close the gap between the two of you in a few long steps and you sit next to her. The dip in the bed inevitably pushes the two of you together, and the kikoi she has around herself from her chest downwards, threatens to come lose. Y/N holds onto it for dear life, you apologize and don't know what to do with your hands.
"Woman, talk to me."
Y/N is now looking directly into your eyes, and you can see fear in her eyes. It's the last thing you expected. With her right hand keeping her kikoi from slipping off her massive breasts, she takes your right hand in her left hand and wants to say something but the words are missing. Seeing her fear, you ask if you can hold her, to which she nods. You ask you can both lie down, she agrees. Being this close to her, you realizer that the frankincense and myrrh scent is coming from her skin.
"The frankincense and myrrh, is that body wash or lotion?"
"Body wash."
"Why did you chose it?"
Y/N sighs, she's not looking at you anymore, she has her head tucked into your neck. You pull her in closer, she seems to be calming down.
"I asked for Prometheus and Lucifer, I thought I might throw in some more divine things, some more divinity ..."
You smile, kiss her forehead, and let silence fill the metaphorical space between utterances.
"Husband, you and I are in an arranged marriage because of Felix."
"Yes."
"My being with either of you is normal, or as normal as can be, Being with the two of you at the same time, is something I have never done before. It makes me nervous."
"You are free ro change your mind and cancel everything tonight, you can even send us home, or have one of us at a time, it's all up to you."
"I want both of you, I just ..."
You are both looking into each other's eyes at this point, you remain patient with Y/N, and you almost place your hand at the back of her neck out of reflex when you remember that results in disabling her, she's trying to talk right now, so you refrain from the action. Before she speaks, Y/N intertwines her ankles with yours. You assume she's doing it to ground herself more than you are already doing.
"I know how you are like when you are aroused, I know you have some level of restraint in you. I have never gone that far with Feilix. I don't know how Felix is like, can you act as my shield in case he gets out of control?"
Your heart breaks when you hear the request. You hold Y/N closer and you both ignore the slipping kikoi.
"My woman, you don't have to worry about that. Felix is not like that. But I do understand your concerns. Being penetrated can be a very visceral experience. It's also a very powerless position most of the time."
Y/N is nodding, and relaxing. Her request that the two of your never interact with her when intoxicated takes a whole other dimension in this moment, she may have had bad experiences in the past and has no interest in repeating them again. It all makes sense now. Y/n is currently smiling at you, then disentangles herself, corrects the slipping kikoi and sits up. She's a bit more cheerful right now.
"Husband, help me dress up for Felix."
"What do you mean?"
"What does he want me to look like?"
"Why not just yourself?"
"I asked for Lucifer and Prometheus, can't I want to be someone else?"
"Halloween's over, you like role play quite a bit, don't you?"
"It's why he's Spring Chicken, and I'm Old Hen, and why we are in an 'arranged marriage'. It's a fun way to interact with each other, don't you think?"
You answer Y/N with a peck on her cheek, and agree to help her dress. You tell her the three of you will need to talk after you are done with your new costume. It's amazing how Y/N isn't tired of playing different characters even if it's in jest.
FELIX'S POV
Saturday 1st November, 2025 - 2:05 am
You are struggling to stay awake, quite exhustated at this point and drifting in and out of sleep. Hyunjin's not doing any better, he's breathing is finally even and he's stroking your shoulder as you lay your head in the crook of his neck. You look over and you see Y/N is completely knocked out, snoring lightly with her head resting on Hyunjin's chest. you have only a sheet over the three of you and only from the waist down. There are towels underneath you all to keep you dry. You are finally drifting off to sleep when Hyunjin whispers to you.
"Jagi, aren't you glad there is two of us tonight? I don't think one of us could have been enough for her."
"I didn't expect that, especially from someoene who has held out for so long. Or maybe it can be expeced for the exact reason. We've never been with a woman whose sex drive is this high."
"I'm not complaining."
You both start to chuckle lightly and that stirs Y/N from her sleep. Her first instinct is to grab whatever she can find and it's Hyunjin's hand. She puts it on her crotch and mumbles something about wanting more light. There's more chuckling with that to which Hyunjin directs the next words to you, "Light Bearer, you are up again.". The exhaustion is already starting to dissipate and you get up to get another condom, by the time you are done wearing it after stroking yourself to erection, Y/N is also demanding the divine flame so Hyunjin isn't spared in this round either.
Saturday 1st November, 2025 - 2:00 pm
You managed to drag the three of you out of Y/N's apartment to catch the movie Y/N had been talking about for a few months. She had watched Baahubali years ago and now that it was being shown in theatres a second time, she wanted to see it. Y/N had only ever watched it on tv at home so this was her first experience in the threatre. It wasn't exactly surprising that she likes this type of movie, and it was a lot of fun. It looks like in India, it's either go big or go home. I am very glad we went to see this movie.
Saturday 1st November, 2025 - 10:31 pm
You are on Y/N's bed watching Hyunjin and Y/N mess around a bit, they are practically wrestling on the carpet like little children, with Hyunjin constantly asking Y/N if she wants lightning. She keeps laughing and saying no. You need to get the three of you to sleep because you've set up a photo and video shoot for tomorrow morning at 9 am but Y/N doesn't know about it. You'll have to skip mass for it.
