seen from Japan
seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from Canada
seen from France
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from Netherlands
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from South Korea
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Netherlands
seen from Germany
seen from Yemen
me when i ship two characters but i forgot shipname
*runs into my mind palace*
*lots of rough rustling*
where is Siffrin x Isabeau
*very loud cardboard box noises hitting the floor*
WHERE IS SIFFRIN X ISABEAU
*go to the ship name machine*
this oughta do it!
*plugs in the name of SIFFRIN and ISABEAU*
*unintelligible machine churning*
machine: isasif?
❌ aw dang it
machine: sifbeau?
❌❌ aw dang it
machine: isafrin?
✅✅✅ DING DING DING YOU GOT IT CORRECT ✅✅✅
vent about school
my academics are going down in shambles!!!!!! whoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grades are dropping so hard :3333 (yeah!!!!!)
seriously ive had two teachers come up to me and they were like "that's unusual, you didn't get 100 on my test?"
last year, i got a 98 average.
ive never gotten a grade below 75 in my life. now i have: a 62, and potentially even a 40!!!!!! WOOO YEAHH IM SO COOL, I GOT 2/5 CORRECT!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHH
and the subject im failing in? (both the 62 and the 40)
MATH
the one subject i THOUGHT i was good at. hell yeah. way to go!!!!!
the math teacher came up to me, i told him that the questions he gave were super hard haha. he said "not for you, you keep getting 100's!" and im like "i got a failing grade." and he straight out DENIED IT "no way!"
i couldn't do anything but
smile.
(insert act 3&4 siffrin portrait)
i don't know whats happening. in every other subject grades are also dropping. like a lot.
hffhhfdhhdhddhfhdhdhfhhfhhhdhdhdhfhfhdhdfhhf
@starflare2 we are such complicated ccreatures you and i
id kill to be able to meet my online friends in person. if i were in a timeloop id spend like a lot of time just asking them to meet up and in the tiny chance (THE ONE LOOP) that they'd be free to meet up i'd cherish that loop forever.
so, my parents bought me a new bed today.
genuinely i dont want them to buy me a new bed because financially i dont want to burden them but like. this stupid TEENAGER somehow has BACK PAIN from SLEEPING WRONG why was i CURSED with this BODY of mine that INFLICTS PAIN on MYSELF whose side are you ON?!
it's genuinely saddening i dont wanna burden my parents buying me a new bed even tho their bed is making THEIR BACK hurt TOO goodness gracious
i don't mean to say this in a depressive way but like.
the more i think about it the more i feel like I'm not living if that makes sense?? i try to look back at the cool memories but it's just. not really that amusing? there's also. not that many cool memorable memories (there probably are a lot but somehow im just not remembering it for some reason) and i kinda dunno what makes me happy anymore.
now that i think about it 99% of my life is just stress because of school and i don't really interact with my irl friends
or maybe i do have a ton of good memories but for some reason my brain doesn't want me to think about them right now for no good reason
me when i go to a new environment and new people are there and after 2 hours of sitting down someone talks to me and i don't know what to do:
he asks me: what game do you play? do you play mobile legends
and i'm like sir (he's the same age as me) i only play single-player games
him to his friends: ah so you're a lonely guy
(yes)
anyways got a new friend!!!! he asked me for my phone number
i dreamed i was gonna get a cat,,,,,,,,,,,,, I WANT A CAT NOW
