#miso personal

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the unfortunate side effect of being hyper focused on reading the project hail mary book recently is that I'm starting to talk like rocky in real life. not good. Bad

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maybe if i had my own OCs again maybe that would fix everything 🩷 maladaptive daydreaming is kind of like a dead wife

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i saw orville live. everyone there was very queer. i saw stars ✨

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little toddler on a bike yesterday pointed at me and yelled "MAMA" i think my heart jumped

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i don't think my 20 year old neurodiverse coworkers appreciate enough that i'm the eldest daughter because they were so bored today that one of them took my water bottle and started flipping it. instead of getting pissed off at them touching my stuff i went into big sister mode

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i haven't posted a selfie here for a few years so i thought why not! im on mullet-ing this time. its my first time having my natural color in decades. i love having silver/pastel pink but my health hasn't allowed me to keep that hobby up.

did my nails too to make myself feel something. they are press ons with uv glue. they usually stay around two weeks. pretty good i think!

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WARNING: this is going to be a long post

So… skwaa (sachiin) surprised me with a special video compilation of sweet birthday greetings from my beloved friends and I was extremely touched. Not to mention theanomalousfreak (mayu) put together a sweet (and adorably cheesy) slideshow with even more lovely greetings– AND THEN I GOT A PHYSICAL ENVELOPE IN THE MAIL FROM SACH WITH MORE LETTERS AND ART FROM FRIENDS WTH ARE YOU GUYS TRYING TO DROWN ME WITH MY OWN TEARS– so yeah. I wanted to give everyone my thanks in this long post. (Sorry this reply is kind of late!)

I honestly wasn’t expecting anything like that, so it really took me by surprise. I literally laughed and cried reading through the messages. You guys probably already got the hint I’ve been feeling under the weather these past few weeks from my twitter statuses. (What a downer ew) In fact, the day before my birthday was pretty rough for me too. I won’t go in to too much details, but let’s just say I tend to cut myself down a lot, especially when I’m stressed. So when I read through all your lovely words, it was a reminder that I’m actually not alone and I have amazing friends who will always be there for me. I know I go missing from time to time (everyone kind of does, we’re busy), but I thought it’d be important to tell you guys I NEVER FEEL NEGLECTED BY ANY OF YOU, OK? I might make myself feel lonely sometimes, but I know very well you guys put the effort in making sure I’m in the loop. And when I need someone to talk to, I know you guys will always lend an ear to me. So thank you, you guys are the best and I don’t really know what I did to deserve such an incredible bunch of friends.

But anywho, after watching the video, I was really flustered and spouting to sachii things like “THIS IS TOO MUCH I’M NOT WORTHY HOW AM I GONNA FACE THEM THIS IS TOO SWEET IM CRY” and then MAYU had to hit me with even more feels and I be like “WHAT THERE’S MORE? WHY THE HECK ARE YOU GUYS BEING SO NICE TO ME STAHP” and that’s when I died. So yeah. Here we go.

charmish

HIKA HIKAAAA!! Uguu I wish my phone took better pics, but your trads still look FREAKIN FABULOUS. LOOK HOW CUTE RxL IS ALL SMILING AND HAPPY<3 Thanks for caring for my well being, lovely. ; v ; To be honest, I’ve always looked up to you or respected you like an older sister since 101 days. I remember doing a lot of noob things because I was new to role play groups, but you were always so sweet and patient with me haha. Plus, I believe you were the first one to get me into yaoi manga LOL So thanks for sharing your strength, advice, and love! I wish smiles and happiness for you everyday too! \o/ <333

creampette

Hey aya aya~ u 3 u <333 THANKS FOR THE CHIBIS LOOK HOW ADOWEBOL DIS IS GAAAH!!! And also thanks for the bday wishes, love. I know we don’t talk too often, but I am fond of all of the times we have talked before in the past <3 Like how one time we just chatted about random stuff during a livestream ’cause I told you I was drawing and that you wanted to watch haha! It was a really long time ago, so you might not remember. T 7 T But I guess it goes to show how I’ve always admired your assertiveness. Stay cute and I wish the best for you too, pretty~!

synzunea

OKAY MAMA, DID YOU AND ARA INTENTIONALLY MAKE 22 STARS IN TOTAL OR WAS THAT A COINCIDENCE *SQUINTS HARD* Either way, I love them and they’re now sitting safely in a special little jar on my shelf. u q u <3 Ever since we’ve met, there was always such a warm and lovely aura about you. So of course after reading your three //CHOKESANDSMACKSSACHANDMAYU messages, you can probably guess I was already feeling warm and fuzzy all over. Thanks for always looking out for me, mama.<3 I feel that you’re naturally a clever, warmhearted, and reliable friend that I can always count on. I truly adore you to bits. //// <333