Sunday 2nd November, 2025 - 9:15 am
"Im not really buying the idea that we are skipping mass just so you can return the Guardian uniform." Y/N states as you walk into the costume shop in Chinatown. You smile at her and leave her with Hyunjin seated. After you hand the costume over, including the fake sword, you motion to them to go to another room where Y/N is surprised that there's hair and make up being done there. She becomes very excited when she realizes the scenes are from one of her favourite romcoms, Decreed By Fate. It takes a while to get the make up done, the wigs make the three of you look the part. There was care taken when selecting the make up because Y/N is allergic to many things including most make up. There are pictures of your Chinese wedding where you are all dressed in red. Y/N jokes about having a wedding ceremony after consumation, which is the reverse order of things. She asks to have pictures and video of just you and Hyunjin getting married together, to which you agree. Y/N declines having pictures and video with only one of you, she reminds you that she's with the two of you, not just one. You feel a little hurt because she made you and Hyunjin do it toegether, as if she was already removing herself from the equation. You try not to dwell on it.
The grape feeding scene is enjoyable but Y/N can no longer sustain the innocense she had before Friday night. You substite grapes for plums just so you could have actual seeds. Hyunjin serves the plums while you take the seed she spits out, wipe her lips with a napkin then serve her a cup tea. It only constitutes a few takes for the pictures and video to be done. The bed scene is a bit complicated, and it is a struggle to keep the wigs on our heads and also keeping our costumes looking not disheveled. The truth or dare scene has water instead of alcohol as a substiture, and Y/N plays drunk in the most convincing way at the end of the scene. Y/N has a lof of fun in the medicne massage scene, she keeps flicking Hyunjin's nipple and he keeps pretending he doesn't like it but this is their own scene that they added. You originally shot the first two scenes, one with rough medicine application, and the other one with the sexy version with Y/N looking on at either scenes.
The whole shoot and costume changes is surprisingly exhausting. But Y/N is very happy. The entire show plays out like fanfiction so it feeds into women's fantasies, Hyunjin and I gladly play along. That night, Y/N asks for more light.
Saturday 29th November, 2025 - 8:30 am
You are running around the lake again but this time Y/N is not alone, she is with Shida. Your grand daughter's presence has changed the style of music in a way, and Shida is pretending to run after you every time you run past the two of them. You actually enjoy the song quite a bit, though you am not sure why Y/N likes to play singular songs on repeatm but it seems Shida is fine with it. It's been interesting the way Y/N behaved after that weekend together earlier this month, she kind of wasn't available for a week. She said her schedule was full but I think she may have wanted a break. I am very satisfied to be able to make love to her and sometimes Hyunjin is present, everything is perfect right now. She sticks to us like glue in public, it's more than just holding hands. It's as if sex with us got her to relax and be a happier version of herself. She has a glow to her right now.
Sunday 30th November, 2025 - 6:00 am
You wake up to find nobody in bed with you. Hyunjin is talking to Changbin in the hallway. Hyunjin doesn't come back into your bedroom, you hear someone wretching. You realize it might be Y/N and you get up very fast from the bed, almost tripping on a loose sheet.
Definitions:
kikoi - sarong
*The strikethrough text in this chapter is in Korean. Y/N won't understand most of it because she doesn't understand Korean beyond a few phrases she hears in K-Dramas.
Summary: Reader is not a noona (older sister), not even an ajumma (middle aged woman), she surely is pushing halmeoni (grandma) vibes, and here comes Lee Felix trying to court her. Yeah, I know, totally bizarre. This is set in a non-idol universe where SKZ members are not idols but Reader and her friend Halima love K-pop and watch costume C-Dramas.
Chapter 15 - Truce
Saturday 2nd August, 2025 - 9:00 am
FELIX'S POV
It's been two months since you kissed Y/n directly on the lips and it's frustrating. You are doing your best to keep it together. Right now, you are listening to the same music Y/N can hear thanks to your synced devices, and between Yele and Tobeta Bango, you chose the latter. Tobeta Bango is a bit faster and is great for running, but it also works out well because you know Y/N enjoys this type of music a lot. You saw it during the Afro-Caribbean festival the three of you went to, and despite the changed dynamic between the three of you, Y/N was actually less inhibited and she let both you and Hyunjin get away with a lot. She also danced with many womem and it was quite the sight. This is something you have a hard time understanding. From the African perspective, there's sexy sexy dancing, and then there's normal sexy dancing. So when she's dancing with other women, they even actually make a lot of sexual moves which look a lot like dominant and submissive roles, but nobody views it as sexual. Y/N warned you to make sure you don't dance with Hyunjin since you might mess up and the mood will shift at the event into hatred and shock. Men can dance together but they never grind on each other. They can show each other moves, it's like a competition and appreciation, it's very sexual looking for an outsider but to them it's not. The safest route to go was not to dance together, though at some point she was dancing between the two of you but Y/N warned you not to look at each other as though you might also be interested in each other. Hyunjin was quite happy to have the two of you openly grind on her and grope her in public, that's what everyone was doing there anyway. She didn't have the same panic she did after that incident in bed with him.
