first time | mina x tzuyu
[idea] pairing: mina and tzuyu genre: fluff and smut warnings: nsfw (+18), men and minors dni tags: first time, first orgasm, lesbian sex, first lesbian experience, lesbian mina, still figuring things out tzuyu, mina is fighting her horny demons, tzuyu is fighting her insecurities, unnie kink if you squint w/c: 10.6 k a/n: i'm still figuring out how to write smut but so far i feel like this has been my best attempt, i hope you enjoy it as well!! feel free to leave any comments, feedback or suggestions 🎮🖤
This is something Mina and Tzuyu occasionally do.
The first one would get them some food on the way and they would spend the afternoon playing with the Playstation, sometimes they would do some craft or just watch a movie. Other days, Tzuyu would try a new bread recipe and go to Mina’s, to play with the Nintendo Switch. It was never meant to be a secret but given that they’re both quiet people, not many of their mutual friends knew about it.
Most of the time it's just the two of them, but some days Chaeyoung joins them and, when they don't feel like leaving the house, they play online with the voice chat on. They use these moments to talk and catch up on each other's lives between strategies, laughs or insulting rival players.
For both of them it is a good way to let off steam and open up about things they usually keep to themselves until the weight becomes too much, becoming each other's safe space. It is somehow healing to be able to talk and be vulnerable when you know the other person is never going to judge you or give you unwanted advice. Sometimes they just needed to talk and be heard and other times it was enough to be with each other without having to exchange any words, enjoying each other's company.
Just as any other of their game dates, they sat there in comfortable silence focused on the game while sharing the snacks that were all over the table.
They each sat on one side of the sofa, but when you are a student, living in a small apartment and your first priority was to buy the latest PlayStation, the sofa ends up being just the right size to fit two people. Maybe three if you can make it work. If you want to stretch your legs you have to either do it by resting your feet on the table or on each other's legs. But that wasn’t a big problem for Tzuyu. She, besides being tall, is spoiled by all her unnies who let her legs rest on her lap at any time, just like Mina was doing.
Those days the temperature was nice and it was a sunny day, but a slight breeze crept in if you opened the window, so Tzuyu's body heat was welcome.
Despite playing with a team of incompetents they were dragging on their own to victory, the atmosphere was quite pleasant. They were both warm and wearing comfortable clothes. The room was lit with a dim light that allowed them to see the screen and see each other's faces, without being too bright, while the last rays of sunlight were sneaking through the curtains.
Everything was so calm that Mina's heart skipped a beat when she heard Tzuyu's sudden question in the middle of the game.
“Mina-unnie, have you ever had an orgasm?” she blurted out.
This was the most Tzuyu thing to do. She always does the same thing, for someone so shy and quiet, when there is something that was on her mind she says it straight and bluntly, sometimes she could even be harsh. However, it could happen a million times that Mina and the others would always be caught off guard.
Not even Mina, always so well composed and naturally calm, could act casually when something like this happened, especially if it involved sex. Her mind was too quick and imaginative, she couldn't help it.
It took her a few seconds to respond, as all sorts of images crossed her mind. It wasn't the first time they had talked about sex, although it wasn't their most common topic of conversation either. It wasn't something strange or foreign to them, which made the question take her by surprise. Neither of them was a virgin, and both of them were aware, so she didn't quite understand what the question was about.
“Yes” she managed to say in the most neutral tone possible while her gaze was fixed on the screen.
Mina waited a few seconds for a response, but nothing else came from the younger girl's lips. If there was one thing she knew for sure about her friend it was that if she told her anything of this sort when the two of them were alone on their game dates it was that she needed to get something off her chest, wanted advice or was just curious. And knowing her she was very surprised that this was all, probably the answer she had given her was not what she expected, so she decided to test the waters.
“Is it because of the boy you told me about?” she added casually.
They both kept looking at the screen as they continued the conversation, they always do when the conversation stops being casual and touches on more sensitive topics. It's easier that way than doing it by looking at each other. It was some kind of unspoken agreement between the two.
“It's not about him, I haven't seen him again”.
“Oh I thought you liked him”.
“He was cute, but no... There was no chemistry. I think it was a mutual thing”.
“I see, you're asking about that?” she decided to push a little in a last attempt to understand what this was about.
“That's not why, well not quite”.
It wasn't about that guy, nor the disappointing and awkward sex they had after a pretty boring date. At this point perhaps the problem was not them but her.
At first she thought it was her and her first boyfriend's lack of experience. Then she assumed it was something common with most men, as some of her friends had warned her. It was possible that it was also because even though she was experienced, she was still not experienced enough, or that she liked women more than she suspected. But there was something that bothered her and made her think that she was the problem because nothing she had felt came close to what her friends sometimes described in too much unsolicited detail when they drank or some when they simply talked about how a date had gone.
“I think I'm the problem” she verbalized aloud. She felt a weight lift from her shoulders but it was hard to ignore the hint of embarrassment settling in her chest “I've never done it, I've never had an orgasm.”
“Oh Tzuyu-ah, don't say that, even if it was because of you, it's not something that can't be fixed. You just have to guide them what you like. Teach them what to do to get you there, just like when you do it yourself”.
A sigh was the initial response, that was followed by a streak of three enemy team kills at Tzuyu's hand and a movement of Mina unconsciously crossing her legs as she thought about what her friend was telling her.
“That... That's the thing. I’ve tried. But I’ve never gotten there. Not even on my own” as she went into detail, she seemed to find it harder to go further in her explanation.
Unusual for her, but after all this was something quite intimate, even Mina felt somewhat embarrassed. Likely for a very different reason.
“I don't know what I'm doing wrong. It doesn't matter how long I do it. Sometimes I do feel something, but I don't think I've gotten there and if I have, then I don't understand all the fuss”.
That was too much to take even for Mina. It wasn't about her friend's surprising confession. Once again, it was about the ungodly thoughts she was picturing in her mind and how they were making her feel somewhere between guilty and aroused. Guilty because she was her friend but also aroused because she was her friend.