0tako

LOOK AT THESE GLUTTONS, I’M SMOOSHING BOTH OF YOUR FACES TOGETHER NEXT //KICKED AHHHHH HAJIWONDERLAND ARTSU!!! My cutie babu tako! Come here and let me pinch your cheeks!! + E + *grabbyhands* You never fail to make me smile. And even if you used to go pedobear on me way back in 101 times, you’re still my precious little baby tako, okay? u H u And always remember you hold a special place in my heart with YxP– or was that my arteries… Close enough //SLAPPEDJK LOVE YOU <333

nar9999 

EHEHEHEHEHEEHEHE Oh man, you should have seen the grin on my face when I saw that nar nar sent me a birthday greeting. u q u <3333 I FELT SPECIAL AND I GOT EXTRA DOTS HEEEEEE //// We don’t talk too often, but to me, you’re everyone’s cool big bro who puts up with everyone’s craziness while loving us all the same. You’re just too tsundere to admit u v u <3333 THANKS NARNAR!!! *SENDS LOTSA HUGS*

lazyuuring

YUU PAPAAAAA YOU DREW HARUMEI IT’S SO GORGEOUS UWAAA!!! //////// If my heart is as vast as oceans, yours must be as cosmic as the UNIVERSEEEE! * _____ * But seriously, I know how you dote over every single one of us and how you wish for the best for everyone (that’s why you’re father goose)– BUT CAN YOUR HEART GET ANY BIGGER?!?! To this day, I still feel like I owe you for helping me so much in RO o)-< (QUALITY TIME WITH PAPA THO!////) You deserve to be blessed with all the love and cuddles. //CHUUS<333

thecupcakestealer

HAWT DAYUM IT’S LANDON IN SABIEBBY’S BISHIE STYLE!! KYAA! ////// <33333 Idk dude, ever since we’ve met, you’ve always made me feel comfortable around you. _(:3/L)_ You’re such a sweet and understanding friend, and you take the time to drop in and check on me from time to time, I’ve always found that super admirable. I love it when we do chat ‘cause majority of the time we’re just laughing and being silly. I LURVE YOU, SABIE SWEETUMS! *KISSUS AND HUGS*

aginamon

(pic by iva and kozo)

IVAAAAAAAAAA!!!! I just wanna let you know I was laughing out loud while reading most of your messages, they were great! I probably died at the end of that little Landon poem/excerpt thing that said

“Eat 100 pcs Ebi Tempura

On a date with Lady GaGa,

That’s not something he would do

What he’d probably do is…

Rachie”

You’re just this great positive burst of energy that makes everyone smile! Idk why you say you feel intimidated by me when I have the bravery of a chicken nugget?!?! *CLINGS TO YOUR LEG* You’re all about happy and fun vibes and I love you for it. u 3 u Thanks for all the bootiful RxL artsu and birthday wishes!!!<333

ymirre

I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS SO FLUFFIN’ BOOTIFUL!! MY LOVELY MASO YMIYMIIIII!! We don’t talk one on one, but I’ve known you long enough to confirm that YOU’RE THE SWEETEST SWEETHEART TO EVER WALK THE LANDS u 3 u <3333 You have always inspired me with your work ethic, organization, and your overall passion you put into things like art and friends in general. u///u I KNOW IM SHY BUT I’M HERE SENDING MY LOVE FROM THE SHADOWS //CREYS AND SPUTTERS MAGICAL TEARDROPS *CHUUS AND HUGS PRESHUS YMI*

thetrainstations

GUESS WHAT’S GOING ONTO MY DOOOOR~ SCREECHES ARAS TRADS ARE EVEN MORE MAGICAL IN PERSON!!! Aaahh, sweet, sweet ara ara! You always have such a feel-good, bubbily aura about you, you make me feel so fluffy inside. u///u You’re one of the most genuine and compassionate people I know, and time flies by so quickly when we do talk– you’re just that wonderful to be around! Thanks for sharing your love and cheerful radiance with me, ara ara<333 *CHUUS YOU*

seisaysweruio

SUUUUUGOOOOIIII SEEEEEIIIGOOOOIII!!!! First of all– THESS RxL CHEEBS ARE SO FREAKING CUTE MY HEART JUST TAKE IT AGHHHH o)-< Hi cutie pie. u v u <3 Even though your bizarre LINE stickers sometimes scare me, I still lurve lurve LUUURVE you. LMAO <333 Thanks for always being such a wonderful, special friend to me, and remember: THE FORTUNE COOKIE SAYS YOU’RE THE BEST. LISTEN TO IT. it also says you’re moe LEL

