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One:
I honest to God miss seeing you around so much. You just left so suddenly without word, came back momentarily, and then left once again. I wonder how you're doing, and if things are calm for you. What's your life like now? I really wonder. You were one of my friends who actually made me feel at home in the fandom, but things were getting crappy anyways by the time you left. I'd love to see you again, but with all the moving and changes made by everyone, even if you came back who knows if you'd be able to find me again.
Two:
I have noticed you for so long jeez. But seriously when you first called me what you did, it really took me off guard. I hadn't even been around for a that long, so for certain to be called what I am was just a huge surprise. Then you turned into a good friend, yet we still call each other by such titles lol. You've always tended to come and go since most [except for me] died away from rping. But when you'd come back, you tended to always join back right in. Amazes me tbh. I AM STILL GLAD YOU COME BACK. Like the day before you suddenly popped back up on my dash I'd just been wondering how you'd been doing.
Three:
I know we'd gotten off on the wrong leg at the very beginning, but I hadn't meant to cause the shit that I did. I was just hoping people would learn to accept someone's choices than trying to guilt trip them back into staying. I hadn't meant to upset you like I did. I've never had anything against you, once. I never thought bad of you either. It was just when things turned rocky my nerves acted up way too much and some things I couldn't handle. I am glad things moved on past that. Again, I do worry about the stuff I see on my dash when I'm around for you, but sometimes I just don't know what to say or do other than give some awkward statement, and I feel that's not much help.