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I want to remember everything about you after you’ve left. I want to remember the way your hands felt on my skin, the sound of my name spilling past your lips when you came, the way your lips felt against my own. I want to remember how you smelled, the way you smiled at me, the way you sighed the first time you were inside me. I want to remember it all.

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Oh heres a question thats been rolling around in my head the past few days - do you think Kylo has any weird/gross/annoying habits?

Like do you think he slops water all over the floor when he gets out of the shower? Does he eat his food from least liked to most???

Like just.... what are those (maybe) odd habits he has?

Ooo sorry this took me so long. I got distracted lol. 

Anyway have my thots~

I think about this a lot because I’m obsessed with the concept of Kylo as a human being? I feel like he often is not allowed to be that. He’s a weapon, a beast, but he also sleeps? And brushes his teeth and have a favorite scent of soap and there are things like this--so painfully human--that he must do but no one ever mentions. 

It feels intimate to know all those little habits, to be witness to those displays of normalcy. 

Kylo is a neat person. He doesn’t own much to make messes with in any case, but if he did, everything would always be in its proper place. So mess wouldn’t be an issue with him. However, when he’s come back to base from a long mission or a battle and he’s covered in blood and soot, often you’ll find the refresher left in shambles, with splatters of blood coating the vanity and That can be a bit intimidating at first. But you quickly get used to it as just part of being with him. 

I think what would mostly be annoying is his absolute refusal to receive medical treatment for more serious injuries. Maybe it’s a pride thing, maybe it’s a form of self punishment, you aren’t really sure, but stars it worries the hell out of you. 

If we’re looking at smaller stuff-- the weird or gross--I think a lot of it would depend on how you interpret certain things. I’ve definitely always imagined Kylo as someone who would crack their joints a lot, especially in his hands. So if little things like that bug you, then that might be an example. He almost certainly bites his nails, all the way down to the skin sometimes and lets them bleed when he’s deep in thought. 

He’s big too, all long limbs and legs like tree trunks, so you’re constantly tripping over him when you’re in his quarters. He likes to stretch out in the rare moments when he’s allowed to relax, so you’d be on your way out only fall flat on your face stumbling over his massive feet. And of course the only thing you’re getting in the way of apology is a muffled “hm.” 

But all of this is stuff you could get used to. Things you would miss when he’s gone. Even the annoying bits. 

God I just....love him so much. 

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Lets go for a quickie before we head out to the art gallery 💙

Inspo: @moonlitescapades

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"Fuck, baby girl, you're so good for me"

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He called me brave for kissing him after eating me out 🥺

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Men 👏🏻 are 👏🏻 stupid 👏🏻

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I really just want my pussy ate rn 🤷🏼‍♀️

[star-killer-md]

Hiii hun 💙 I just wanted to say I hope you're doing okay 😊 I miss your writing but I totally understand writers block 💙💙

Hi bby!! Thank you so much for checking in on me 💖💖 My final semester of college is really just sapping all my energy, but I’m hoping soon I’ll be able to pick up writing for myself again. Thank you for bearing with me tho <3