How it was her own curiosity that destroyed her. How she never feared anything until she met Orin. How she's violent and machiavellian, but at the same time she's so fucking desperate to love and be loved, and the combination of those to qualities consistently leads her to make decisions that end in horrid tragedy. How she never once put her trust in the right person, ever, in all her life - and how Tav/Durge *may or may not* be an exception to that rule in the end - and how, whether or not they are, Minthara *will not* learn from this nor fundamentally change as a result of it