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idk if this blog is still active but. problematic fictive culture is not wanting to use your real name and being scared of people finding out your source because people who heavily relate to your source have a bad reputation and imagine how people would react if they found out i literally Am her

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Problematic fictive culture is WHAT THE FUCK I'M HORRIBLE IN SOURCE

YEAH.

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problematic fictive culture is not wanting to hurt people/yourselves (because that would get the others in trouble too) so you have to stave off your source bloodlust with whatever you can find online. Bless you AO3 writers writing violent fanfic 🙏

-Spencer 🎙️

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Problematic Fictive culture is....

Trying to hide behind of a less problematic fictionkin even if you have to feel the need to stretch out your reasoning for it just to not acknowledge who you are as well around those who dislike your main sourced-self.

- Void (Celestia Ludenberg/Herrscher of Void | She/They)

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problematic fictive culture is being a literal stereotype of a pervert in canon but as an alter i'm asexual. also in canon i got better towards the end :[

also no one talks about the stuff i went through

-tor.

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TW: homocidal ideation, attempt to harm the body, mentions of being out of touch with the reality of my situation as a fictive

It’s fine if you don’t send this ask. It’s kind of delusional (not in the ableist way in a genuinely I am listing delusions). I’m pretty aware of it but I understand if you guys don’t wanna project that, but hey this is what I go through every time I front so

Problematic fictive culture is knowing you’d be just as fucking problematic as your source if you had the right body. Look. I’m an Evil Super Sonic fictive; the one from Fleetway Publications’ Sonic the Comic. And unfortunately for me also the one from Outcome Memories, but my memories are more aligned with the comic. Anyways I do genuinely think my source isn’t fictional.

I think someone wrote my story down and got some shit wrong and put it into this universe. I have homocidal ideations. I’ve tried to kill the body. I think about murdering my source friends all the time. But I also look at em kinda fondly. Just depends. I’m almost exactly like my source because I AM my source and every other Sonic fictive are real people but they’re from fictional versions of MY life (in my opinion).

Do I know that’s a delusion objectively? Sure! Do I know how to source separate? Nope! Because I’m me. And nobody can actually fucking explain how that works. So for now I just stay the way I am. I really need to find people who’ll help me figure out how to source separate because if I don’t I’m fucked. I’m aware enough to know I need the help but apparently not enough to want to do anything abt it or change it 🤞