#missyl27

[kittokatsu]

yesterday aly came over and we went to the farmers market and had a picnic in the park and she slept over and the next day we made onigiri and cuddled and it was gay and beautiful

[kittokatsu]

for my birthday me and aly watched the cat returns while skyping and it was my favorite part of the day <3

[sugimototeru]

Also sugimoto for the ask meme

Answered! :)

[kittokatsu]

Heeeey guys. Im gonna talk about my romantic orientation for a little bit, just because getting the words out might help me understand some things better. also, missyl27 (taggin u bc ur my qpp and you should probably know these things)

So, as of now, I’m quoiromantic. This means, I don’t know/can’t tell the difference between romantic and platonic love. Ive had it explained to me several times, but I still don’t get it. People have told me that the difference is the presence of “passion” in the relationship, but that doesn’t help me if I dont know what passion feels like. I don’t know anything! I might be experiencing passion, but if I was I couldn’t name it.

Even though I think Im quoiro, Ive been questioning that lately, because there IS a difference between what I feel for aly (my aforementioned qpp) and what I feel for my (close but not on that level) friends. Now, I don’t actually know if this is because Im just way closer with her than them, or if my feelings have developed past platonic. I don’t know!! I don’t know anything!!! All I know is I love her. And feelings are confusing.

I think I can solve this by letting people define their relationships with me instead of me doing it. If someone just feels platonically for me, and they want to be my friend or qpp, great! If someone feels romantically for me and wants to be my datemate, thats great too! As long as I love the person, I’m happy either way.

Im not romance repulsed, so if someone happened to want to be in a romantic relationship and I liked them, I would likely agree. Not sure if this makes ANY sense! Who knows, maybe everyone feels like this and I just don’t get it or need the label. whatever!!

This isnt quite related but I wish everyone knew what a qpp was so i could tell people irl about it :’( When I was little and still in the practice of forcing myself to have crushes on people, I would always dream about showing them off to people. I always wanted to say to my friends, “hey guess what guys! I have a girl/boyfriend and here they are! Arent they amazing!” But with a qpp i would have to explain everything first. But thats just a really minor complaint that doesnt make the biggest difference either way. Im just happy im in a relationship

[kittokatsu]

EYYYY QUEER PROM WITH MY QPP!!!!!!!!!!!?????,,!!!!!?????!!'

[kittokatsu]

i fucking cried during the hobbit but not until the end when bilbo was going back to the shire and the music started playing was when i first started tearing up then when the music started i was just full on sobbing

[kittokatsu]

callout post: missyl27 she is th e one responsible for dragging me back into the hetalia fandom and now she s making me cry about switzerland/austria nd i hate her

[kittokatsu]

your problematic fave: HAL 9000 -very narcissistic -lied about broken ship part -creepy eye -murdered four people -pretended to be interested in that guys art when he wasn't -is afraid he can't do that, Dave. -gives half-assed apologies only when he's about to die -sings creepily