It was your first time to an African festival, same as a Caribbean one so the combinaton was quite the spectacle. There had been a parade leading up to the venue and the three of you were standing on the sidelines cheering the floats and dancers. Everyone was dancing along and was packed together behind barricades along the parade route. You asked Y/N why the women were not complaining about sexual harrassment, the men were openly grinding on them. Y/N replied that both parties showed up at the festival to grind like that with random men. She actually told you to go ahead and do it with whichever women approached you if you wanted, and you were scandalized. Right when you were about to say no, a grey haired grandma with a very big ass grabbed Hyunjin and turned him around, and started simulating pegging him while asking him what he's going to do about it. Both Y/N and yourself started laughing but Hyunjin took control of the situation and turned around and did the same to her. She just came to provoke him to get what she wanted and they both had an amusing time, dancing to the music. Hyunjin declined when she asked for his number and pointed at Y/N, who waved at the older woman while smiling. She told Y/N that she was lucky she had a man who was good in bed, she could tell by how he danced with her.
So you noticed men didn't really approach women, it's the women who came to the men. So this was why there were no complaints of sexual harassment. It was a lot of fun dancing with so many different women, but you enjoyed your time with Y/N. Dancing was a thing she did with Hyunjin on Thursday nights, so this was the first time you did it with her. You can vividly remember having your thigh between hers, your hand lightly on the rolls on her waist, and the way she moved her hips and waist - you kept your hand touching her waist lightly and she moved away from it and back to it, and the dance looked lke she was trying to get off on your thigh. Now this was considered normal and non sexual dancing because she did this and worse with women. There was even some ass slapping involved with some women. That night Hyunjin and you had some very vigorous sex after all that stimulation during the day - Y/N told you to go home after you dropped her off at her apartment. For Y/N, she said she really didn't feel stimulated. The strange part was, she didn't approach any men to dance with her.
Outside of the Afro-Caribbean festival, things had gone back to the way they were when you were in the trial period of this relationship. She held your hand as often as possible, Hyunjin told you she probably was having a hard time around you too, so you kept your touches minimal and mostly held the hand she extended to you. So right now you are on your weekly morning run at the lake while Y/n walks, and every time you approach her, she actually dances a bit. It's amusing, you see a little bit of the festival in her and it makes you happy. Today is the first time she's coming home with you, she'll sleep in Hyunjin's room. It's the most you'll see her, especially since the time you spend together has dropped down to once a week. It's the first time the three of you shall be together since kissing outside the church. and she is probably ready to talk at length again.
Saturday 2nd August, 2025 - 12:35 pm
Y/N'S POV
You are back in Hyunjin's room, you just came out of the shower. You finished oiling your skin, and are almost done dressing up when a framed picture on the side table next to the bed catches your attention. It's the drawing Hyunjin made of you and Felix, with his head on your lap, the two of you looking into each other's eyes, the afternoon sun coming into the room to illuminate you from one side. This is the second depiction of Felix and you, it makes Hyunjin seem like a shipper. That shouldn't really concern you since you are their shipper ... you smile at the picture fondly and wonder if he ever drew pictures of Felix with the previous people that occupied the spot you currently hold. Not that you are jealous, you just wonder how you rank, and if this image shows you rank highly or it's as regular and non-special like fast food. You will not ask.
Right on cue just when you come to that conclusion, there's a knock on the door and Hyunjin asks if you are decent. You reply in the affirmative, he cracks the door open and smiles at you. He walks in slowly and folds you into a hug. It's not tight, but firm and he breathes you in. You can feel his heart beat, and you can feel his nipples, you try to ignore who he is (this is your husband that you are attached to) and just try to relax while inhaling him in.
"I missed you." Hyunjin states plainly, in an almost normal voice but it sounds more like a whisper. You try to hold him a bit tighter, to let him know you understand.
"You smell different today."
"Rose and vanilla."
"Ah, I see. I like it."
"You like vintage scents, Hyunjin?". You face it still in his chest, you don't even know if you care to know the answer, you just don't want this moment to end. Hyunjin nods lightly, and starts turning the two of you around, slowly, like you are dancing slowly to no music at all. You let Hyunjin lead you while wrapped together like Siamese twins. The interruption comes before you even know it, Felix is at the door when he states that lunch is ready, and that the three of you can talk after lunch. You turn away from Hyunjin's chest and look at Felix and just smile at him.
Saturday 2nd August, 2025 - 2:30 pm
HYUNJIN'S POV
You are seated on the couch, Your Heart is on one end with his feet on your lap. Y/N is seated on the floor between your feet with her hand on one leg, her head resting on your knee, or close to it. Your Heart had tried to move his feet off your lap after Y/N made a joke claiming he's insulting her by having his feet in her face like that. She is massaging one of his feet right now, and the three of you are finally able to talk.
"Y/N," Your Heart starts, in a calm and even tone, "Are you still feeling safe with us?".
