#mirrtext

[berruornis]

check em out 😴🌿

[berruornis]

cyberpunk 2077 does not truly comprehend the depths of body modification I dream of. well ok it kinda does, but the people who do it are all villains and go "cyberpsycho" (sometimes the things I subject myself to for rpg romances is horrifying) or otherwise have no regard for human life. my character also lives in this world and receives body mods, but I can't even cut off my fake character's fake legs because It's Too Weird for the player to want.

[berruornis]

I'm just really tired of feeling ashamed of who I am, because underneath that shame is a more real core of pride, that experience covered over with shame

I've pretty much always known who I am, what I love, and what I want, and I don't need to wield other people's cruelty against myself the way I have been

It's just the trouble of knowing I will have to keep facing that cruelty. If I want to live my own life, I have to be able to take the cruelty of others and not let it warp my internal world. I need to stop going "maybe they're right," and trust that I know they're wrong. Trust that I can act for myself and my love, without hurting either.

[berruornis]

idk maybe I should just go teach high school English and like. suffer

[berruornis]

should make a comic about the time my class partner in college Spanish saw me pull an energy drink out of my bag, visibly recoiled, and said "I didn't know you were THAT KIND OF GIRL," and then wouldn't talk to me anymore

[berruornis]

google how to say no.?

[berruornis]

that weird ending scene in secretary where she's lovingly asking him personal questions and he's not saying anything 🫀🫀🫀

[berruornis]

so manynof the people around my age have kids now. I guess I know this was going to happen eventually, but I fucking hate it.