Me: okay, I’m going to write a very short, very summed up thing on what the plot of this fic will be. Like, 200-300 words at most.
Also me:

seen from Germany
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Me: okay, I’m going to write a very short, very summed up thing on what the plot of this fic will be. Like, 200-300 words at most.
Also me:
i need to go to sleep but I started writing what was meant to be a solangelo halloween one shot but I’m realising it’s going to be long as hell so. Yay. That might just get it’s own story instead of being put with my other one shots.
i made myself a hard rule that I can’t go to sleep until I’ve finished writing this one-shot, because I’ve been ‘writing’ it (read: going on tumblr while the doc was open) for like three days and I want it done.
I also have to get up kind of early tomorrow.
This may be a perfect example of me playing myself.
I love when I read back fics and I like them. I don’t really dislike any completed fics I’ve written, but there are some that I think are fine and some that I think I could adjust to be better but they still work so it’s okay, I guess.
But rereading fics and actually liking them? Wanting to read them again because they’re cute and they make me feel feelings and I want to experience it again? Actually enjoying my fics in the exact way I want readers too?
The feeling is indescribable.
you know, I think a vastly underappreciated feature of Word is that it automatically changes (tm ) to ™ and personally i think thats very sexy of it.
me: Oh hey i should check my worldbuilding document to make sure I get this right!
my worldbuilding doc: *contians exactly 65 words, none of which are relevant*
me: ...okay
I’m writing the Nico’s pov version of face paint rn (because yes, two people was all the validation i needed to do this) and im dying because these really are just two awkward kids tryna figure this relationship stuff out.
my quest to try and find TTT to buy has failed so im just going to order it off amazon, i guess, screw supporting my local book shops ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
which means i probably still won’t be able to be that active in order to avoid spoilers.
BUT
i’ve currently got ideas for two halloween-based solangelo fics, so i’ve definitely got something to do!