#modication

[ddxcrow]

So medication wore off hours ago-- around 7 at the latest-- and now I feel super sick and lethargic Maybe its the light headache from so much tv? Who knows

[ddxcrow]

going out for the day, i think

no.... adverse side-effects? this is weird though, everything feels a little slower. like, my brain feels noticeably slower, and it doesnt feel like im running around in circles all the time. is this how it always is? its weird. bearable, even a little nice, but weird.

[ddxcrow]

here we go, trial run of adderall about to begin

here’s hoping this doesnt make shit worse?

ill try to tag this adventure as “modication”, if anyone wants to blacklist that

[abeastinthedark]

When we come to grips with pain, that's a new thing for Westerner. Our rites of passage are getting drunk, going to college, getting laid.. But this is a moment where you really do have to earn it. This is going to hurt. Why am I doing this?

Jon Cobb - Opening Up