"Yes." Y/N supplies the answer, the massage she's giving to Your Heart doesn't stop. You want to reach out with your left hand to touch her head, at some point Your Heart took your right hand and is rubbing a circle on your palm very lightly and slowly. He's not trying to calm you down or anything, or even calm himself down. Your hand hovers above her head for a few seconds and you refrain. You put you hand on your thigh instead, and wait for the conversation to continue.
"You feel distant. I don't feel as close to you as before. I know we talked about why you won't kiss me. You said if you can't kiss Hyunjin then you can't keep kissing me. But it feels to me as though you don't want to. Is my assessment correct?"
"Can I ask you a question before I answer yours?"
"Sure."
"Are you experiencing sexual frustration?" You look at Your Heart, the two of you can't believe what Y'N just asked.
"Yes, I do, and so does Hyunjin." Y/N stops massaging Your Heart's foot and looks up at the two of you in turn. Your eyes are trained on her, and she seems genuinely suprised.
"How can you say that, it's not like you are in a monastery where sex with each other isn't allowed. I didn't put a ban on what you could do with each other. I just said don't add any other people."
You hadn't even noticed that Your Heart had stopped rubbing circles into your palm. He pulls his feet from your lap and scots closer so the two of you are right next to Y/N/ He places both his feet on the floor and takes one of Y/N's hand in his.
"Y/N, this is Hyunjin. He's a man and he's the love of my life." Y/N's paying attention. This isn't news to her but she's open to hearing more.
"He's a man."
"I can see that." Y/N is amused.
"He is not you."
"Yes. I don't see what the issue is, you still have sex with him."
"Yes, but he is not you." Your Heart is beginning to sound frustrated. You pull him into your shoulder, you try to get him to relax a bit and Y/n notices. She sits up straighter on the floor and searches both your faces.
"I thought that as long as you can have sex with each other, and it all goes well, you have your orgasms, then there's no real rush to include me. Was I wrong?"
Your Heart lifts his head from his shoulder and looks at you and then lies back onto it again . He changes how he's holding Y'N's hand and interlaces her fingers with her.
"You didn't dance with any men at the festival, only with women. But I don't think you have problems being attracted to men. So I can't claim that you are not attracted to the two of us. Why did you not dance with other men at the festival? You allowed us to dance with dozens of women."
"I was there with my husbands, I didn't need other men. And the two of you danced well enough so I didn't need to sample others at the event."
"Why give us the freedom?"
"I needed you to learn how we are like."
"We?"
"Yes, black women, some black women."
Your Heart exhales and lifts Y/N's hand and kisses the back of it.
"So, you are not being distant?"
"No."
"Do you need a nudge?"
"Yes."
"You didn't need it when I kissed you the first time. I didn't need to hold you down. I don't think you want to be held down, Hyunjin doesn't want that either. We are not that type of men."
"Yes, I know, and I appreciate that. Thank you."
"Okay, then we'll give you a gentle nudge at the right time. Is that okay?"
"Yes, thank you for your patience."
Saturday 2nd August, 2025 - 10 pm
You are in bed with Your Heart, just talking. You recall how after the Afro-Carribean festival, Y/N told you to go home after you dropped her off at her apartment, and told you to 'do the needful'. You tell Your Heart that Y/n is a tease. He doesnt disagree. He adds by saying her granddaughter Shida has a scheming side, just like Y/N. The two of you remember the food coma you were in after 'Shida cooked for her Kukas' OMG. You had never eaten such heavy food in your entire lives. This lilttle girl was up to no good that. Tonight's dinner was a much easier affair. Y/N had ordered from her favourite Thai restautant. She ordered most of the food with mild chilli. Y/N got pineapple curry chicken, moo ping, sticky rice, larb moo and two types of salad, papaya salad and carrot salad. Y/N asked for the carrot salad to be Thai hot while the papayal salad was mild. Your Heart is unable to eat very hot food, and Y/N can eat it but her stomach can't handle it. There was plain yogurt available to deal with the heat so Your Heart didn't have to suffer. It was a nice meal and a stark contrast to the 'feels like concrete in your stomach' that your new granddaughter had made for you.
"Jagi, I'll let you handle the nudge so it can go smoothly. You already did it before and it worked out well."
"Sure."
You move in to place a kiss on his lips but that's the limit of it for tonight. Your teeth are brushed and all but the chilli still burns so there will be no bedminton tonight.
"Hyunjin, you want to hear something funny?"
"Go ahead."
"In costume C-Dramas, some couples are married for years without having any sex."
"You don't say."
"It gets even funnier. In some of the stories, Eunuchs have vegetarian marriages with the palace maids."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, the eunuch can't do nothing for the palace maid because he has no penis, so they just share meals and can even have a marriage ceremony. If they leave the palace they can adopt children."
"So you think Y/N is playing out a C-Drama fantasy?"
"Worse than that, you and Y/N are in a vegetarian marriage."
Oh, you pretend to be so incensed that you throw a pillow at Your Heart and the two of you have a short and playful pillow fight.
