#mod whines

[aceofwhump]

Writing this Cursed/Weeping Monk fic has basically been a cycle of "This is great! I'm a good writer!" to "God I hate everything I've written. The characterizations are off, the plot makes no sense, it's not in depth enough and no one will like this why am I even bothering" to "Fuck it who cares! Its fanfic! I can do and write whatever the hell I want! Even if its trash it doesn't matter!" and then swing back to "Its going great and I love my fic so much!"

Repeat cycle forever.

Also, this fic will apparently NOT END! Every time I try to finish it I find a spot that needs reworked or scenes that need added to it. I'M GOING CRAZY!!! Today I found a huge pothole that I needed to fix and a section that needs reworked because the characterizations were off and it made me unhappy and now I'm just over 50,000 words and I still have a massive chunk of the last two chapters to write.

I'm so tired you guys. Writing is so hard 😫

[ask-the-busty-redhead-yoko]

I’m a responsible adult

spending 200 bucks on video games just because I’m sad :)

[longconfusedburp]

I’m so Tired

Spent so long on this fucking website.

So. Fucking. Long.

Without ever questioning the “terfs are evil” rhetoric.

Only now do I realize that they have some pretty fucking valid points and that I agree more than I disagree with them.

I... I don’t know what to do with this information.

Like... if you’re a trans woman, that’s chill, I’m not here to tell you your business or what you “are” or “should identify as.”

But hating someone and/or wishing death for not finding you sexually attractive is just... narcissistic???

And it also doesn’t mean they want to kill you .... literally that is not how sane, rational people work. Relax. ???

I don’t know it’s been a looooong weekend and I’m just feeling shitty all over so like

????

[alumx]

👌

this end of semester is destroying me

-5 min digital animation -art project about hands, with >10 large scale oil paintings -4 still life oil paining studies on specific subjects -watercolors landscape pieces -acrylic pop art pieces -exam on geometry -group work report on mannerism

like holy shit, what

[longconfusedburp]

Is it weird that I see vivec as an elder scrolls version of deadpool? Like deadpool knows he's in a comic/movie/whatever, and is p tongue in cheek about it ????? I think ??????? Idk I've had v limited contact with the comics and shit And vivec has achieved CHIM which is kinda like realizing you don't exist and neither does reality but continuing to exist anyway? Or something like that ????? So vivec knows ze's not real and deadpool knows he's not real and ?????? They bend the rules of their reality because they know it isn't as immutable as other people see it? This made sense in my head but maybe I'm just too tired to think straight

[ask-the-busty-redhead-yoko]

If life could start sending me good things

that would be totally rad

Kinda getting tired of the stupid shit all the time

[acelacealex]

just changed the lock on my bed room door because i don’t trust my bitch of a sister =P

[jinxzgamingartist]

I fucked up in my college class today. End my life and throw my body in the forest. I made myself look so nerdy.