#missing papa

[lemon-leviathan]

Post Ritual Depression Is Setting In I Think. Still Feels Like A Dream, Like It Didn’t Actually Happen. Or Like I Was Only There For A Moment And Then Back In My Truck Heading Home…Kinda Like Zoning Out While Driving And Knowing That You Drove X Amount Of Time, But Not Actually Remembering Doing So. Not Sure If Reading Stories On Tumblr Is Helping Or Making It Worse…Feels Like It’s Doing Both. I Feel Like A Hug From Papa Would Make Everything Better, But I Know That’s Something I Can’t Have. A Person Can Dream Though Right?

[wddowntheroad]

from IG dianekruger - 5th November 2021

Living a postcard with eyes wide open 😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶 #justmissingpapa #makingmemories❤️

[lou-watson-15]

My swim coach asked me about Christmas today... I sort of didn’t know what to say. It’s November already, and we haven’t even discussed it as a family, not once. I think perhaps we’re just not in the mood. It seems... it’s going to feel a bit pointless without Papa.

[lou-watson-15]

Christmas is cancelled...

That’s it. No Watson family Christmas this year... I can’t bring myself to think about last Christmas... every time I do I feel sick and panicky, and I just don’t want it. I was trying to look at the three of us going out for Christmas Day, but I’m starting to feel really ill just writing this. I need to lie down.

@three-continents-md @major-james-sholto don’t ask me about this again.

[ashiienomoto]

Habang papalapit ng papalapit ang MAY, nalulungkot ako :|

[graceinplace]

[misscrayzel]

I miss HIM. I miss the way he treats me special. But now, he's getting colder and colder ;(