Oh Dee!! I hope you didn't cry yourself to sleep <3 I'm sorry that you're having a crisis, but you are *not* old!! So get that out of your head right now!! And there's no law that says you ever have to marry. I never want to get married ever! You just need to relax and work on figuring out what you want to do with your life so that you are happy, and then focus on all the other stuff you want. And you don't need a man in your life to have a baby. I have an almost 4yo and I'm single now :P
My point is, you shouldn't feel pressured to have a boyfriend/get married because everyone else thinks you should. Never apologise for word vomit! I am here to listen to your word vomit and love you <3 I don't want you to feel bad about yourself. You're a wonderful person and I'm always here for you.
HEYYY BB, i'm attaching both of your lovely msgs into one!! You are so sweet!! Thanks for listening Lauren, you are precious and i love you too!! I did cry, it was something that i knew it would happen. But then, i felt a little better. I am going to figure things out, so i can begin to make changes. It means a lot to hear what you, and everyone has to say, because it's not a tragic thing to age, i know that. It's just the things that i might have give up on, like i'm leaving my 20's behind, that's scary. But i maybe it means that i can finally embrace other new aspects of life. Months ago, i tried application jobs in Australia, and every single one was turned down, so that's mostly when shit started to roll in. But i can still try other countries. I suppose. about starting my own family, what you've said about being single and having a child, i just think it's amazing that you do this, you're good at that. If someday i try being a single mom, i'll take you as an example. I just think you're wonderful too and if you need me, i'm here as well. word vomit and all.
