#montony

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[cameras-and-coffeecups]

The days of our lives are monotonous; we wake up, we get ready, we go to class, we work, we sleep, we then repeat the process. As time begins to pass, it has been said that our lives can begin to lack purpose and drive.

This film challenges that idea. Within every day are moments, and within moments are beauty. Whether it's waking up to a soft sunbeam shining through the blinds or sparing a moment to laugh, there can be irreplaceable beauty in every seemingly monotonous ritual.

[killerwingfield]

My life has become so cyclic. It's an excruciatingly long, repetitive struggle. All for goals that seem so far away. Need something to break the monotony before it gets to be too much because right now,I'm lost in the monotony.  

[prawnny]

A heart that's full up like a landfill A job that slowly kills you Bruises that won't heal You look so tired and unhappy Bring down the government They don't, they don't speak for us I'll take a quiet life A handshake of carbon monoxide ....... Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden. No alarms and no surprises.

Radiohead

[monotonybreaking]

FIguring Them Out

There's people I do know and people I don't know. Or rather people I wish I knew and people I don't. Figuring people out, I think is the most important thing you can possibly do for your friends. So much so, that I don't even think you're friends UNTIL you figure them out. That being said, you wont have many friends in your life. Of these people, which ones actually care? I read a post from one of my friends. Lets say I don't know her as well as Id like. See you can spend all your time being around someone for 3-4 years and never truly know what's going on in their head. Tumblr gives SOME of that, I suppose. She wrote about how it felt to be scared but at the same time relived that someone figured her out and still liked her. I think that's all you can ask from your friends. Relationships though, that's scary. Maybe if you don't even know who you are. Etc. People are so see through. They don't even realize how predictable we all are. But if that's the case, why cant we ever change? See I was in a "family" of friends at one point, but did they EVER let others in? And I don't mean into their house, I mean into their mind. That state where you're almost begging for someone's acceptance and letting them in knowing full well, that that would be the end of you? I used to claim I never got hurt bad enough. Yeah right. I bled for a while. (not literally) From Oct to Mar. I didn't go to class. I didn't leave my room. You know that state where you wake up one day and wonder if anyone's real? Or cares? How. Can. I. Make. You. Talk. To. Me. Yea. You. And Im not talking about, "hey how are you" I don't like fluffy bullshit. Well I do, but AFTER. After you get to that core of someone else. There's more inside you then you're saying. Why do you think friendships are simplistic? Or rather why haven't you bothered to realize that, "I wish you would" are you there? How much time until you realize that, or simply will you not at all and 20 years from now say as the relationships dwindle "Was there someone else I could have kept" I cant. Make. You. do anything, only suggest. So.....why don't you let me figure you out. Or do the opposite, you try. You might be only seeing one side.

[fumbling-toward-ecstasy]

Please save me from the monotony that is life.