Her handsomely pretty friend, who could be incredibly sweet and infuriatingly bratty at the same time, also has a gorgeous body, sculpted by hours of pilates, dog walks, and dance classes. It was impossible not to imagine Tzuyu lying on her bed with her hair spread across the sheets, one hand between her legs, her eyes slightly open, while her chest moves up and down as she seeks for a relief that doesn't come. The image of her all desperate, frustrated, unable to satisfy herself only made it more alluring
Suddenly Mina was feeling hot. Having Tzuyu’s legs over hers didn’t help, but her touch wasn’t unwelcome. Quite the opposite. She was starting to need something more.
And not only that, she was asking her for advice about something deeply personal. Mina forced herself to focus, she had to be the friend Tzuyu needed, not the one selfishly distracted by the heat curling in her belly. As if she hadn’t imagined her naked and at her mercy just a few seconds ago.
“What do you do exactly?” she dared to ask once she managed to compose herself.
It wasn't an easy task. Mina dealt with it by dividing her attention between the game and the detailed description that her friend was giving her about how she masturbated.
Tzuyu spoke with an almost clinical precision, as if she was explaining a medical procedure. She told her which fingers she used, their exact position, how it felt when she did it, and what triggered her to do it, what turned her on. That coldness helped Mina stay focused on the issue, at least at first. But it also allowed her to recreate the scene in her mind with a dangerously vivid clarity, and that distracted her.
The heat grew stronger, and the feeling in her lower belly was getting harder to ignore.
She couldn’t stop fidgeting in her seat, to the point that Tzuyu ended up moving her legs away, thinking she might be making her friend uncomfortable after all that time. Mina was doing her best to keep it together. You could tell from the marks that were left by the controller on her palms from gripping it so tightly while she listened.
After the explanation, Tzuyu remained silent, waiting for a response or some advice from Mina, who seemed quite focused on the game, determined to win, judging by the way she was holding the controller.
“Unnie?” Tzuyu called her, trying to get her attention.
“Yeah, sorry” Mina replied quickly, and choosing her words, she continued. “Well, you know… every person and every body is different, so there’s no right way to have sex or to pleasure yourself”.
Tzuyu nodded silently, waiting for more. Hoping Mina would elaborate more, hoping she’d say something truly useful to put an end to her problem.
“I guess you have to explore a little more and find out what works best for you,” Mina added, “but maybe it helps to focus more on other stuff and not just on penetration,” she said, but she didn’t know how she had managed to get all those words out.
“How? What do you mean?” she asked, puzzled.
That confusion, somehow, helped Mina, pulling her out of her more lustful thoughts and bringing her back to the matter at hand. For her, as a lesbian, all this was obvious, but she figured that Tzuyu who, as far as she knew, hadn’t been with a woman, might unfortunately still be in unknown territory.
The conversation, luckily for Mina, shifted away from Tzuyu being the center of it. This time, Mina spoke from experience, but also as someone genuinely interested in the subject. What could she say, she had always been curious.
That was how Mina ended up explaining to Tzuyu how to give and receive pleasure, to herself or someone else. She talked about all the possibilities, about what parts to touch, how to touch, and with what. She told her about the alternatives to penetration and also how to complement it.
All while making sure Tzuyu knew that this wasn’t a problem and that it was actually quite common not to orgasm if her past partners had only ever been focused on their own pleasure, not hers. She even took the liberty of advising her to forget everything those mediocre men might have said or shown her if she wanted to actually have fun on her own or simply relieve some stress.
It was liberating. For both of them.
Mina couldn’t hide the small smile of pride. Not only had she managed the situation, she had been a good unnie to Tzuyu. She had helped, given advice, and she hoped that now Tzuyu understood there was nothing wrong with her. Even if at some point her friend’s confused face was obvious, maybe a few links later could help clarify everything. She was satisfied, even if at first she had to fight her own thoughts and her body’s natural reactions.
But not even the relaxed tone the conversation had taken prepared her for what the younger girl said next.
“Can you show me?”.
After hearing those words – so clear and so unexpected – from Tzuyu, her character made some visibly erratic movements, and Mina paused the game, dropping out of the combat.
“Unnie! We’re going to get penalized for leaving!”
“Sorry,” she said as she sat up, and for the first time, stopped looking at the screen. “What do you mean?”
“Show me,” she repeated, looking down at her hands. “Please”.
“I already explained it… weren’t you listening?”
Yes, Tzuyu had listened to everything. And that was exactly why she wanted Mina to show her. Hearing her had only made her realize the obvious distance between what she knew and what she wanted. She longed for someone to touch her like that. She craved someone to touch her with a real desire to please her, and not just to satisfy themselves using her body.
Tzuyu had never craved something like this. But now she needed it, and she needed it from Mina.
Listening to Mina had awakened something in her. It didn’t matter that she was her friend, perhaps that is why the attraction felt as tempting as it was dangerous. She feared Mina’s reaction, she couldn’t tell her what she really desired. Not like this.
But after years of friendship, she had seen her truest, most unfiltered self. The side of Mina you could only catch a glimpse of if she let you in, or if you learned to read beyond the image of herself she showed to you.
She likes to tease her friends, she had heard her make suggestive comments, her provocative dances and those glances. She had noticed plenty of times how her eyes would go up and down their legs, their necklines, the small of their backs and any exposed skin whenever any of them were wearing something short or revealing.
Maybe asking her for help, for her to teach her, brought out that side of her that Mina tried to keep hidden.
“I was listening unnie, can you show me? I don’t think I understood some things” she asked again, this time daring to look at her eyes. Shame had given to desire.
She sounded innocent, but her act wasn’t entirely convincing. And Mina noticed.
Neither of them dared make any move, but the tiny couch didn’t allow them to keep a respectful distance, their knees were touching. The touch of the other burned, despite the clothes getting between them, as it was the only physical contact between them.
Once again, Mina’s mind returned to the image of a frustrated Tzuyu, this time begging to be touched. The image made her feel dizzy and helpless. Neither she nor anyone else could deny Tzuyu anything, especially not when she was looking at her with those bright deer eyes. As if her answer was going to change everything. And maybe it would.
After whatever was about to happen, their friendship would never be the same.
But it was Tzuyu. If there was anyone Mina trusted not to ruin their friendship , whether she gave in to her request or not, it was her. Whatever happened from now on, she knew it would stay just between the two of them.
“Let’s go to your bed,” she said, giving in to desire.
