oh hey its my period. Ithink this explains why i was so strange eysterday

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oh hey its my period. Ithink this explains why i was so strange eysterday
Miss me whit that bullshit small talk.
//*Balls up and sits there in the corner and contemplates on what to do.*
when you want to talk with and share stuff with friends but you’re scared that they’ll either avoid you or get mad
i didn’t get the job i wanted
but now i have an excuse to be in a shitty mood and i’m gonna milk that so fucking hard
I feel like shit
So im in this dance this for residence and its pretty horribly planned and not going very well but im having the time of my life. Like honestly this is probably the happiest ive been in a very long time. Even if we were a disaster on stage it would be the best part of my university career but i know we’ll cancel it if it isnt polished by the performance day so now my hopes are up and crushed before we can even really get started….
I came home from a meeting and cried because of this and my mood log shows me that my mood (that was on the up and up) has taken a fucking colossal nose dive. I kind of want to cancel seeing my dad tonight just to stay home and cry…..
My mom from this morning has changed a lot...I was feeling a lot better this morning I was feeling good but now I'm just like a big ball of nope. I really don't want to go to any classes today. I really don't think I'm going to go to class today. I haven't missed any photoshop and only 1 lit so I think I'll be ok.