#mmihs

[truthliesandelephanteyes]

After 21 years of playing the chronic game I still have that "hero/ you're so strong" complex that was ever so nicely bestowed upon me that I have to live up to. It's my obligation to reassure everyone else by saying things like "oh I'm fine" or pushing myself way too hard then recovering later in private, because let's face it, my illnesses were never about me to begin with.

[truthliesandelephanteyes]

How fucked up is it that a sick kid was bullied and manipulated by medical professionals to sign away their quality of life. They knew exactly what they were doing. I shouldn't have let that happen.

[truthliesandelephanteyes]

Good gut day: *absorbs too much Prozac, crippling anxiety ensues* Bad gut day: *absorbs not enough Prozac, falls into an inescapable pit of dispair* Me: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