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A soft kiss was placed on the other’s forehead as a sad smile formed on the archer’s lips. His warlock always looked so powerful, almost unstoppable. Now he felt so small and vulnerable in his arms that Alec’s need to protect him grew stronger. The other’s pleading voice made his heart ache , the sadness behind it painful to his ears. “Magnus , I am not going anywhere.” His voice was a bare whisper but the confidence behind his words was evident. He pulled the blanket over the other, wrapping his arms around him even tighter. “ Try to get some sleep.” His phone was turned off , he didn’t care what the Clave wanted. He knew that if he was truly needed, he would feel Jace through their bond. All that mattered was the man in his arms and the need to make him whole again.
Usually Magnus wouldn’t let anyone see behind his facade , wouldn’t let anyone know when he felt the most vulnerable , but even with time , he couldn’t prevent to breakdown. He didn’t want to let Alec see behind his mask , wanted for him to know about what he had done or how much everything was still affecting him. But he knew he couldnt lie further to the nephilim and he knew that he could trust him, but he had feared of what the other would think of him. There was a monster resting inside of him , just waiting to come out again , when he’d lose control. He was scared that Alec would see it too and leave him. He couldn’t blame him for that at all. If Alec was smart , he would leave. But again Alec had surprised him once more , stayed with him and comforted him , when he needed him the most. “ you’re the head of the Insitut now..you’re needed ..”; he whispered quietly and snuggled closer to him, burrying his face in the crock of his lovers neck. “I love you.. “, he whispered.
