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1:00am - 3.10.17

This morning was okay. Today was good. Tonight has been rough.

I hope tomorrow is better.

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12:24am - 3.09.17

It's Jason's birthday. 24. I came home, and at exactly midnight, I wished him a happy birthday, kissed him, and hugged him. I then went to grab the cake I made him, the lighter and walked back to the bedroom with him. Sitting down, he goes, "I knew it!" (What a smart ass. 💗) Now because I forgot about candles, my mother gave me long match sticks instead. But brilliant I put too many on the cake, so lighting them in time was a challenge. I ended up doing half and half, giving him two wishes. Close enough. (😔) I asked if he wanted any, and he said no. A little sad, I nodded and smiled through it. Putting it away, I came back in the bedroom. He looked at me and said he was going to play his video game with his brother and friends online for a bit, though I'm not sure how long that'll be. Again, a little sad, I smiled and nodded. But the wave of sadness hit me again, and I lost my thoughts in my head as I stared at the tapestry on our wall. /He doesn't want it. It wasn't good enough. He didn't like it. Etc. Etc./ He noticed, somehow, and leaned over to me. Catching my attention, he pulled me down for a kiss. A quick one, I thought, which was his normal. But it wasn't. It was long. Long and deep, yet soft. But long. The longest kiss we've had in a long time. He thanked me for what I've been doing at the apartment, for the cake, for the packed bowl I was going to give him next. (I'd packed that prior to midnight.) My heart fluttered. It felt nice. I could have cried if I'd given into myself. I love him. I do.

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