Summary: Reader is not a noona (older sister), not even an ajumma (middle aged woman), she surely is pushing halmeoni (grandma) vibes, and here comes Lee Felix trying to court her. Yeah, I know, totally bizarre. This is set in a non-idol universe where SKZ members are not idols but Reader and her friend Halima love K-pop and watch costume C-Dramas.
Chapter 14 - Factory Reset
HYUNJIN'S POV
Saturday 31st May, 2025 - 7:00 am
Y/N cancelled this week's drop in Latin dance class because you were to spend all of Saturday with her, just like she did last week with Your Heart. Right now you are on a team with he,r helping put the final touches to the set up of a venue. The two of you are volunteering together at an arts festival, and it's a change in the activities you usually do together. Public transit starts later on weekends so you got to Y/N's apartment using Uber, then picked her up. She always has her black back pack with her, and she has everything she thinks you both need inside, including bottles of water. You don't mind being momentarily seperated, but she signed you up to always work together so you can spend more time interacting.
The tent set up is almost complete, Y/N seems at ease doing this, she had mentioned having volunteered over the years and some of the staff seemed to know her, even worked with her at different local events. She seems at ease in this community and is able to talk a lot even at this early hour. Y/N bends over a lot in her tasks and you wish she hadn't won baggy comfortable and practical pants because they are obscuring your view, Truth be told, you haven't been at this festival before and only agreed because she asked, you find yourself unable to say no to her. But she is your woman, what can you do other than want to see her? Your Heart made a good decision inviting her to your relationship, she is a great gift.
"Our team leader says we can now erect the fences, they have finished unloading them from the truck. Well, the last ones, we are putting up the last of the fences on the inside of the venue."
Y/N's voice breaks you out of your reverie and you smile at her, finishing up on last tent and standing up. She already has a hand out to you with a bottle, which you take to sip and hand back to her. She places it into her back pack, which she promptly places back on her back and starts walking towards the truck. You increase your pace so you are next to her and your hands touch, Y/N slides her hands into yours, presses gently then lets go. There's work to be done.
Saturday 31st May, 2025 - 9 am
This is your second shift today, you are at the face painting station, and Y/N is your assistant. There are many children lined up with their parents, very eager to have exciting designs on their face. Y/N signed you both up but she is of no help as she has never done this before. You had given her a run down of the brushes, sponges, stensils and glitters before the station opened. She will hand you items if you need them like someone would hand different scapels to a surgeon. You really could do this on our own but you are happy to have her there right next to you, it's a much better experience than the previous shift.
The first batch of parents is already lined up, none of the children look sleepy at all, Some are shy, others bubbly, some parents talk to their children asking them to sit still so you can finish. All the while, Y/N 'assists' you. You talk more to the kids while Y/N says very little, you can only guess she's letting you carry conversations so you can decide what designs to draw and paint on the little faces. Things are going smoothly including the light banter with parents when one woman asks a question.
"Young man, are you single? I don't see a ring on your finger."
While you smile and before you can answer, Y/N pokes your high with her finger while holding in a giggle. Nobody can see her action since it's under the table but it makes you jump a bit, almost spoiling the work you are doing on the face of the womans son.
"I don't have a ring on my finger, it's in My Heart, " you answer, and continue to concentrate. You are almost done with the little boy's face. Y/N can't hold her laughter in anymore, she bursts out laughing but tries to keep the volume down.
"What's so funny, are you dating him?"
Y/N shakes her head and answers, "No, I'm not dating him, he's not my type." She's still laughing.
The woman is amused, she asks Y/N what her type is.
"Shorter than this one, long blonde hair, freckles. That's my type."
"I could have sworn there's something going on between the two of you, you look good together."
"Maybe we'll be together in another lifetime, I'm just volunteering with at this station."
You are done with the little boy so you let him know he's done, he is happy with what he sees in the mirror and jumps up from his seat and walks towards his mother. She thanks you and leaves reluctantly, and you have to keep a steady composure.
Saturday 31st May, 2025 - 11:00 am
Your volunteer shift is over and you are both ready to explore the festival as attendees. You know it's time to feed Y/N since she's had no breakfast as usual. There's a stand manned by a South Asian guy, he's selling pineaple, sugar cane and tangerine juce with options for adding sea salt or mint. Y/N asks for both options and you just know she'll make you drink it with her. The drink is refreshing especially since all you've had all morning since 7 am is water. You try to get Y/N to drink more of it but she seems intent to share it a lot with you, you don't mind, you are just worried for her. The festival is nowhere near your usual buffet spot so you'll have to find her something to eat but then she produces two Envy apples. Ha! So that's what the bag is for?
"Y/N, I need to get you some real food, like an actual meal." you tell her while you walk hand in hand, nibbling on the apples. She seems intent on looking at everything at the festival. Last Saturday she over exerted herself during the run and walk she does with Your Heart around the lake, you want to make sure that doesn't happen.
Saturday 31st May, 2025 - 12:43 pm
You managed to get Y/N to her favourite Peruvian fast food restaurant and she's eating her normal meal, with BBQ chicken, fried plantains, rice, beans - the whole combo. She will take most of the meal home but she's very content.
