Chara. It was an accident. Sometimes plans fail.
(TW/ Talks of sickness, death by sickness, and taking of ones self life. please read with care. and remember that you dont have to read if it makes you uncomfortable) You think I give a damn about the plan FAILING? I don’t care about what happened to the plan. It was STUPID from the start and I should’ve seen it sooner! What I care about is that what it did TO THE WHOLE UNDERGROUND! TO MY FAMILY! TO ASRIEL! Monsters suffered because of me. They lost their hope. And mom and dad LEFT eachother because of it. HAHA AND NOT ONLY THAT! BUT MY BROTHER ENDED UP BECOMING A SICK FLOWER! Uncaring and unfeeling. Trying to test if he could by dying or killing monsters. He abused the resets for so damn long. AND ITS NOT LIKE I WASNT AT FAULT EITHER! If I never watched those damn horror movies with asriel he wouldnt have gotten such SCREWED UP IDEAS! He did saw. SAW. That screwed up horror movie about death games. And I had to watch it! All of it! Over and over and over and over AND OVER AGAIN! And it was fun to him! And it’s not like humans were not free from what happened either. 6 human souls. KIDS! Died! Patience died in front of mom from an incurable disease. Integrity drowned at the caverns, perseverance was murdered by dad, kindness was killed by shrapnel from the core explosion, bravery begged for his mom and dad when he got to the barrier crying as dad took his life, and justice?…. He had only One bullet…. And he never used it on any monsters…. That should say enough about what happened to him… hah….hahaha… *tears stream down her face* AND I SAW IT! ALL OF IT! UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING! UNABLE TO HELP! UNABLE TO SPEAK! AND THE COUNTLESS RESETS! I WITNESSED IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN! ALL BECAUSE OF ME! AND NOW ITS HAPPENING AGAIN! GOD KNOWS WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TO FRISK AND DATA IF I KEEP ALLOWING THEM TO PUT THEMSELVES IN DANGER! what if we end up somewhere bad. What if we end up in some suns core! I can’t. Not Data or Frisk. *sob* I CANT LOSE THEM TO!…. But even now…. *hic* I’m still being a demon child… *sob* who puts everyone she cares for in danger. *hic* all because of my selfish desires….. that sick cult was right….. *sniff* I really am a demon…. Hhh… *she folds her legs and hugs them as she curles into a ball. Crying into her knees*
*frisk clutched their phone to their chest wishing they could hug her. Alice however looked at Chara. Tears in her eyes. Scared but sad hearing what this poor ghost went through. Although she did not understand most of it. She knew that she has suffered. And felt sorry for her*
