#mod 1^4

[devilishforsakentakes]

Dropping these random Shed and 1x idea lalala

1. What if the ultimate healing process for Shed and 1x is to fuse into one physical being, but keep their minds separate. Basically they both can work towards healing their mental health and their relationship by sharing one body, enabling them both to fully experience an entire emotional range, and learning to manage their emotions together.

Using the power of being stuck in the same body they try to learn to love themselves, explore their identities separately, and their identities in as a unified being. Shedletsky also becomes bigenderflux (Man and women) as well and goes by Sevenless when feeling over 50% women because I said so.

(I consider this a flaw because there is no way this could be a stable process for these two. Other folk? Maybe. Shed and 1x? They will try to kill each other and the body lmao)

2. Shedletsky feels like he needs to put forward a characterized version of himself even with the closest of friends. I won’t go into rn because I think I wanna make this its own rant, but he feels like if everyone isn’t consuming this concept of him, then he’s overexposed and completely vulnerable. He doesn’t want even Matt to remember who he was, and simply wants everyone who knows he was Telamon to acknowledge him as if he’s an entirely different entity from the deity. He thinks that if everyone “knew” (knew the true him, knew he was Telamon, etc) that they would come to “get him” for being a terrible person, and he’s terrified of that.

3. Sometimes 1x, without thinking about it, tries to forcefully fuse back with Shedletsky. It subconsciously feels like this would make it feel like a whole being, that if it could leech off of something it could be complete and satisfied with its own existence. This would not automatically fix her, but she’s desperate. Shedletsky, whenever he recognizes that it’s try to fuse, often doesn’t fight back despite being terrified, because he also feels like there’s a void where 1x left his body. The main problem is that these idiots want to erase the other and just want the sensation of being whole.

-Telamon Anon

Sorry we took forever to answer this, we haven’t logged in in a while

#1 is just system lol. MAKE THOSE LADS PLURAL!!!

-⁉️

[devilishforsakentakes]

This one hopefully won’t be as long as the others lol-

Builderman has a difficult time understanding Robloxians on an emotional level. He understands why they work on a physical level, but other than that, he really can’t get it most of the time!

This is because he’s not actually a Robloxian – the first Robloxian ever was actually a noob – him and John and Jane just looks like them to fit in, so he works slightly differently. Sometimes he doesn’t understand when what he’s doing is scary or uncomfortable, sometimes he misses the cues other make to be quiet or to stop.

He’s been learning for thousands of years, but with the ever changing social expectations, he sometimes can’t catch up.

He has tried changing his biology some to better understand (like giving himself the ability to feel physical pain), but that only helps so much in picking up what Robloxians put down. This is why his advertisements go through staff like Brighteyes for days, even weeks, all just to make sure it doesn’t come off stiff, robotic, dense, or just plain “wrong.”

Bonus: The concept of flirting doesn’t exist to the “species” he is, typically you just say it very bluntly and get on with the relationship, so he didn’t (and sometimes still doesn’t lol) get it when folk try making a move on him. The other admins like play-flirting with him in intensifying levels to see how long it takes for him to go “ooohhh… ewwwww.”

(Maybe this is a long winded way to say he’s autistic LMAO /j)

-Telamon Anon

I love how so many people in the Forsaken fandom can agree Builderman is both not Robloxian and super autistic

[devilishforsakentakes]

Here comes a headcanon dump!!!

Guest 1337 often has nightmares and sleep paralysis episodes. It doesn't freak him out anymore, but it's still tiring. More of a bother than anything.

Also common headcanon, but Guest has PTSD. His most prevalent symptoms are being alert all the time, and he gets nervous with his back turned to doors and doorways.

Taph can't sleep in open spaces. The feeling of being watched doesn't let her rest, so he sleeps under a table in a corner of the cabin. Preferably with a carpet draped over the edges so it completely hides them from view. Also, he often gets hypnic jerks.

Shedletsky used to be a pathological liar. 'Used to' is a bit of a loose term, because he's gotten better at not doing it, but still does it sometimes. Builderman knows.

007n7 has anger issues. He's gotten good at managing and hiding it, ever since he got C00lkidd and then got forsakened, but he'll still have meltdowns where he hits and breaks things to calm down if pushed far enough.

