#miserable now

[jojcake]

Drunk driving my own hearse in all white, because everyday I was alive I wore nothing but black Because black is the only thing that is honest It doesn't pretend to be something it isn't It doesn't desire It doesn't weep It doesn't exist And that's what makes it honest Because when you are nothing You can do no wrong

Black // NoWhere

[bitletsanddrabbles]

Damnit, universe, testosterone poisoning or allergies. Not both at once.

[tiffastumbl]

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour but heaven knows I'm miserable now

[secret-diary-of-an-fa]

Another "My Job is Shit" Blog.

Well, today's been a heaping helping of festering crap. The people I work with are fucking awful. I say people- they're more like camels. They're stompy, stroppy and inelegant, they spit and hiss at you for no good reason and if it was up to me they'd be left alone in a desert to fend for themselves. I'm sure if you took off their ill-fitting, poorly designed uniforms you'd find a couple of humps hidden thereunder. Not that they'd be full of water- they'd be full of bile.

You hear that, boss? You're a puff-lipped bile-camel.

I still quite like Giles (the guy who I work directly with), but regrettably, despite being a) nice and b) the only competent one there, he's not in a position of authority. The rest of them are in need of a good ol' fashioned massacre. Looks like it'll be back to the funderful world of unemployment sooner rather than later for me.

On which note, I'm off. I'm in Norwhich right now, visiting family (I travelled up after work). so I'm going to go get back that to that. Feel free to amuse yourselves in whatever depraved ways you see fit until I return to the blogosphere tomorrow.

[noxstopxandxxgo]

there are two audio recordings on my phone i NEED to delete because it's too tempting to play them and make myself cry. it seems like almost nothing nowadays can make me cry except for having hope or reminders of happier times ;/ 1. is a recording of me making my college sweetheart's then 3-month-old nephew laugh by blowing ear kisses and kisses on his neck 2. is an older recording of me and my second to last ex driving in the car back from a road trip with his 10 year old son singing in the backseat a schoolyard song for us all kids now are as obsessed with nowadays as minecraft. i want to fucking die. being alone i can handle, being a part of children's lives who loved me/that i will never see anymore feels like fucking agony everytime i think about it. still, i don't know if i'm ready to delete them

[candida44]

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[shamblesband]

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The Smiths - Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now