Before she could get up, Tzuyu stopped her with a brush of her hand on her thigh.
“I changed the bed sheets this morning… I’d rather not have to do it again” she said with complete calm.
And when she saw her getting up, for a moment, she feared she had misread the situation.
But then she saw what she was doing and couldn’t help but smile tenderly. From the couch, she watched as Tzuyu drew the curtains, then turned on a lamp with soft light and lit a candle. She turned off the console, placed the controllers back in their spot, and looked at her again. It didn’t take long until she caught Tzuyu looking down at her lips.
“Should I play some music?” she asked.
“If you play music, you might get distracted when I give you instructions” she remarked with the same fake innocence that Tzuyu had used minutes ago when she asked for help.
Then Tzuyu sat next to Mina again, this time closing the distance between them.
They looked at each other, never able to hold eye contact for long. Whenever their gazes met, they blushed and looked away, their hands resting nervously on their laps. Despite the awkwardness, it felt right and both of them wanted to keep going. It was only a matter of who would make the first move.
“How do we start?” she asked shyly.
It was endearing to see Tzuyu like this. She was shy and quiet, for sure, but Mina wouldn’t have used the word insecure to describe her. Seeing her like this was something new, just like all of this.
“What do you think about a kiss?” she replied playfully, trying to ease her. “Let’s start with that if you want, but if at any point you stop enjoying it… if it doesn’t feel right, tell me and we’ll stop, Tzuyu-ah”.
“Thank you, unnie” the other girl said, nodding with a small smile.
A few reassuring words were all Tzuyu needed to calm her nerves, which again faded into the background. She was eager.
With one hand on her friend’s cheek and the other resting on the couch to support her weight, she leaned in, aiming for her lips. Though she moved with determination, she left the tiniest space between them, giving Mina the chance to pull away. That didn’t happen, she wanted this just as much.
Their lips met halfway in a tentative kiss, a first contact. It was the first time they had ever done something like this together. It took a second time before they dared to move their lips, exploring each other’s mouths, learning the other’s rhythm and tasting the other for the first time.
It was Tzuyu who had the courage to take the lead, slipping her tongue between Mina’s parted lips. As she did, she noticed a faint sweetness on the tip of her tongue, not cloying, but reminiscent of the aftertaste left by a cookie or a dessert. Mina, on her end, noticed a faint but earthier sweetness that reminded her of green tea.
The kisses, timid and short at first, melted into deeper, more languid ones. Their lips barely parted, breathing into each other’s mouths, a thin string of saliva keeping them connected. It was hot, wet, and a little messy. It felt really good and natural. There was no awkwardness, only desire.
As their mouths moved together, the air around them felt heavier, warmer.And soon, their hands started to wander. Tzuyu’s hand, once resting on Mina’s cheek, now moved to her neck, pulling her impossibly closer, demanding yet needy. Both hands of Mina had already left her lap, holding onto Tzuyu’s waist, caressing her sides and teasing the waistband of her sweatpants with her thumbs. It was too tempting.
It didn’t take long before they began exploring each other’s bodies over their clothes, especially Tzuyu, who couldn’t keep her hands still. Driven by desire, but also by curiosity since this was her first time doing this with another woman. Her fingers lingered at the collarbone, tracing the muscles of her neck, and moving down to her chest. It was something new, and it felt incredible.
Suddenly, she felt it. Mina’s nipples stiffening under her bra and T-shirt, the sensation clear against her palms even without direct skin contact. The touch drew soft moans from both of them, barely muffled against each other’s mouths.It was an intoxicating sensation that took the air out of her lungs, a memory that would stay with her for many nights to come.
Mina felt a jolt of electricity every time Tzuyu’s hands moved, making her abdomen tighten when the latter dared to slip a hand under her shirt. Her touches were exploratory and certain, but there was a noticeable clumsiness to her movements. She could feel a growing anxious at times, as if she was afraid of Mina slipping away between her fingers
With each kiss, hungrier than the last, Tzuyu leaned more and more over Mina until her back touched the cushions, ending up under her body. It was then, with Tzuyu on top of her, that Mina truly realized the difference in size between them, and it made her feel somehow impossible to describe. Neither Tzuyu’s demanding kisses nor her hands roaming her body had made Mina feel overpowered as having her body on top of hers. It was exciting, but it also awakened something new in her, the urge to take control.
At first, that had been the excuse for all of this: to teach Tzuyu. It wasn’t just about showing her what an orgasm felt like, it was also about how to get there. And impatience, while welcome under certain circumstances, it wasn’t what they needed right now. Despite the urgency in Tzuyu’s movements, they had time.
Mina placed a hand on Tzuyu’s chest, suddenly pulling her lips away from hers, bringing her friend back down to earth. She looked at her with wide eyes and a confused expression.
They were both a mess. Their hair was disheveled, their cheeks flushed and their lips swollen.
“Sorry, I thought… is this too much? Did I do something, unnie?” she asked, worried.
“I’m fine, you’re fine,” she smiled reassuringly. “It’s just that we can slow down, there’s no rush. It’s not about getting there, it’s about enjoying the journey, you know?”.
Of course she understood, Tzuyu is smart. The way her posture changed proved it as well as how she pulled back slightly while keeping her legs tangled with Mina’s. She stretched, easing the tension in her muscles from the awkward position she'd been in, after towering Mina. When she noticed this, Mina let out a soft chuckle.
“Let me take you there. This is about you now,” she said gently. “And let’s find a more comfortable position” she added with a quiet laugh.
Tzuyu blushed and looked to the side, slightly embarrassed because her desperation had probably been obvious to Mina. This time, she didn’t reply so she simply cupped Tzuyu’s face, crushing their lips together.
The kiss was sweeter now, but slow and still passionate. Little by little she was taking control, at times they turned impatient and hungry, but never clumsy. Now it was her who slid her tongue into Tzuyu’s mouth, moving it in impossible ways that drew sighs from her. She alternated between caressing the inside of her mouth with her tongue and brushing her lips with her teeth.
Tzuyu felt the heat pooling low in her stomach and the way her heart was pounding hard against her chest.
