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For every ∯ I get I will say/confess something without specifying for whom it is meant. ](1)
“ I hate to break this to you, but since this all about confessing….are you sure you were never interested in me as a woman ? When you forced me into a hug, a snuggle, you seemed devoted to the idea of giving me love, but I hope I got the wrong idea. I …kept my distance out of the fear that maybe the vague spoken words ( that were for another) were for me, that maybe you had begun to love me in a way I could never return. Imagine my…joy in knowing you were never pining for me in that way. I am happy to see you surrounded by girls, friends, and fans who hold and captivate your attentions at all times. I still keep a bit of distance, just to fully draw the line in the sand between us. You’re still one of my best friends, your drunk voice is my favorite. I care enough about you, though I don’t always want to say it…I love you, my friend, my kindred soul. Though I’ll admit, if you don’t work on a song with me soon I’m cutting you off. Ha ! The day you don’t tell me you’ve become too busy, is the day I’ll probably win a 1st solo win on MBC “(2) “You’re an idiot, you know? I don’t often use such a word, but I have no other word for you. How could you be so stupid and assume that I had a reason to hate you or not want you around? Do you really think if such a thing were possible…I would not tell you? Do I seem the type of person to be passive about what I believe in? Idiot. If I did not like you, I would’ve done a lot more than unfollow you. To base an entire friendship on social media is your mistake….not mine. “(3)“Your hair is just as handsome pink, as it is when it’s black. Your smile is just as charming in a radio station, as it was on the stage with me. Your eyes are just as shining as they are when they look at me with admiration. I hope you understand your yearning for closeness, intimacy, and love is forever answered in me….but please stop…don’t be this way? Being insecure will hold you arms length from happiness and I don’t want to see it happen. You’re perfect in every way…and I want you to believe it and know it too. “(4)“I’m so muthafucking tired of hearing about your fucking boyfriend all the time. When will you get your ass in the studio and do what you’re here to do and focus? I swear if I could strangle some sense into your pretty little head, I would do it.”