#missing liam payne

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"And I know we'll be alright, child

Just close your eyes and see

And I'll be by your side

Any time you're needing me"

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Happy birthday my angel ❤️ I miss you soon much

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Me: I'm not going to cry at the Liam tribute

Me: -crying at the Liam tribute and while telling my mom about it-

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Dear Liam,

It's been one year without you. One year without your laugh, smile, joy, light, everything that made you, you. I've been trying to find the words to say the past months on every 16th, but they never seemed to come. I miss you so incredibly much, my angel. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, and all the what ifs of this terrible situation. I've been seeing things about you all day long, and I feel like each post breaks my heart just a little more as reality sets in that you aren't coming back...

You were, and still are, so very very loved, I hope you knew that even with all the hate. I still look for you in the sky, look for even the smallest thing that could be a sign from you. I've been listening to your music all day and watching videos of you, smiling at the sound of your voice and your laugh. You brought so many people so much joy. I'm so incredibly happy that I got to grow up with you, I just wish that I would still be able to grow with your energy in the world.

I hope you're happy wherever you are now

I love you always, Payno ❤️

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Finished drawing

Miss you always Liam ❤️

Reference:

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WIP sketch of Liam for the 8 month mark ❤️