#moonlitcat13

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“Buzz Skull” by Anton Amstad via /r/ImaginaryMonsters http://ift.tt/2DLij4T

[ohquasimodo]

moonlitcat13 replied to your post “??¿¿”

Over…. skyrush…. a rollercoaster……… and how dare you hang out with friends? jeesh

Dumb right!?? Oh well, in August I’ll have 10 STRAIGHT DAYS of Skyrush with all my coaster friends…and he won’t be there to constantly complain, sulk, and tell me that “I need help”. It will be glorious! 

[ohquasimodo]

moonlitcat13 answered your question “i met this guy a few weeks ago, and now he says he has feelings for me...”

To be honest, if you don't feel the same way you don't feel the same way. It would be better just to tell him that. Especially if your still figuring out stuff with the relationship your in now.

i agree! but he just messaged me something like “when are you free to hang out?”.which sounds totally harmless but he told me the other day he liked me...so i know what he’s thinking....I don’t want to be rude, but I also don’t want to say nothing and have him think it’s a date??

[ohquasimodo]

moonlitcat13

replied to your post

“i don’t get why people have to be so be hurtful :\\ my (ex?)boyfriend...”

Sounds like an ass

LOLOL, he’s still in chat and is trying to get a reaction out of me he’s like “Oh, look who just texted me....” and “I wonder if I’ll see her tomorrow...” omg.

[sleepingbeauties]

Hello there! My name is Rachel. My favorite color is burgundy. I really do not ship. NOW CRUISE SHIPS. No nah I really don't do that either unless my Dad wants to go on a cruise. Anyways, my favorite ice cream is Cake batter ice cream and I have two cats! Daisey is my grey tabby who is 14 years old and Jennie is my long haired calico who is about 4 years old!

Hello Rachel!! oh cake batter ice cream i never tried it!! It sounds good!! Daisey is a super cute cat name!

[sleepingbeauties]

Times square Disney store!! Two floors of love!!

Thank you!! I forgot that is in nyc! I will add it to the list :D

MESSAGE ME WITH SUGGESTIONS  OF WHAT TO DO IN NYC!!! HERE IS MY LIST SO FAR:

Book of Mormans, Les Mis or Wicked (for a less popular show go to a theater a couple hours before)

Tiffanys

Time Square

Central park

New York Insider’s Shopping Tour (need to book)

Fashion Windows Walking Tour (need to book)

Inside Broadway Tours (need to book)M&m store

Ellis Island

Toys store

China town

Little italy

Twins towers

Disney store

food

jack and hyde

[disneyinduceddreams]

I feel that I owe you all an explanation and an apology...

I have barely been on these past few months... Or I've been on and said something along the lines of "Sorry I'm gone; I'll be back now!" only to vanish for months again... And it's lead some of you to believe that I'm mad at you or that I don't want to be friends anymore and that is just absolutely not true. I love you all greatly. The truth is much more complicated than that... And I'm not sure how well I'll be able to put this into words but I will try my best because I feel that you all deserve it. I'll put it under a read more since this will be long. I'll also be talking in depth about my depression so, if that triggers you, you won't want to read. Thank you for your time and I am sorry for everything I've done.

This is going to be pretty hard to explain so I'll try to do my best... Recently, I got back into contact with two of my best friends here on Tumblr. Friends that I hadn't talked to in a few months. They were happy I had messaged them but they had thought that I was mad at them and had stopped talking to them because of that. I've already apologized to them but I want to apologize again because I am so, so, so sorry for making you think that and go through that stress. I've been there before so I know how horrible that feeling can be... I'm absolutely not mad at you or anyone, though. So, let me try to explain as best I can... 

So, for the past few months I've been struggling a great, great deal with my depression. And, honestly, I don't know why. I mean, I've always had depression really badly. But I've never had meds for it or anything because we can't afford a trip to the psychiatrist (insurance didn't cover it at the time; I was diagnosed unofficially by a family friend who is a retired psychiatrist. She recommended I seek professional help but, like I said, couldn't afford it) and definitely couldn't afford the meds. But I could always control it, to some degree. But, well, a lot of the time... as in most of the time... I forced myself to be happy, cheery, and active on here, even if I didn't feel like it. I just wanted to bring joy to others. I thought it could help me. And then, a few months ago, I just couldn't even get the will to do that. I didn't want anyone to know I was online; didn't feel like I deserved to be on here with people that were so successful and well-liked and talented. And I just lost the will to do, well, anything. Every now and then, I'd pop on for a day and say something like "Sorry I was gone! I'll be more active now!" somehow hoping that would motivate me to get on more and get out of my slump. Never worked. I didn't know how to get back and be active again. Didn't feel like I deserved to be back out there. Depression has a real funny way of making the mind find any excuse to beat itself up... And it wasn't just affecting me online; it was affecting everything. I couldn't even get out of bed, couldn't do chores, barely ate. Ben was really, really worried about me. I would have some good days but the bad were out-weighing the good. And, unlike before where I could just fake my way through it, I couldn't bring myself to have the energy to do it anymore. It sounds so stupid, I know. Why couldn't I just pull myself through like I did before? But, I can't explain it... I just lost the will to do anything. I didn't even want to be here anymore some days. I was just ashamed of everything I was doing and everything I had done. I can't explain it... I know that's no excuse but... *sigh*

And then, I have no idea what happened. But yesterday I just had a really, really good day. For the first time in a very, very long time, I felt normal again. I wanted to get back on here, I wanted to talk to everyone again, I wanted to be a part. To belong and feel like I had a purpose again. And I still feel that way today. Don't know why. Don't know what happened. By all means, it makes no sense. But, by God, I'm gonna take this feeling and run with it because I can't remember the last time I felt like this. And then hopefully soon all the insurance paperwork will go through and I can get some meds that'll really, really help me. I am so sorry that I have put you, my followers and friends, through this silence and strain. I should have been more communicative. I know how important it is to maintain contact with people when faced with these extreme depression spells but, I don't know, like I said, I just couldn't bring myself to do anything. I hope you can forgive me. And I hope that it won't be too long before I can go back to feeling normal, like I used to so many years ago. Until then, all I can do is apologize and try to make this up to you all somehow. I promise that I will try to be more communicative in the future, and that I won't just vanish when things get bad again. I don't ever want to go back to that dark, dark place again.

[ohquasimodo]

moonlitcat13 reblogged your post and added:

Sorry this is late, I had to go to bed to get up...

moonlitcat13 - Haha, it actually has the nickname "Thigh Crush", but it's mostly the wussys that call it that. Opps. did I say that out loud?? & yeah, I feel you. Like, I'll say a stat about Skyrush, and someone will be like "lol k suure"...Umm ok, it's not like I've come from Canada every summer for the past 3 years for that ride and own the operations manual, I mean, how would I know anything about Skyrush, right??...OR, there's the people that think they know everything, but actually don't...For example, someone will say something like "Skyrush must be like 500ft tall and like 200mph", and in reply, I'll say "it's 212ft and 75mph", not even trying to mean about it, but just sharing information. But they'll get really defensive..and in my head I'm like @!%#@^*@! >.>