007n7 is younger me fr 💔

[devilishforsakentakes]

I know I dropped one literally a few hours ago, but I wanna drop a few more.

Bluududd has anger issues, it starts small before he has an outburst (he also cries when he gets really angry)

John Doe has a huge dependency on others even before the corruption, maybe dpd? It’s due to being raised by only one parent and never being introduced to other people his age, being either neglected or helicoptered until he was an adult. He follows 1x around for comfort.

1x tries to partake in “normal” activities that often bring joy to Robloxians such as art, cooking, listening to music, etc, but nothing stimulates any form of pleasure due to they being incapable of such emotions. It only cause her to spiral more.

Slasher needs to hear his mother’s voice constantly, he starts to become increasingly scared and unsure without her reassurance (even if it’s all fake).

Dusekkar is struggles with being social and befriending others, he’s not shy, but just isn’t interested in making friends with people. He only became friends with some of the other admins because xe didn’t really have a choice but to interact with them.

Builderman has a hard time understanding Robloxian emotions, I’ll go into this more another day.

-Telamon Anon

Don’t worry about multiple asks in a short time, we love them! -Mod Enby Shed

Bluudud is literally us when we were younger. I enjoy the John one, and I think it’s a nice parellel with the Slasher one. The 1^4 one is quite delicious, I think the Spectre would give 1x those nice things purely to watch them spiral. I’m just imagining Dusekkar sitting alone reading and then Shed bounds up (like the extrovert he is) and adopts him. And that’s how Duse became an admin /silly -Mod 1^4

[devilishforsakentakes]

Shedletsky has pretty bad identity issues, and occasional dissociation. His identity issues mainly lie in the fact that he tries so desperately to paint Telamon and 1x as completely different and separate entities from him – and while that may be somewhat true for 1x – the same cannot be said for Telamon. (This ask is focused on Telamon and Shedletsky)

He sees “Shedletsky” as wingless, arrogant but caring man, someone who lightens the mood when he walks in, not someone who demands fear and respect, he’s a swordmaster that may flaunt his skills, but would never be unfair towards a lesser opponent, but that doesn’t change how he really feels at times.

Sometimes, he wants others to be scared of him, to dual someone with unfair amounts of force, not all out, but still enough to beat and humiliate them, he wants his six pairs of wings back, not just two, two show how he is more than man, but a deity.

At the same time, he doesn’t want any of that, and feels guilty when he does. He blames those thoughts on Telamon, as if Telamon is something else he shares a body with that occasionally overpowers his thoughts and even actions until sometimes he feels like he isn’t even controlling his own body.

-Telamon Anon

My immediate thought to this was system? Because that’s how 🧪 would always view whenever I fronted back before we discovered we were a system. Anyways, I like it. (Just think Shed is at risk of accidentally making an introject)

[devilishforsakentakes]

Noli has a stutter, especially with "F" and "S" sounds

Noli can’t not have a stutter. That fumbler stutters. Okay? Okay.

-Mod 1^4

[devilishforsakentakes]

Really really socially awkward/maybe a little socially anxious 1x

Like, she's not angry all the time, just... Not happy. Only angry when around the source of their hatred: Shedletsky. And also if someone decides to ragebait him.

But otherwise, 1x just has resting bitch face and resting bitch attitude because she just. Doesn't know how to deal with social interactions. Sends their minions to play with C00lkidd because he's aware he would roughhouse too much if he was the one playing, is very curt and straight to the point with conversations when she can't avoid it, has no concept of "sugarcoating" instead of being blunt to the point of sounding mean when they just don't know how to put it otherwise.

I like the concept of 1x just being very socially like, clueless. Maybe socially inept would be the right term— can't read social cues, or have comfortable interactions. Constantly on edge and expecting to be attacked, even in the back of her mind, after deducing that they wouldn't be doing that for no reason.

They've just spent their whole life in violence, and suddenly being forced to live with and interact with other beings who aren't out to crucify her like it's their life goal is very jarring.

And also just being very methodical and calculated about everything they do.

(I don't want to say this is an autistic 1x headcanon, because it reads as too stereotypical for that in my mind. Although I am kinda projecting and am autistic myself. Also, old 1x lore, because I have no clue what's going on with their lore nowadays.)

Same with not knowing what the heck is going on with their newer lore.

Also look 🧪, it’s you! /silly

-mod 1^4