Her hands took control too, returning to Tzuyu’s waist, caressing her sides over and under her clothes until they gripped each side of her hips. In an attempt to pull her closer, still tangled in a mess of limbs with their legs intertwined, her knee ended up caught between Tzuyu’s thighs. That simple contact made her gasp as she lightly gripped the fabric of the shirt that covered Mina's shoulder.
It wasn’t intentional, but now Mina wanted to hear that sound again, to make her react like that under her touch.
The kisses were no longer enough and the clothes they were wearing started to become too much. Tzuyu’s shirt didn’t take long to end up on the floor. Now, with her bare skin pressed against the other’s shirt, any distance between them felt like a chasm.
Mina’s hands, which had been roaming over Tzuyu’s body in slow motions, reached the small of her back. It wasn’t the first time they had ventured that far, but until then, they had always stopped at the waistband of her pants.This time, Mina let herself be guided by instinct and moved her hands lower, daring to squeeze her ass.
Again, a sound escaped from Tzuyu’s mouth, this time deeper and almost guttural, against her ear.
It was such a delicious sound that it brought out the greed in Mina, who couldn't help but repeat the action, now with more intent. She used the motion to shift her onto her lap. Tzuyu ended up straddling her, with one leg on each side, and Mina’s face nestled right between the valley of her breasts and her neck.
Mina did not miss the opportunity. Her mouth left Tzuyu's lips, barely giving her time to protest, and descended to her neck. Each kiss made Tzuyu's breath hitch. They were soon alternated at first with gentle licks and then with more daring bites. The moment her teeth sank into the muscle of her neck, Tzuyu let out a moan as she clutched the flesh of her shoulders.
It was unexpected. Feeling someone trapping the skin of her neck between their teeth, it was one of the many firsts she experienced that day. She didn't know how long it had been since the first kiss, but she was sure that never before had someone taken so much time to make her feel good, to pay so much attention to every part of her body.
At this point, she would normally already be lying unsatisfied next to a man who had gotten what he wanted. But now, still almost fully dressed and barely touched, she was more aroused than ever. And she knew this was just the beginning.
It wasn’t just the butterflies in her stomach or the way her heart pounded through her body so intensely that she feared Mina might hear it, there were physical signs that made everything even more real.
She felt her body burning, she could notice some strands of hair stuck to her forehead, and her nipples hard against the fabric of her bra, just like she had felt Mina’s earlier. But that wasn’t the only thing, nor the hardest one to ignore. She could feel the dampness building in her center, soaking through her underwear. It was uncomfortable, but far from unpleasant.
Her body and mind craved more, she ached for something more than her mouth on her neck and hands gripping her ass. Once more, patience overpowered shame. And as soon as Mina began placing tentative kisses around her bra, Tzuyu started moving her hips, seeking friction against her body in an attempt to soothe that growing need in her lower belly.
Her desperation made Mina laugh softly.
“So good, keep doing that” she whispered against her chest.
Mina indulged her, simply guiding her, and Tzuyu started grinding against her with less shyness and more intention. They were both wearing sweatpants, so the fabric wasn't much of an obstacle, and the friction was perhaps too intense for them to still be half-dressed. Still holding her ass, Mina guided her, correcting her movements whenever they turned erratic.
“Slow down, Tzuyu-ah” she reminded her again, whispering against her neck.
Unable to form a coherent sentence through the haze clouding her mind, Tzuyu only nodded and followed the motion Mina dictated.
At all times, the older girl kept her mouth busy. She hardly broke away from her lips, her neck or her chest, except to whisper instructions or remind her to be patient.
Tzuyu, for her part, wasn't very vocal or loud. She only let out soft moans, broken breaths, and some occasional whimpers. From time to time she arched her back, wrapped her arms around Mina, or dug her nails into her skin, especially when, pressing closer, she felt the seam of her pants rub right against that exact spot.
The motion of her hips was getting faster and faster. Mina could feel against her ear how Tzuyu's breathing quickened and became irregular, just like her own, though to a lesser extent. Her body spoke for her.
It didn’t take Mina long to realize she was close. Her movements and reactions gave her away as much as the dampness that, for a while now, she had been feeling through the fabric of her own pants.
In the middle of a desperate kiss, she dared to ask her.
“Are you close?” she said as she held Tzuyu still on her lap.
She nodded and went for her lips again, but Mina insisted. She could have said that it was to make sure Tzuyu felt good, to make her feel comfortable... but that would’ve been a lie. It was for the sheer pleasure of seeing her like that – uninhibited, desperate, and needy – when Mina had barely touched her.
It was surprising she had lasted that long. From Mina’s experience, she herself was sure she would not have lasted that much. Seeing how far she could push her was a tempting idea, but Mina had to remind herself this was about Tzuyu. It was neither the time nor appropriate to test its limits under those circumstances. That wasn’t what they had agreed on, Tzuyu only wanted her to show how an orgasm felt like.
Clinging to the last shred of sense she had left, Mina decided she didn’t have to push her to the edge, but she could still have a little fun. So far, Tzuyu seemed to be enjoying it just as much as she was.
“Use your words” she murmured, her tone was sweet but unmistakably commanding.
“I-I’m close…” Tzuyu mumbled at first as her mind began to clear. “I normally don’t feel anything else after this” she admitted.
“Can you explain it to me better, Tzuyu-ah? I need you to tell me so I can make you feel good” Mina insisted, while gently caressing her back.
A blush crept up Tzuyu’s cheeks and all the way to the tips of her ears before she dared to give her an answer.
“I’ve never… never felt like this. I-I’ve never been this wet without being touched, not even while being touched” she said, about to look down, but stopped herself. “God… I’m embarrassed to even look at the mess I made” she confessed.
“It’d be a shame to finish like this” Mina murmured.
She kept stroking Tzuyu's back with one of her hands, running her fingers up and down the spine, while, with the other hand on her hip, she made sure to keep her in place. That touch was enough to keep Tzuyu grounded and hold back her urge to keep grinding in search of that release.
“You know… without even showing you how to do it” Mina continued, carefully weighing her next words. “I mean, it’s up to you. We can keep going like this if you want or you can just sit between my legs. That way, not only will you know what an orgasm feels like… I’d also teach you how to touch yourself”.
There were no lies or tricks in her words. If Tzuyu wanted to stop there, they would. Just as Mina had told her from the start. Even if Mina was the one setting the pace, Tzuyu had complete control over the situation. It was her who decided if they would continue, and how. Mina would just give her everything she asked for.