piyon

KYUU KYUU KYUUUUUTIEPIE!!!! Ahhh! I miss you and I know we haven’t chatted in a while, but you took the time to make this for me. (STILL CAN’T GET OVER LANDON IN YOUR STYLE HUFFS SO BISHIE) You’re too sweet I can’t T///T <3333 I guess it goes to show how thoughtful and lovely you are~ Always stay bright and cheery~ I hope all is going well for you, bby! *GIVES YOU ALL THE LOVE*

theanomalousfreak

*SHAKES YOU* TWINIE WHYYYY!!!???!! You really are going to send me to the hospital. Cause of death: too much cheese. o)-< LMAOO! I’m pretty sure I told you this, but I’ve always admired your forwardness and your ability to easily express what you feel. Thanks for caring and thinking so much about me, you really are my -1 twinie. u 3 u <333 I know you’ve been super busy lately, but you still took the time to put together that slide show. You really spoil me too much and think too highly of me amg OTL. I still have that “you is preshus” doodle saved LAFFS. I feel like it’s a symbol of our friendoship. U is preshus to me, I is preshus to u <333

peppramint

I KNOW I TOTES REBLOGGED THIS PIC, BUT I’M SMACKING IT HERE TOO WITH MY COLLECTION HUEHUE MY FAV GRINNING IDIOTS<333 lookit how cute. I know we only keep ourselves updated with each other from time to time in our busy lives, but my convos with yumoe are always so speshul to me. u//v//u Even if we’re just talking about random day-to-day stuff, whether it be funny stories or rocking buttcatchers, we just seem to click LMAO. Must be the INFP in us. //laze And no matter how many times you say that you’re macho, I will never be convinced. You are always going to be my YUUUMOEEEE<3333

skwaa

DON’T GET ME STARTED WITH THIS NUGGET. FIRST OF ALL HDU. ( I know this isn’t even half the art you sent me but //SHOVES THESE CHEEBS IN EVERYONE’S FACE) So sneaky, you really killed me this year. Why would you do all this. o)-< Thanks for going out of your way to make my actual birthday extra special this year, babu bebot. <3 We’ve been close friends for almost four years already, I still don’t know how you can put up with my crazy anxiety levels LMAO You’re my SBB. u q u Most times our minds are really in sync and we share similar thoughts. I guess that’s why it’s so surprising to either of us when we actually don’t see things eye to eye. But looking back, I see how much we’ve grown and matured together these past few years, and just how special our friendship is to the both of us. Nothing can ever replace that. I loves you, babu bebot!

thesaltnpepperworks

(pic by kozo and iva)

KYAAAAA! Thanks for the RxL artsu and the birthday wishes, Kozooo! Sach told me you’re the one who made the lovely keychains too and I SPAZZED! You’re very talented and your art is SO ADORABLE! Thanks so much!! <333

friends who messaged me but I’m not sure how to reach ; x ; :

Kozin:

Hey Kozin~ I read your letter and I was really touched! Thanks for your support and I’m glad you’re enjoying the comic with your friends! <333 Thanks again for the bday wishes~!

Jibby:

JIIIIIIIIBBBBBB!!!!!! Thanks for the drawing and the poring! I’ve always wanted to eat have a poring :3c LMAO And thanks for the birthday greetings <3 *SENDS HUGS YOUR WAY*

Zekkun:

LMAO ZEKKUN NOOOOO I’m nowhere close to being as bright as the sun. In fact, I’m as cold as pluto HAHAHA. You must be Elvis, ‘cause you’re a HUNKA HUNKA BURNIN’ LOVE!!! \o/ *sends you my love* THAAANKIES!

Rionell:

RIIIIIONNN!! HAHA thanks so much for the sweet words and birthday wishes! *SENDS LOVE YOUR WAY TOO*

Mocka:

HI MOCKAAAA! We haven’t met before, but THANKS FOR THE LOVELY ARTS AND THE BIRTHDAY WISHES! I’m glad you’re liking the comic so far, haha! <3

AND I THINK THAT’S IT o)-< that’s a lot of love WHEEZES. But thank you! I will forever cherish these gifts, you guys are bester than the rester T m T <3333 Thank you for making my birthday extra special this year ////

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San Diego Comic Con 2014! * v *

My super awesome friend Vincent got me in today and it was a blast! ^ q ^