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Feeling depressed af and a little irritated fsr
I actually love the idea that we're this strange amalgamation of everyone we've ever loved. for better or worse, I'm going to carry a piece of you forever in the way I eat ramen or look at the stars. I'll see an odd keychain and think of you, just because I know you would have adored it. and this one song, yeah, the one that I made you listen to, it means the world to me actually. whenever I hear it it makes me think of that night, even if you've already forgotten. I think it's meant to be this way. so that even after our paths have split, you'll still be there alongside me even if I can't call you anymore. I hope what I remember of you is happy.
I miss ppl who I'm not sure miss me....
this post is just here to tell the people i love that i love them, if they're reading.
esp the two most wonderfulest, darlingest boys who are like...very good at showing up at points in my life and filing my day with sunshine. <3
first week back at university has been hectic but also great
apptmt is great, roommates are cool and we have good conversations. am connecting well with old friends.
some sadness here and there for people i miss (kate!!) but it's all good
feeling like this is a semester full of big risks and opportunities and maybe, maybe, I'm finally ready to take it all and reap the benefits of throwing myself all in
guys, my wanderlust is so huge and I do not feel home since I am back home, I need to go again, this is horrible