#monna_bua

[fantasticblizzardsheep]

Deep inside of your eyes is where I see everything I need Deep inside of your Heart is where my Strength resides Deep inside of your Soul is where I see My future Deep nside of your Love is where I see My spirit Deep inside of your Mind is where I see My love Deep inside of my love Is where I will always keep you Deep inside of my thoughts is where I will please you Deep inside of my warmth is where I will cry 4 you Deep inside of my dreams is where I will satisfy you Deep inside of my life Is the root of me thats you. Deep inside,..Deep inside Is the truth,....... I need you because I'd rather suffocate in you than to suffocate without you #Monna_Bua #Monologues #His_Confession (at Sandton, Gauteng) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzK_xMSHGt8uQTfgd82Thd0_gzeQKt7_OVCj4k0/?igshid=jui3w7ifh1t4

[fantasticblizzardsheep]

Have you ever felt like somebody wanted what you had to offer but not want you? Like once they get what they want you become disposable? Well…that’s how  Malik made me feel. He took what he wanted and left without a second thought   So, here’s my rant;  I gave you all I could give you, I gave you something I couldn’t live with, my heart is broken, my mind’s gone numb All I could feel is pain, and I’m not sure where it comes from, you used me like a rag, threw me away when you were done Without a second glance because to you that was just fun  I opened up, I let you in, I committed my time and I committed my sin Through pressure and pushing, soft kisses and fake love I let you talk me into it, lost the purity with a shove  I get to be mad, I get to be angry, you can fizzle and pop but you don’t get to stop me  All I have left are words inside my head, that’s all I can throw at you As I cry inside my bed, I hope that you are happy that you know what you did It wasn’t just my virginity, you took my will to live And now, I feel empy, like a piece of my soul is missing and I don't know what to do..... #continues #Monna_Bua #Penis_Monologues #Writier https://www.instagram.com/p/BtgVWrlBEuxrMmv8XrH33ZyWYHUuJxWU9dJ5SI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=md77baxxxj0d

[fantasticblizzardsheep]

Yes, of course I am remarkable. The things that I do, the things that you care about. You think that I do them because I am a good person. Truth is, I do them because it would hurt too much not to, because I'm a good person. It hurts, all of this, everything I see, everything I hear, everything I touch, everything I smell, the conclusions that I am able to draw, the things that are revealed to me,the ugliness. My passion for writing focuses me, it helps, people often say I'm using my gifts, I say I'm just treating them. So I cannot in good conscience be a part of that with someone else, not again. So, that's me. It is the legacy that I lead and one that I'm hoping to leave behind. I wish that one day, when I'm no longer in the land of the living, and someone comes across something I wrote, a poem, a review, an opinion, it would enable them to form a certain conclusion (hopefully a good one) about the person I was. At the end of the day, writing, has and is my escape, and it's all I have control over (God has a way of giving me writer's block) and there are days I curse my writing abilities. But when it comes down to it. I'll write until I can't write no more and I hope I never lose the love I have for it. #Book_launch #Tso #Writer #Chronicles_of_a_writer #Monna_Bua #Memoirs #Life #Legacy #Love #Passion (at Sandown, Gauteng, South Africa)