When you have too much work and don’t have time to draw T_T
F*ck the work!
Really want to do illustrations(share it with people, let them know what universes and stories I could tell), but I’m not a famous artist who can allow it. Nobody knows me. Nobody needs me. My monthly bills are almost 700$, my monthly salary is 800$. I have two cats and me. Don’t have time to do what I love at all, only everyday’s stuff as cooking, laundry, cleaning and a litle bit of sleeping. I’m almost 33 and never was abroad. Last time we went to the sea in 2010. Because of hard work I got ill, passed through a difficult surgery and need to swallow drugs for 4 months a year.
This bloody hell circle is never going to end. Almost 7 years I don’t even have a clue how to end it, break it.
Many artists became stronger in their skills, famous with their art, noticeable with their style during the 7 years’ period. Me - the same piece of sh*t
Please tell me, how to survive? How to start enjoying your life. How to became a person that is worth smth? I’m not annoying or complaining about bad luck and that mine life is sucks, just want to know where and when I must start it or end.
Always yours,
Jenya.