#modena vents

[mahitosoulmate]

Okay, I'm not going into Mahito's tag anymore

[mahitosoulmate]

I have been so frustrated, overwhelmed and tired lately due to family bs and I just need to vent for a moment. cw for mentions of LGBT phobia and abuse

While most of my family members moved away so I'm no contact with them now, unfortunately my father still lives on the same street and he's the worst of them. This is someone who who had threatened me with violence if I didn't stop crying, and yes he still does use that threat whenever he can tell I'm getting frustrated when he talks to me. He's also always been very LGBT phobic and threatened violence if I ever told him I wasn't cishet, so he doesn't know about my identities. He's always mocked my interests, and just talks shit about me to my face all the time. He can literally walk over to my place whenever he wants to start shit since I spend most of the day outside taking care of the birds, and it's become a nearly every day occurence at this point. I'm so tired of it. But I can't afford to move, and I know he isn't going to.

[mahitosoulmate]

Okay, I'm getting tired of the multiple accounts being created just to spam my wife's tag to advertise their AI art bs. I've had to block and report 12 of them so far in the last 48 hours. I'm sending my wife to kick their ass

[mahitosoulmate]

Ah yes, the biological horror is definitely about to strike because why tf am I crying over being anxious about posting a fic. I always get anxious when sharing my personal shit. I want my wife to clucking get this stupid uterus out of me, please

[mahitosoulmate]

Well, I was trying to enjoy myself until the family bs started and now I just want Mahito so bad

The parent who always treats me like shit got upset because they found out that the other parent offered to take me to a clucking circus that's gonna be up here for my birthday. I just wanted to sit down and relax and answer more asks today, but now the mental distress has ruined that.

[mahitosoulmate]

Why do streaming services hate me(won't let me take screenshots of my wife)

[mahitosoulmate]

🙃 the monthly biological horror is upon me

My mood tanked so fast and I feel awful and I'm just gonna say it: I'd like Mahi to get rid of my uterus, please

[mahitosoulmate]

Little vent

I panicked when I posted art earlier and deleted it, and I probably won't repost it because my brain is insistent on me only posting fluffier stuff. Which is frustrating because I love drawing stuff that's more horror and I am so proud of how that piece turned out, but my brain will not give me a clucking break