#misc .

[cometkissed]

although I'm an emotional mess, my aunts cat has helped me a lot.

[rarebritney]

i have strong memories of women I knew when I was very small, that were the same age then as I am now

polish-american girls, blue gray eyes, dark blonde hair in 2002

adult daughters of a friend of my mother, two sisters, they would watch me when my parents went out to drink beer in dark bars or make out in the front seat of their 1996 honda civic while it rained in the city

i remember how they would let me go through the pictures in their rooms, they got them developed in drug stores or they were polaroids, pictures taken of friends on trips to Spain or Brazil, or standing in the doorway wearing lipgloss, in a pale pink prom dress on the lawn

back then they would babysit me in their mother's house where there was always dark crusty bread and jars of pickles, dark wood floor, a collection of papier mâche monsters perched on the shelves in the kitchen as a whimsical joke, paintings and sculpture of large nude women performing only acts of leisure

I remember them slim in light colored jeans and striped sweaters, black and olive green and suede brown, taking me out for ice cream

I remember them in lipstick the color of tomato soup. shiny skin, never oily, looking barely just-polished, I based all my ideas of perfect young womenhood on them. what is interesting is how similiar I feel I am to them now and it happened without me realizing at all. interesting how I metabolized the idea of them while, for the most part, forgetting about them entirely.

[chronalism-blog]

* CHI.HIRO’S FAVES !

meal   -   yakisoba ,   egg drop soup ,   or just an old - fashioned bowl of beef ramen .  dessert   -   mochi ice cream ,   chocolate cake ,   or glazed donut holes .  ice cream   -   cookies n’ cream ! flavour   -   umami or sweet !  other   -   she drinks protein shakes pretty regularly for breakfast ! 

movie genre   -   suspense   *   action .  book genre   -   cerebral suspense . music genre   -   indie rock   *   alternative rock ! 

clothing   -   baggy and generally ill   -   defining of one’s figure or something sporty and athletic .         there is no in between .  shoes   -   high tops ,   running shoes ,   or men’s dress shoes .  accessories   -   do friendship bracelets count ?         she wears anything that anyone has ever made for her .

hobbies   -   physical training ,   dance ,   baseball   *   soccer !         hiro’s has a physically   -   demanding regimen that she usually sticks to in order to stay in tip   -   top shape .         she spends anywhere from 3   -   4 hrs devoted to physical activity ,   not counting the things she’s running around and doing when physical activity is not the main priority .         this lifestyle is in part due to her quirk and how naturally energetic she can be . 

[deadlypositive]

shout out to all the comic based blogs and the twdg blogs who don't get the recognition they deserve. you guys make sticking around on this fandom worth it.                for the walking dead game \ comic - based blogs,           from anonymous.

[cometkissed]

This is the Amazing Person Award! Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside and outside. 💖💖💖💖💖

(   @cvarice .  //  unprompted .   )

ah i see  ,  it’s my fate to cry at ten in the morning huh .

[xavierose-blog1]

the red rose at the ball 🌹

[mindtrue]

*   SELF - KNOWLEDGE QUESTIONNAIRE !

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TENDERNESS .    you are not afraid of the sufferings and sorrows of other people,   even when they are acted out in unappealing ways.    beneath even defensiveness and self-righteous behaviour,    you know that deep down people need nurturing and consolation.    one danger is being naive about people’s dark sides.    but at your best you know you can be mean yourself,     which helps you to sympathise.    you bring strength and forgiveness where other people might panic.

INDEPENDENCE .    you don’t set out to be different for its own sake;    you are more easily guided by what interests and moves you.     you are more concerned about what is right for you than about the pressure to fit in.     in sex you are more aware than others of impulses which are not entirely conventional.      you know the value of selective irresponsibility,      of forgetting occasionally about being ‘good’.

RESILIENCE  . you have a tendency,    after a setback,    to turn your emotions towards restriving.        what attracts you is the idea of wiping out a humiliation by resumed action –    overcoming weakness,     repressing your fear.      because part of your motive is pride,      you can sometimes be unwilling to admit weakness or to receive aid.     but at heart,    your insistence on coming back and never folding has taught you a valuable pessimism:     you know that important journeys are never easy.