dear past mina, dear future mina
send me one “Dearー” and i’ll write a letter to this person
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Dear “Past” Mina,I often get to see you lately, since “present” Mina and my “present” self revisit the past frequently. It’s sad, how we’re so bored to our wits that we have resorted to digging up shit from the past. We were pretty odd, aren’t we? I am highly convinced that maybe those hot chocolate drinks we had before were spiked. I mean, who finds amusement in shampoo brands? Hahahaha. You might ask: “Did Mina and Mark change?” Well, sorry to disappoint you but not much has changed. We still get childish at times. We still throw those lame jokes and laugh at them like they were the funniest things to exist in this planet. Remember that one time when you became a genie and gave me three wishes because I was feeling down? I vaguely remember using the two wishes on comfort food and the last one on taking my feelings away (so emo, but I’m still like this). Would it be too much to ask for another wish? I’m not really asking for three because I only have one wish. I just wish “Present” Mina and I wouldn’t be separatedーat least, for now. I may have survived a year without her but after having her back again, it made things a hundred times better. Okay, maybe that’s a little exaggerated but I just like having her around. Imagine having a human embodiment of your conscience, diary, and joke book combined into one. Poor comparison, but that’s what it feels like to have Mina around. Thank you for happening, Mina. Wouldn’t take any of it back, even that estrangement phase. Struggles had to happen for us to realize that this “tag team” wouldn’t work without the other.No regrets, just (platonic) love, “Present” Mark
Dear “Future” Mina, I don’t know how far off is the future we’re talking about. Are we talking about tomorrow? the day after tomorrow? a year from now? a decade? a century (if we reach that point)? I’m not as good as I was in Math anymore, so I wouldn’t compute how near or far we are from that future. But one thing is for sure: I will still be there. I want to be a part of your life for as long as I could. I want to celebrate with you when AOA or GOT7 hits the peak of success. If you want to pursue another careerーlike acting, modeling or…baking (snorts)ーI will gladly support your endeavors. When you find that one man who makes you want to settle down, I NEED to be there. Heck, this is my best friend we’re talking about and I wouldn’t want you to be tied down with some jerk who will break your heart (I swear to God I will beat his ass up if he does that to you). Don’t worry, I will try not to cry when you walk down the aisle (keyword is try).It’s nice to think about the future, right? Although, I’m not sure if you’ve thought about the future this far. Things may still change but whatever happens, I’ll be here. Whatever your decisions areーas long as they’re legal and won’t put me behind barsーI will support you. For now, since the future is still uncertain, let us just enjoy what life throws at us. Carpe diem, they say. I’m pretty confident about our friendship. Absolute Constants, remember? Always, through thick and thin. To infinity and beyond, “Present” Mark