Saturday 31st May, 2025 - 2:30 pm
You are holding the food in a take out bag while Y/N browses the sports bras in her favourite plus size store. Your Heart is the reason she needs a sports bra, so here you are. She's talking quite a bit with a sales lady and she eventually picks a few to try on. Fifteen minutes later, you are paying for two sports bras which she picked out, she gives you a back hug in appreciation while you pay. You can't help but smile while you swipe your credit card.
While leaving the store, a mauve top catches your eye and you stop to take a look at it. Y/N is curious so she takes it off the wrack and places it infront of herself and lets you look. It looks great on her. She mentions that they don't have her size, 20 - North American. You wonder if you should order it online, with the matching bottom. Y/N lets you know the bottom will have to be a size 22 otherwise it won't fit. You look at her again and remember that your artist's eye had noted she was slightly bottom heavier and it wasn't just your eyes exaggerating due to your fondness of her. Y/N tells you that the two of you can revisit this issue later and that she'd like to try on the outfit before any orders are placed. You acquiesce.
Saturday 31st May, 2025 - 3:39 pm
Y/N is doing a little grocery shopping, which is actually very few things this time around. More lactose free milk, a green cabbage, bananas, and apples. She seems to like Envy apples. You ask her to come with you to the pharmacy aisles. Y/N isnt actually ready for what you are about to add to the grocery cart.
"Hyunjin, are you seriously picking this right now?" Her tone suggests she's only mildly scandalized.
"We have these at our house, it only makes sense to stock up at your apartment. Do you already have these? I don't see why we should pass the cost to you. We will supply them."
Y/N's not blushing, she's amused.
"Pick the variety pack, the one with all the fancy types, like the ribbed ones, even the ones that say 'her pleasure'. Just make sure it's only latex, no spermicide and no warming liquid." You are pleased she's so specific, you keep the details in mind and compare them with what you and Your Heart have in his room. Some revisions will have to be made.
Y/N's POV
Saturday 31st May, 2026 - 6:14 pm
You are back at your apartment, with Hyunjin having spoiled you so much all day. You feel a guilt gnaw at you, his youth, his willingness to go along with your requests, you had to cut him short when he wanted to buy you a top. You can use him to get the things you want but this is not actually your nature, it's something new you are trying to get better results with this men right now, but you do not wish to destroy the men in the process.
Once the door is closed and you both toe off your shoes, before you can put anything away, you hold Hyunjin in a tight hug. He automatically placed his arms around your shoulders, and you thank him for everything he did that day. You name everything so he can understand how much it means to you. You make sure to not accidentally mention the selfish men you had been with before, or that you had steadily improved the quality of men over time.
But now you are both freshly showered and Hyunjin is seated on the couch, you having chosen the floor next to him, with your side on the couch, your arms holding his leg, head on his thigh, just chatting quietly. You have to sit on the floor otherwise it will be too much soft surface to be on if you have to be in bed for long, your back will hurt again.
"Felix told me one of these guys makes his fans bark, which one is it?" Hyunjin asks, while pointing at the picture of the 'Twin Towers' still in your living room.
"Oh, that's Mingi, the slightly shorter one, and no, I don't bark even though he's my bias."
"Why not?"
You lift your head from Hyunjin's thigh, turn your head up to look at him, "i'm too old to do stuff like that."
"Would you do it at a concert if you went to see him?"
"I highly doubt it. He's have to be right in front of him like maybe at a fan sign and even then I would resist the bark."
You don't expect it but Hyunjin starts to laugh, really loudly, like it's the funniest thing he has ever heard. The laughter is almost contagious but you can't laugh because you don't know the reason for it. You search his eyes when the laughing subsides and you search his eyes.
"You don't like to surrender, do you?"
"No," you respond, and lay your head back on his thigh. You hold your tongue and don't say anything else. You remember that even though you are definitely falling for this man, and his boyfriend, you are intentionally actively fighting yourself. Internally, you are being dragged kicking and screaming towards their affection. After a slight pause, while Hyunjin has his hand on your head, you ask him how he met Felix.
"Felix's parents sent him back to Korea for cultural enrichment. He didn't know his mother tongue so they sent him 'back home'. Both of us, and with Changbin included are in a friend group of eight guys. We used to be nine but now it's just us eight. Felix is one of the two sent to Korea for cultural enrichment, the other one is Christopher. He's also Australian like Felix. He was in Korea longer than Felix so he took him under his wing, Chris is like a dad to us."
By this time you are looking up again at Hyunjin, he has a far away look in his eyes, like he's is reminiscing about how this friend group came into being. Before you can say anything, hes subconsciously reaching for his phone and going though the pictures, he pulls one up to show you, and names the ones you can't immediately recognize: Chris, Jisung, Minho, Seungmin, and Jeongin. Your jaw drops figuratively, they are all so photogenic, like they could easily all be visuals in a K-pop band. You wonder if attractive people self select and only hang around other attractive people, it all seems unfair. You sigh internally but to Hyunjin, you say something else.
"You sound like you miss them."
"I do."
