So part of my healing is to write you a letter, to reconcile and heal the chords of my heart, I am not writing you this in pity, anger or hate, I am not here to revenge or yell, I am here to make amends to my crashed expectations, I am here to write to my spiritual friend who you stole away from me on that cold night, I am here to tell you how much you broke me when you left without communication, I was hurt, I cried, I spend the nights and days thinking when you will come back, season after season, until I grew weary and tired, I lost hope in life, in people and in friendships, I remember telling you why I was scared of losing our friendship, and you ended up just doing exactly what I was scared of..
My dear, please do not hate yourself or feel ashamed of what happened, I poured all my pain and invested those broken chords into my inner search journey, I tend to cry when I think about us, I collected those tears and prayed, that I will get over this, silver shiny moon tears were shed from day to day, I got better and stopped expecting you to call, I stopped trying to manifest you though my crystals, I stopped looking at our pictures, I deleted your videos of the last shattered hopes, I forgot the tone of your voice, I started working on myself, I started going inwards, to regain my shine, to regain my Heart.
So thank you, for all the good things you made me believe in, Thank you for showing the other side of you to know that true love only comes from within.
