#missmuffin221

[lordazazel23]

If you ever happen to be In the mood for another vine can you maybe do the road work ahead vine with Crowley, pretty please? ♡

[buttercup-bard]

for the lovely @missmuffin221 who asked:

Can I have a feather grooming moodboard? Maybe while happily drinking in the bookshops backroom ♡

Here it is my dear, I do hope you like it and this is what you were looking for! 🧡

[brstudios]

What's your favourite place to draw?

Good question! For digital art, a place with lowered lighting is best; for traditional, brighter is better (for obvious reasons). In both cases, somewhere low-key is best. I’m usually making art at home, in my studio, but when I want a change of pace then I’m usually in one of those quirky little coffee shops with weird drink names. 

[fuckyeahgoodomens]

missmuffin221 replied to your photo “Gnnnh. I found myself in a bookstore and came across this and now I am...”

Did you get it? :)

Oh yes. Both the angel and the demon on my shoulders told me to buy it, so I did :)

[bubblyernie]

I very much fell in love with your art!

thank you!!

[silentauroriamthereal]

K & R ? ♡

:)

K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?

I’ve had a few winners there... Mary sexually assaulting John after she finds out that John kissed Sherlock during their separation between her shooting Sherlock and Christmas (that would be in Scars, heed the warnings!), Sherlock confessing his feelings and John not returning them (Love Is), John confessing his feelings and Sherlock refusing him out of concern that it would destabilize their already-tenuous friendship (In the Still of the Night), Sherlock waking from a coma to find that he’s lost all memory of the past six years, including the five or so that he’s apparently been married to John (The Wisteria Tree), Sherlock finding out that John’s been cheating on Mary repeatedly, but not with him (Anyone Else), John finding a bunch of old, unsent letters of Sherlock’s written while he was away, which very much give away his feelings for John (The Unfinished Letters)... but the winner has to be The Final Proof.

I had written the first story, At the Heart of it All, which is a gentle story about Sherlock and John finally getting together in a non-angsty, easy way. In that story, John finds out toward the end that Sherlock is running an experiment in an effort to scientifically prove his own ability to love by running scans on the brains of people who have loved and been loved versus the brains of people who lived lives without a lot of love in them. Sherlock even says something about wishing he could run the same tests on his own brain at the end of his life, but that would obviously be a bit difficult. So then I had this terrible idea about writing a story set at the end of their lives, wherein Sherlock dies (of old age), but first asks John to still run that test and complete his experiment. The very IDEA of this story made me tear up. And then my evil muses made me write it. It was awful. Lol. Honestly, I think it’s one of my better pieces, but 99% of the people who have read it have told me about how hard it made them cry, but they usually say something about it having been quite beautiful, too, so there’s that? Sherlock dies in the story. John dies at the end. Everyone dies. But it’s beautiful. Lol. (Read it here, if you want.)

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

No. I actually very specifically avoid reading a lot of other fanfic in the particular attempt to avoid being influenced by other people’s ideas or styles. I don’t even read much meta for the same reason. I would just rather come to my own conclusions and come up with my own ideas. That said, literally every author I’ve ever read before has inevitably influenced me in whatever way. The major authors of my life have been Tolkien, L’Engle, Murakami, Montgomery, John Irving, George R. R. Martin, John Adams, and a ton of dystopian literature. Some of those I admire for one aspect, but would never want to imitate in other respects (world building vs characterization and dialogue with GRRM, for instance). It’s always interesting to see how another author will choose to word something, characterize something, plot/pace something, but what I’m always looking to do better and better is to find my own voice and hone that, rather than learn to imitate someone else’s, if that makes any sense. :)

[tantumuna]

Always too much Thinking is just so good ♡

Thank you! I’m really glad that you enjoyed it <3

[khorazir]

S & Y

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

Hurt/Comfort and Fake Relationship are always nice, as is It’s For A Case.

Y: A character you want to protect.

Mrs Hudson, although I’m pretty sure she can protect herself ;)