It wasn’t just a matter of consent or respecting Tzuyu’s possible boundaries, or making sure she felt safe. It went beyond that. At this point, Mina was willing to give in to any of Tzuyu’s desires without a second thought, even if that meant letting her use her body without touching her at all.
Tzuyu carefully moved from Mina’s lap. Her legs trembled a little, but within seconds she was standing in front of her.
“I already told you, I want you to teach me” she said, her voice surprisingly firm compared to her earlier hesitation.
Then standing in front of the couch, Mina looked her up and down with slight confusion. From that angle, the wet patch on her grey fabric was perfectly visible. She said nothing about it, but her expression gave her away.
Tzuyu chose to ignore it as she slid her pants down, revealing a pair of panties that didn’t match her white bra. Still, the color was light enough to make it clear they were soaked through with her arousal.
A sight that made Mina lick her lips.
Tzuyu was completely exposed before her, and she could feel how, after the initial shock, Mina was devouring her with her eyes. They traced her figure up and down, as if she wanted to memorize every little detail, every mole, every curve. An overwhelming desire glowed in them.
“Come here, Tzuyu-ah” she asked.
This time, it wasn’t a command, because just as Mina would give Tzuyu anything she asked for, Tzuyu would do anything her unnie asked of her. So she did, returning to the couch and settling in the space between her thighs, resting her back against Mina’s chest.
“Get comfortable” Mina said before helping her adjust.
Due to the height difference, it took them a moment to find the most comfortable position, with Tzuyu lying against her chest. Once she was well settled, Mina brought one of her hands to her knees to tell her to spread her legs. The couch barely had enough space for both of them, but thanks to Tzuyu’s hours of Pilates, that wasn’t a problem. She simply stretched one leg down to the floor, keeping the other bent on the couch, leaving enough room for Mina to move freely, even if it wasn’t necessary yet, as she had no intention of touching her where she needed her most – yet.
The caresses came first. While she planted kisses on her neck, shoulders, and back, her hands explored every part of her body. From her shoulders to her hands, from her collarbone to her chest, down her sides to her hips, and up again from her knee to her thighs. She alternated delicately between the lightest touch of her fingertips and the gentle drag of her nails, which from time to time made Tzuyu hiss
“This is how you have to start” she whispered in her ear while her hands mirrored her words. “It’s not about rushing, you have to build the tension, make the other person melt in your hands”.
Her next move was to drag her nails along her sides and then to her inner thighs, near her ruined underwear.
“See how your stomach tightens from anticipation?” she asked with a velvety voice.
Knowing that Mina was attentive to her every reaction made Tzuyu hyper-aware of her own sensations, of every response, and everything around her.
She felt Mina’s hands all over her. They had been warm for a while, yet every touch still sent shivers down her spine. Her lips, wet and swollen, still carried the taste of Mina’s mouth. She could feel the lingering traces of her kisses, licks, and bites on her skin, from her jaw to her shoulders, where Mina had the most access in that position. Her chest was still covered by a bra that no longer served a purpose. Between her legs, the heat of her desire clashed with the cool air, brushing against the damp spot spreading through her panties. The proof of how much she wanted Mina was impossible to hide.
With each touch, each kiss, each word, the slick heat between her thighs grew more intense. Holding the position was getting harder. With every sensation from Mina, her body jerked, seeking more. Moans fought to escape her throat, and keeping her legs open became a struggle.
Mina’s body wrapped around her, giving her warmth and a sense of protection, making her feel safe and comfortable between her arms and legs. Aware of her surroundings, Tzuyu noticed the contrast between the fabric of Mina’s pants and shirt, reminding her that she herself was still completely naked, and that the only skin-to-skin contact came from her hands and lips.
The air, thick and heavy, was filled with Mina’s perfume. It was soft but present enough to distinguish it among any other scent. And of course, her voice, deeper than usual, whispering every move and the intention behind it.
“Unnie, please…” Tzuyu pleaded, not quite knowing what she needed or was asking for.
“What do you want, Tzuyu-ah?” she asked before biting her earlobe.
Tzuyu stifled a moan, arched her back, and threw her head back, resting it on Mina’s shoulder. She took advantage of the motion to take control for a moment, moving impatiently and desperately. She brought one hand to Mina’s cheek, pulled her in, and kissed her hungrily, while the other guided Mina’s hand to her chest.
“Take it off, unnie”.
Obediently, Mina removed the bra in one swift motion and was finally able to touch her bare chest. They were about the same size as hers, but somehow they felt different in her hands. As she touched them, she leaned to look at her own actions over Tzuyu’s shoulder, not wanting to miss a thing, and her mouth watered. It was a shame that, in this position, she couldn’t take them into her mouth. She’d have to make it up to both of them.
First, she felt them out. Then she drew circles with her fingertips, making goosebumps rise. The nub stiffened, demanding attention. Mina pinched it between her thumb and forefinger, leaving Tzuyu breathless.
“Do you like this? Some people enjoy a little pain” she purred.
“Do it again” Tzuyu asked before pressing their lips together.
Mina hesitated for a second at the demanding tone in her voice. But this time, it wasn’t about teaching her a lesson but to show her how pleasure felt. So she gave in, sliding her tongue back into her mouth.
The kisses continued. Sometimes they were eager and heated, other times slow and passionate. All while Mina’s hands teased and played with her breasts, increasing Tzuyu’s desire and urgency, making her sigh and moan with every new contact.
“Touch me, unnie,” she begged, before confessing, “I can’t take it anymore… I need you there”.
Tzuyu felt Mina’s chest shake slightly as she let out a satisfied chuckle.
“You’re so cute when you’re needy” Mina whispered like a compliment.
The words that came out of her unnie's mouth made her blush. Hearing Mina so open, sharing not just emotions but sensations, felt strange and intimate. The quiet, elegant, reserved Mina was showing her rawest side, unfiltered and unrestrained. She was making it clear how much she liked seeing her like this, desperate, willing, and at her mercy. It was filthy and cruel, yes, but there was pleasure in having her like this, burning for something only she could give her.
