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Maybe I should write like, one messy Silco x Vander fic, absolutely dysfunctional dynamics and all that, get it out of my system, then come back to myself and try and actually do my work

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#there's something there at the tip of my brain with vander as the guard dog; kneeling and collared and ready to fuck someone up if necessary #something something dubcony willing submission as the only way to repair part of a relationship #something something Jinx not blinking at it while they put on a more normal show for Vi #mmmmh.#arcane #zaundads

I⠀miss⠀cesar

#♰ ⠀⬛️⠀𓏼⠀pslam 32:8⠀ ◞#judge judy reminds me of cesar🙁#i should be asleep right now #ugghhmhm #mmmmh.

is darvasi quoting tolstoj’s essay on history now…

#.txt #mmmmh.

Obviously the rational reason for never having been in a relationship is that I simply do not put myself out there, and not me somehow being fundamentally unlovable/disgusting. But also. What if I am truly unlovable and disgusting at a fundamental level.

#olaya speaks #damn..... what if i start using t*nder and no one fucking macthes me cause im ugly ans boring. wjat then.#i know im simply experiencing a bit of a downward spiral and tomorrow morning I'll have buried this again but mh.#mmmmh.

i think plotting and writing that farseer trilogy au WOULD indeed help me strengthen at least my plotting abilities as a writer. but every time i try to think about the consequences of that single choice im equally divided between 1. this would change absolutely nothing anyway 2. this would change absolutely everything to the point of being unbelievable

#the thing is that i can see in an alternate universe desire deciding that turning fitz against shrewd was the winning strategy #but could have she pulled it off decently enough? and how do *I* pull it off staying true to everyone's character #while ALSO drastically changing the unfolding of events.#mmmmh.#regalblogging #.txt #only thing im sure of is that fitz would have mayhaps acquired a fashion sense

thinking about it (tubbs and edward being royston vasey itself)

#.txt #mmmmh.

today good drawing day.

#I could draw more. but I want to lie down now #it’s a bitch to draw like that #wait.#mmmmh.#OMG???????#okay. it seems I will be drawing more #ok.#bye.#ignore me; im drawing #I CANNNN USEEE THIS ONEEEE #ignore me; im rambling

I need to ummmmh stop refreshing worldmeters 😳

#Numbers keep getting... Scarier #And it does no good to anyone #It's not like if I get more worried then the world heals #Mmmmh.#Covid19 #tw death

#mmmmh.

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