'm thinking about buff dk. had a dream last night that i was in the countryside and drove past a field slowly bc i wanted to take in the scenery (and didn't want to miss the driveway to my rented cottage) and noticed a man carrying some stuff across said field. i couldn't get a good look at him but he seemed handsome from this distance.
i walked by the field the next day, but he was right next to the edge of it near the road, so while i was too busy looking for him on the inner side of the field, i ended up tripping into his back.
and this man was built. like he s t r o n g (which i guess makes sense bc he's doing farm work), and he was wearing a white tank top and was sweaty and his skin was so tan and... GOD HE LOOKED SO GOOD.
anyway i was embarrassed but he just laughed before we introduced ourselves. we talked for a few days after that, i would come over while he was doing farm work and he would come over to my cottage for dinner.
but one day he was feeling very irritated and was huffing and sulking, but he wouldn't answer me with full sentences when i asked him what was wrong or spoke in general, which made me irritated too.
i ended up snapping after a good hour of this with "what the hell is your problem?" and he snapped back "after all this time we spent together, you're just gonna up and leave in a few days. you haven't even given me your number or a way to contact you once you go back to the city."
then i realize how close he is as i'm sitting on the fence outside the barn. and of course i feel flustered for being a dumb dumb and not giving him a way to contact me bc duh i like him.
but he's so close in the moment, his eyes are so wide and they're reflecting the dimming sunlight and i wanna kiss him but can't move!!!
so you know what seokmin has the audacity to do?? LAUGH!!! then he (too) slowly pulls me in and kisses me and !!! his rough hands felt surprisingly gentle as he cupped my face, and he was so warm.
then it starts getting heated. this man is into this kiss and he's beginning to grind against me. i'm still on the fence, so he just pushes my legs open to get between them. i hear him taking off his belt and