The Unknown.
Now it feels real. This thirst for knowing what is to come. The realization that planning must be done. This uncertainty of what different paths may lead and question if fulfillment will come. Feelings of anxiety and feelings of boredom. Entering a new stage of life and learning how to be alone. I’m scared, unsure and slow.
When will the feelings of bravery, satisfaction and courage settle in? Am I ready to take on the world?
Growing old but still so young.
God,
Please help me to entrust my life’s future to you. Instead of answering all of these questions, please help me to learn how to breathe. I just need to draw close and breathe. I know that I am in the right path as long as You are with me. Please help me to let go and ready for Your space.
Amen.