Saturday 31st May, 2025 - 9:00 pm
You are in bed with Hyunjin and deeply regretting it because this is the third time you had to put on clothes in bed without wanting to. When Shida stays overnight, you have to dress up but when you are alone, you are usually topless and in hot pants. Even during winter your apartment is warm enough for you to stay semi nude. Panties at home are for when you have your periods. So now you are forced to wear hot pants and t-shirts because these men are around. Both of you are lying on your sides facing each other, very close with your feet entangled together. Hyunjin is asking you why you like him, and you could tell him the truth, or partial reason being he and his boyfriend let you eat their money, but you give the diplomatic response that you like how they take care of you. You don'r mention that you are falling for them. Hyunjin segues to the next topic and asks,
"Now that you like me because I take care of you, can you let me experience the smooth skin Felix told me about?"
"What?"
"Felix told me your skin is very smooth, I'd like to experience it for myself."
He's smiling at you, asking, so you take his hand and place it on your cheek.
"Explore, Magellan. Don't lose your compass."
He squints his eyes at the reference you just made, you think he'll probably ask about it later, his fingers are now on your neck but your t-shirt is in the way. So you take his hand and place it under your t-shirt on your stomach, so he explores your stomach rolls and doesn't make any attempt to touch your braless breasts which are basically all over the place. Hyunjin is really restraining himself and it's amusing you so much. The only option he has is to go south, and there he encounters your hot pants. He doesn't wait for you to put his hand into your hot pants, instead he uses both hands on your ass to pull you towards him. It happens so fast that before you even catch your breath, he has one of your legs over his thigh and now his finger is at the very edge of your hot pants, in the crease where your ass check meets your thigh, and he's exploring that spot.
"Wow, I didn't expect this spot to also be smooth." He seems to be concentrating as he starts to explore your thigh but unlike Felix who touched the front, hes drawing a line at the back and it makes your breath hitch. The underside is more sensitive. You thank the gods or whoever that you remembered to keep oiling that crease, the few times you were too lazy or too busy to oil it, you were shocked when it turned dry and you remembered the shouted warnings from when you were a kid, "Oil your skin lest it becomes like that of a monitor lizard!". After many decades you had kept the monitor lizard skin away until this slip up, so you banished it from the crease at the bottom of your ass cheeks. It paid off today, it the silliest way possible.
"I like your large thighs, I can't wait for you to crush me between them, crush my head, crush my waist, I want to be trapped between them."
Hyunjin's voice is lower, his face is closer to yours, he's speaking in a whisper, you look into his eyes and see he's still there though a man with carnal desires is looming in the background. You are not scared. Hyunjin's hands are back on your butt cheeks, over the hot pants, and he pulls you even closer, you feel his growing erection directly on your mound, and you can't breathe.
"Turn around." Hyunjin instructs you. The words don't register, so he repeats them, "Woman, my woman, turn around for your husband."
It's when you hear the word 'husband' that your actually hear his request. You blink rapidly and unhook your leg from his thigh and you turn around. He lifts your t-shirt and starts to caress your skin. He moves close again and opens up your legs while you lie on your front, so one leg that's next to him is straight,and he bends the other one and folds it. It feels like the 'recovery position' you were taught in first aid classes when you were in school when you got to this country. Hyunjin moves back up to you and matches your leg stance, one leg straight and the other folded. You can feel his erection on your ass now, his hands explore your back all the way to your shoulders. You still have the t-shirt on.
"Very smooth skin, I love it."
You can hardly respond, you make a sound, it might be a purr, you don't know. There's no sountrack, no music playing, but everything is muted, it's just you and your husband in that bedroom, the faux blue silk sheets he bought you, and you feel the sheets directly on your skin in tandem to his hands on your back. And then it happens. You feel it. Teeth. Hyunjin bites the back of your neck very lightly. You moan. It encouranges him, he bites a little harder, not painful but definitely not exploratory and tentative like the first bite. You moan even louder, your legs start fidgetting so he puts more of his weight over your lower body to still you, and he takes your left palm in his to steady you. Now you feel more pressure from his teeth and lips on the back of your neck.
"Fuck, Husband. Do it again, but take your t-shirt off, I want to feel your skin on my back."
To think this man hasn't even kissed you yet but he is already making a mess out of you, your mind has stopped working. Hyunjin doesn't waste time throwing away the offending t-shirt and is back on your back again. This time when he bites you, not painfully but with an amount of pressure that works for you (he has just learned it with a few tries), and grinds his erection on your ass and you moaned loudly, clutching his hand tightly. He is scruffing you, and alarm bells go off. You are limp under him, as long as he keeps his teeth on you neck you are a disabled rag doll. You are not ready for this. It feels great, you know you were safe with him, but you are not ready for this kind of surrender. Not this soon.
"Husband, stop."
The sensation is already waning and isn't as tingling and exciting as before. So subsequent bites make your mind less hazy. The moment you ask him to stop, he does. You both remain in the same position. Hyunjin waits a moment before he asks,
"Woman, what's wrong."
"Remember the barking thing we talked about earlier?"
"Yes."
"Your actions almost made me 'bark'."
"You don't like to lose control ..."
"I'm not ready to give myself over to you in that way, not yet."