“Before I touch you… before we begin with penetration, it’s important you’re ready,” she continued her explanation. “It’s not just about wanting it. Your body has to be prepared. If you’re not wet enough or properly lubricated, it won’t feel good. Sometimes you’re already soaked, but a little lube can be helpful... and fun. Saliva can also work wonders,” she murmured in her ear while her hands traced shapes over her thighs.
“Please” Tzuyu pleaded, like a prayer.
“Alright, don’t be impatient” she replied with a hint of condescension. “I want it to feel good. I need you to get unnie’s fingers wet, Tzuyu-ah”.
It wasn’t really necessary. They both knew that, and the wet stain spreading over her panties was proof. That didn’t stop Mina from slipping two fingers into her mouth, or Tzuyu from turning it into a lewd show. She knew how to play this game too.
Without hesitation, Tzuyu took her fingers to the knuckles into her mouth. She started by softly licking along the pads with the tip of her tongue, then slid between them, moving her head as if her mouth held something much bigger, bigger than Mina’s long fingers.
Despite their height difference, once so obvious, Mina’s fingers were slender and just a bit longer than hers. They felt perfect in her mouth.
Seeing Tzuyu with half lidded eyes, struggling to maintain eye contact as she licked and sucked on her fingers, took Mina’s breath away. It was an indecent image that clashed beautifully with the delicate, soft features of her angelic face. Mina wished she could burn it into her memory forever.
“You’re doing so well” she whispered, captivated by the other woman.
Gently, she withdrew her fingers from Tzuyu’s mouth and slid them down her body. With those same fingers, she brushed one of her erect nipples and dragged them across her stomach, leaving a shining trail down to her thighs, savoring every reaction. Every sound she made, every involuntary twitch from her touch.
Mina’s hands caressed her thighs from the knee to the border of her panties, which were no longer enough to contain the dripping arousal that reached the inside of her legs. When she realized it, she bit her lip, repressing a moan. Tzuyu noticed.
“No” she warned. “Don’t say anything”.
Tzuyu knew. She had felt it for a while, she was wet like never before. She was the one who took the initiative, reaching down to pull her panties off.
“Are you sure?” Mina asked.
“Yes” Tzuyu replied.
Then Mina placed her hands over hers, and together they rid her of the ruined garment.
Her hands returned to Tzuyu’s thighs, and that was when she noticed the slight tremble in them, a contradiction that was almost endearing. It felt ironic that Mina was the more nervous one between them, but it was cute. She seemed so confident, taking control and whispering each of her moves into her ear, just like she was doing now as she gently parted Tzuyu’s legs again and placed them back in their original position. Leaving her completely exposed.
The air in the room felt cold against her center, raising goosebumps all over her skin and making her clench around that same air, around nothing. Her body and mind begged for Mina, her lips, her hands, her kisses… her touch..
Mina, unaware, placed her lips along her neck while her fingers wnt back to tracing patterns on her legs. One of Tzuyu’s hands, which had been gripping the couch, moved to her chest and began to play with her nipple.
“I see you liked it. You’re doing very well” Mina said.
Placing her hand over hers, she guided the movement of her fingers, applying pressure, pinching her nipple between two fingers, making her moan.
Her moan was answered by another that escaped Mina’s lips, unexpected and needy. She wasn’t even the one being touched, yet she couldn’t help it. She was doing her best to stay composed, but the desire and her body betrayed her. At this point, she was just as intoxicated by sensation as the younger girl.
Mina was just as desperate to touch her as Tzuyu was to feel her. She could feel it in the heat radiating off her, in the way her body spasmed and pushed against her, in her inability to keep her hands to herself.
And yet, between caresses and gasps, a quiet doubt still lingered in Mina’s mind. Despite the other’s reactions and pleas, that voice persisted. She wondered if what they were doing was right, if she should fully give in to these impulses, if she would regret it once it was over, or what the others would think if they ever found out.
After all, this was Tzuyu. They all had a soft spot for her, just like they did for Chaeyoung. But she also stirred protective instinct in her friends, one that bordered on the maternal, especially in the older unnies.
“Do something, please” she begged.
The words pulled her from her thoughts, but it was what followed that made her act. Tzuyu pleaded again with her gaze, when her hips sought his hand as if it was the only thing that could soothe her. Mina knew what she had to do.
She let her thoughts fade and let her body answer in their place.
Her other hand ventured between her legs, finally touching her where she needed it most. Her movements were trembling yet steady, a result of nerves, desire, and the fear of letting her down.
The moment she touched her for the first time, it knocked the air out of her lungs. Tzuyu was completely soaked. It wasn’t just a damp spot in the center of her panties anymore, or a whispered plea against her ear. She could feel it, feel her desire at her fingertips. It was real.
The contact drew a moan from Mina at the same time Tzuyu let out a sigh of relief, as if releasing the breath she had been holding in all that time. Soft and small, just like the way she spoke, just like the way she moved around others, it was quiet and calm, like her. But it wasn’t restrained. She wasn’t trying to hold back, and her body didn’t take long to react.
Instinctively, she opened her legs wider, closing any remaining space between their bodies, but Mina didn’t rush.
Slowly, she slid her fingers, already coated in her wetness, between her folds, tracing over her lips. There was no hurry. The urgency still burned in her belly, but she didn’t want to rush her. Her movements were careful, oscillating between devotion and raw desire.
As she did, part of her mind was still questioning whether she was crossing a line, whether touching her like that meant risking their friendship. But the way Tzuyu sighed, trembled, and let herself go made those traces of doubt, fear and guilt slowly fade, replaced by a pulsing desire. She felt like she could come at any moment without even being touched.
Beneath her fingertips she felt warm, wet, and welcoming, turning every motion into an act of self-control.
Mina took her time getting to her clit. She didn’t need to see it to know it was swollen, sensitive, probably flushed. When she touched it, she was careful not to apply too much pressure. All it took was a tentative stroke to draw a moan from Tzuyu’s throat, louder than she had ever heard from her.
More touches followed. She stimulated her gently, lingering over every fold, pressing just a little harder when she least expected it, making her melt in her hands. From time to time, she shifted the rhythm, like she was tracing her with her fingers, as if she were memorizing her by touch. At first the circles were wide, drawing lazy eights, then she gradually tightened them. The scent of her arousal was becoming stronger, wrapping around them, thickening the air with her need.
