#moody posts

[monstersslut]

"Fake friends all around, they watch while I drown. No one is there to help me."

Little Bastards -- Palaye Royale

[themidnighteditor]

Film Grain🎞️

[themidnighteditor]

"I wish you was there and instead of shooting couples we will be the couples seeing this view at 6am in the morning"

Phillopapos Mountain Athens, September 2019

[oopscalmmedown]

Really just want my man to dick me down. 🙏🥴😅

[mycovenmagazine]

Current mood...

[little-alternative-girl]

I’m tired of being in a rut these few past weeks and having no motivation or interest to do the things I want to or need to do in my free time.

I’m tired of not wanting to do the things I’ve enjoyed once. For example, not reading a story or comic because I’m afraid it’ll make me even more depressed for some reason. Also I’ve haven’t been working on my grad school shit because I’m afraid of failing and because I don’t have half the qualities that are needed for this letter to send off and I feel like an utter failure because even though it hasn’t been that long it sure seems like since 2013 when I graduated college.

I’m just tired of myself feeling okay and happy one moment and then getting depressed, numb, and moody again the next.

I’m just tired all the time and I hate it. I thought I was getting better again but I guess I’m having a bad relapse somehow now that I need to get my ass in gear for life and just send all this stupid shit in so I can finally see if I’m getting into grad school this fall or not.

Maybe I just need to make another appointment with my therapist soon too and then maybe then I’ll feel better. Maybe also try to see if I can just go away somewhere for like the weekend or something, just to get away from everything and everyone so I can clear my head and stop feeling like this but I don’t know where I can do that.

[boochieflake]

And on an ironic note I kinda just want to delete my blog

[danaroberts]

Letting people down and wanting what I can't have, it's only what I do best!