"It's okay," Hyunjin replies, and then he placed a light kiss at the back of your neck. Instead of a normal reaction, you jolt and moan. You squeeze his hand in the process, and started panting. Something is 'wrong'. You start laughing lightly in frustration.
"Husband, it seems my body wants more from you than my mind is willing to let you give to me."
Tears of frustration start prickling your eyes. Hyunjin lays closer to you, head behind yours, chest on your back, hips on yiour ass, legs matching your stance, letting you know he is there for you, no matter what your choices are. He presses your connected palms to reassure you.
"What would you like to do?"
You wait for your breath to even out, and then lift your connected palms to your lips, kissing his hand, and you tell him you'd like to explore touching each other that doesn't send you careening towards wanting him inside you immediately. You want to touch each other without thinking about him pounding your cunt to oblivion using his cock. Hyunjin's response is a groan, he can barely control the slight grind of his hips and your corresponding moan tells him you were both struggling. The Latin dance class is fine, things are tame there, but you want to do more than that. It worked out well with Felix, why can't you have the same with Hyunjin? You don't like the 'storm' that was brewing between you, it seemed like a leap too fast for you.
"Can we talk face to face?" Hyunjin asks you.
You unclasp your hands and he moves off your body to let you turn around. Before you can register what's happening, as you turn around, your t-shirt that had been lifted by Hyunjjin so you could feel the skin of his chest and stomach on your back, decides to throw a wrench in the engine. Your t-shirt rides up as you turn around expoosing both your volumnious breasts and Hyunjin is transfixed. He's not moving to touch them but licks his lips.
"Your breasts have a beautiful sag to them, can I touch them? " he whispers, asking for permission. You nod, and watch him take one breast by the underside, and proceed to weigh it in his palm, and then he takes the other one and weighs them at the same time. You have been through this before, men are always entranced by your differently sized breasts.
"Felix mentioned your breasts the first time he described you to me. You have no idea how long I have waited to do this." He then proceeds to juggle them for a bit, and with that action alone you chuckle, amused, and that breaks the tension you had before between the two of you.
"Looks like juggling is safe, can we try something else?" Hyunjin asks, and when you nod, he proceeds to roll both nipples lightly betwen his index fingers and thumbs. You moan. It's manageable. He places both breasts together, nipples close to each other and puts both of them in his mouth and sucks. You moan loudly and buck your hips in the air. He stops. You are panting, he is perplexed. He asks to try something else, you tell him to go ahead. He lies on top of you, between your open thighs, his clothed groin on yours, his bare chest and stomach on yours, he gives one your breasts a light squeeze and he proceeds to start to lightly kiss your shoulder. Your reaction is the same, extreme, like you are on fire. Your hips buck into his groin so that his erection grinds on your clit, you both moan. Hyunjin stops.
"Woman, this is crazy."
"Do you have any more things to try?"
"Yes."
So Hyunjin kisses your neck and you are a mess, you grind into his crotch and tighten your thighs aound his hips so he stops. He gathers you close and rolls both of you over, and while you are on top, he declares,
"I think it's my lips. If I touch you with my lips, it's too much for you."
You think for a moment and agree with him. You relax into his embrace and have a light conversation that includes you both deciding to cool off and not do anything else. He laughs when you mentioned that when he was biting your neck, you felt like a hen being mounted by a rooster. He tells you that image is both funny and weird but that he would like to fuck you in that position in the future. You tell Hyunjin you look forward to it, and apologize for putting brakes on how much the two of you could do together. He's the sweetest. You will both be meeting Felix in the morning for mass, so you talk about what he'd like for that. You like how the conversation goes and the two of you fall asleep in each other's arms, entangled because you won't let each other go despite any attempts at making out falling flat.
Felix's POV
Sunday 1st June, 2025 - 8:45 am
It's a bit strange that Old Hen has asked you to meet them both outside the church in the back garden. There are a couple of alcoves back there and Old Hen said to meet them both in the one farthest from view. You go along with it and walk into the quiet garden, it's a stark contrast to the quiet conversation in the other part of the church where parishioners are coming in for mass. The three of you better make it quick so you are not late, you have fifteen minutes. As you turn around the bend to the final lane, you see Old Hen waving at you from the farthest corner. This reminds you of how she stands at her apartment door with her head popping out, watching you walk towards her from the elevator.
When you get to her, she doesn't even greet you good morning, she pulls you into a kiss, with her arms around your shoulders. You respond by holding her waist tight, and you feel all of her, her breasts and stomach on your front, and so you respond to the kiss urgently. Before you can enjoy the kiss, Old Hen is already pulling away, and that's when Hyunjin pulls you into the alcove, out of view and starts to kiss you, , grinding his hips into yours. You want to moan but you keep your reaction down. He's holding you with only one hand. but it's firm. It's not even 9 in the morning and you wonder what's got Hyunjin so riled up like this. Wasn't he with Old Hen last night?
When Hyunjin finally lets go, you realize why he held you with one hand, you realize his other hand is holding Old Hen's hand. She's also been acting as look out. You try to recover your breath and ask,
"Are we skipping mass, or are we going to talk about this after brunch?"