It was almost a miracle that, in that moment, Mina remembered the purpose of all this.
“Does it feel good?” she asked softly, without stopping her movements.
“Really good” Tzuyu murmured, her voice unsteady.
“Remember, penetration isn’t necessary to reach orgasm” Mina whispered against her neck, her voice low. “For some people, or at certain times... the clit alone is enough. Sometimes it’s even better”.
Her voice, meant to sound calm, betrayed her anticipation. It had turned raspy, a few tones deeper than her usual delicate register, a voice that seemed to hide a moan behind it. She was just as desperate as the woman in her arms. She wanted this as much as she did, maybe even more. Even if she wasn't on the receiving end, even if she wasn’t the center of it all, she was still enjoying every second of it.
As she said this, she felt how Tzuyu’s body responded immediately, parting her legs and leaning in for more.
She already knew that. She had read about it in blogs, on social media, in academic texts and magazine articles. She didn’t lack information, but she lacked something else. Maybe it was experience. Or maybe it was something as simple as letting go. Whatever it was that had always been missing when she did it with her dates, with boyfriends, or even with herself, Mina was giving it to her now.
In that moment, her thoughts were silenced by the pleasure and by Mina, from her breath to the care she was giving her. Still, being wrapped up in Mina and having her be the only thing on her mind didn’t seem like enough.
She wanted more. She wanted to feel her inside, to have all of her.
All she had to do was ask.
“Inside…” was all she managed to say, overwhelmed by the pleasure that was getting closer and closer.
Mina didn’t need anything else. She had already been patient enough and didn’t want to risk overstimulating her, so without a second thought she gave in to her request. She gently moved her hand away from her center only to slide in two fingers, which Tzuyu received with a moan that was almost a cry. The rest of her body followed quickly, trembling at the contact and surrendering completely to Mina, ready to take in everything she wanted to give her.
Tzuyu could feel it. Everything.
The glide of Mina’s fingers inside her, the perfect pressure on her clit, the warm breath against her ear and the voice whispering words she didn’t even understand but that still set her on fire. Her whole body vibrated with every movement. Her center throbbed, clenching around Mina’s fingers not wanting to let them go.
The world shrank down to just that. The steady rhythm of fingers sliding in and out of her combined with the heat and the kind of desire she had never felt before.
Shame, doubts and fears had vanished, replaced by an insatiable need. Neither of them could think. She could only feel.
“Unnie... I can’t take it anymore” she confessed between gasps.
Mina, who had long lost any trace of composure in the rhythm she was moving with, could barely think either. She was burning up, drowning in the pleasure she was giving. The only thing that mattered now was Tzuyu and making her feel good. She had her in her arms, open and devoted, fully trusting her to take her to the edge.
Neither of them was loud. Tzuyu let out muffled whimpers and the occasional louder moan, making the sound of fingers moving in and out of her fill the room. It was as obscene as it was hot and it became almost hypnotic.
Mina was losing her mind with that same sound, mixed with the breathing that spilled from Tzuyu’s mouth. For a few seconds, she couldn’t help but imagine what it would be like to taste her with her mouth, wondering what she would taste like. The thought stirred something deep inside but having Tzuyu clenching around her fingers grounded her.
When she felt how close she was, she made the effort to open her eyes just to see her face. Her brow was furrowed, her cheeks flushed, sweat beading on her forehead and her mouth parted, releasing nothing but shaky breaths and the occasional moan, slightly louder.
Not entirely sure whether it was frustration or pleasure, she tried to soothe her.
“You're almost there just... let go” Mina said, her voice somewhere between desire and tenderness. “Let go for unnie, Tzuyu-ah”.
A few more strokes were enough.
When the orgasm came, it wasn’t how Tzuyu had imagined it. It was like a volcano erupting, the release of all the tension she had been holding, but it didn’t hit her like a violent explosion. It came as a wave that took over her whole body. The tension that started deep in her center spread through every part of her with overwhelming intensity. As if something deep inside her had opened for the first time. Her chest contracted, her abdomen tensed and for a second she felt like the world around her had become a distant echo.
She cried out.
“Mina!”
It wasn’t loud but it carried a quiet intensity that echoed in both their chests. It was raw, dropping the honorifics for the first time.
Her legs tensed, her back arched, her center throbbed hard while Mina kept guiding her through the waves of pleasure.
And only then, Mina wrapped both arms around her with her fingers still inside and held her as her body trembled lightly from the climax that had finally come.
When her body stopped shaking and both their breaths began to settle Mina slowly pulled her fingers out of her. The emptiness of it made Tzuyu let out a sigh somewhere between relief and complaint. She thought it was over and opened her eyes daring to look at her for the first time without knowing what she would see.
Mina was bringing those same fingers to her mouth.
She sucked on them slowly letting her tongue glide over every inch like she wanted to savor her completely. She closed her eyes for a moment as a small smile formed on her face, the same one Tzuyu had seen many times when she was eating something delicious.
Tzuyu looked at her, still dazed, eyes half-lidded. She hadn’t expected it.
“Mina-unnie…” she murmured not knowing whether she was more surprised, embarrassed or turned on again.
Mina opened her eyes as if her own gesture had taken her by surprise too, like someone saying a thought out loud that was never meant to be shared.
That time it was both of them whose cheeks turned red. They just smiled and looked away while Mina finally pulled her fingers from her mouth, though not in much of a hurry.
“Sorry... I wanted to taste you” she tried to explain herself.
At that confession Tzuyu was left speechless. The shyness came back but so did a new warmth growing inside her.
Then she shifted her position, feeling how her body was still a little unsteady and placed her hands on either side of Mina’s head, climbing back into her lap. This time face to face. She could feel her breath brushing her lips as she tried to catch her own.
Mina looked beautiful. Her lips were parted red and swollen with a shine around the edges. The blush on her cheeks reached all the way to her ears and almost distracted from the constellation of freckles scattered across her face. Her eyes, which always carried a trace of nostalgia, were shining in a way Tzuyu had never seen before. Her entire face was lit up with pure bliss. And her hair was a mess but Tzuyu couldn’t focus on that with her lips so close.
Tzuyu kissed her with hunger while her hands searched for somewhere to land.
It wasn’t until Mina felt one of her hands on her thigh that she understood what Tzuyu was trying to do. Then she looked into her eyes seeking confirmation.
“Let me... let me return the favor” she whispered as she ventured closer to her center.
In that moment Mina became aware of how sticky and uncomfortable her underwear felt. She couldn’t ignore the desire. But she couldn’t ignore Tzuyu’s expression either, realizing that there were probably too many things running through her head.
“It’s okay. You don’t have to” she said gently, stopping her hand. “I enjoyed this just as much as you did”.
“Really?” Tzuyu asked with a knot between her brows, in disbelief.
Mina recognized that look instantly. She had seen it many times before when Tzuyu tried to figure out if someone was being honest or just teasing her. She couldn’t help but laugh softly. She cupped her face with both hands and gave her a small soft impulsive kiss like she just couldn’t help herself when she looked that adorable.
“I think you already felt it” she whispered against her lips with a mischievous smile. “But I can tell there are too many thoughts in your head right now and there’s no need to rush”.
Tzuyu took a breath and bit her lip. Yes she had felt it. It had only been a second a brush over the fabric of her panties but they were completely soaked. And for a moment she wondered what Mina would taste like.
“The next time... if you still want to” Mina offered.
Deep down Tzuyu’s insistence on making her feel good came from a new fear of being rejected or having crossed some kind of line and taken too much from her friend’s generosity. But hearing that Mina was open to the idea of it happening again, kept those fears away. It allowed her to let go again, to trust Mina’s experience.
Tzuyu still wasn’t entirely convinced that Mina had truly enjoyed it as much without being touched the way she had intended. But she knew she was right. And even though pleasure was still fogging her thoughts she was aware that right now she wouldn’t have known what to do.
“Okay... the truth is my body kind of hurts” she said as she stretched and got up.
Her legs felt like jelly and now that Mina’s lips were no longer on her neck and her cold hands weren’t on her skin, she realized she wouldn’t have lasted much longer cramped up on the couch. She was starting to feel it all over.
While she was focused on stretching, trying to bring feeling back into some of her limbs, she didn’t even realize she was completely naked.
Of course Mina was very aware of it and couldn’t take her eyes off her body. She was watching her in silence, taking delight in every detail, like someone admiring a sculpture in a museum. Especially when she turned around leaving her ass fully exposed for a couple of seconds.
It couldný be compared to feeling her under her hands but seeing her like that – so real, so present still took her breath away.
She had seen her body before. At the beach, in locker rooms or while getting ready before a night out. But this time was different. From that angle she looked even taller. Her tanned skin had reddish marks spread along her neck, her chest and her hips. Beads of sweat rolled down her flat stomach and stopped at the carefully trimmed patch of hair. And her gaze drifted down, settling on her center, where the remains of her arousal drew a glistening thread between her thighs.
If it didn’t happen again, Mina was sure she’d always regret it. Not tasting her, not drinking straight from the source of her desire, had become something she craved so badly it felt unbearable.
That same thought snapped her out of it when she noticed Tzuyu looking at her, with the same expression she’d had seen when Mina brought her fingers to her mouth.
“I... I just needed to stretch” she mumbled, trying not to cover herself with her hands. “I need a bigger couch.”
Both of them laughed and Mina shifted on the sofa with her arms open.
“Come here. Get comfortable” she said in a sweet tone not entirely free of authority.
Tzuyu didn’t resist. She curled up in her arms this time finding a more comfortable position.
“Are you okay?” Mina asked as she gently stroked her arm.
“I am. Are you?”.
“I am. I really enjoyed it. And you should believe that. I feel very lucky” she dared to say out loud.
She wasn’t someone who usually said those things. Neither was Tzuyu. That’s why they usually needed to have the controller in their hands and their eyes on the screen. But after what they’d just done and without having to look each other in the eye it was easier to admit things.
Now curled up in each other’s arms they could be honest while they traced soft lines with their fingers and fidgeting with each other's hands and simply enjoying the other’s presence.
Between confessions and teasing Mina made sure that Tzuyu was really okay and that she’d truly had a good time while Tzuyu confirmed that Mina had enjoyed it too and carefully tested the waters to see if it might happen again sometime soon.
By the time there was nothing left to say the sun had long stopped filtering through the curtains and the lamp was the only thing lighting the living room. It was fully night now and at some point the console had timed out long ago.
Tzuyu offered for her to stay and although Mina is a homey person, she didn’t feel like going home to an empty apartment. The truth was neither of them wanted to move away from the other. So she stayed.
The youngest showered first. She took those few minutes alone to try to process everything that had just happened. They met again in the bedroom with only a few quiet words. She still couldn’t quite believe it.
Mina showered after and took longer than she had. For a moment Tzuyu wondered if maybe she needed a moment to handle the tension she hadn’t yet released. She didn’t dare to ask.
While the sound of the running water filled the apartment she left a change of clothes on the bed for her. One of her oversized t-shirts with printed little dogs slightly faded.
Mina was back in the room and she had her wet hair falling loose over her collarbone and over the marks that Tzuyu had left on her skin. She wore nothing but a towel and a playful smile on her face. That image alone was enough for Tzuyu to feel like she needed another moment to herself, so she used the excuse of giving her some privacy to change
The clothes were too big for her. Her shirt reached halfway down her thighs covering the shorts underneath. Tzuyu looked at her and wondered if she could smell her scent on the clothes. That thought made her blush.
She looked at her again. She thought of all the times she had been in that same position, wearing something that belonged to a boyfriend. This was also a first. Now she understood why all those guys liked seeing her in their clothes.
It was something small but intimate.
Something seemingly insignificant to Tzuyu felt like a certainty. She liked women. And she might like Mina.
Seeing her in her shirt after everything they had shared didn’t feel strange. It felt natural. Ordinary. Like it had always been meant to be that way.
That same warmth in her chest came back when they went to bed together and she felt Mina wrap her in her arms under the sheets. It was instinctual, but Tzuyu didn’t pull away.
For the first time Tzuyu had reached orgasm.
For the first time Mina had let go, losing control.
It was the first time Tzuyu had been with a woman and the first time Mina crossed that line with a friend.
And that night, for the first time, the boundaries of friendship blurred.
