#moontale rambles

[moontaledno]

I swear... I'm actually working on the au fic

I'm like. 10 chapters in??? Good thing it was supposed to be a short thing (what did I get myself INTO)

I Honestly don't know when I'll start posting. Because. 1. I'm perfectionist sometimes and probably would go back to change stuff

2. I need to reread everything to make sure everything makes sense and follows each other

3. WHAT IF I WRITE BADLY WHAT IF I - ARHHHHHG

no but

I swear I'll post it. Eventually. Maybe once I start releasing it it'll be once every two weeks or something. Not sure.

Eventually I'll get it sorted out.

But yeah after thinking and results from a poll from a bit ago, I probably will post on AO3 with a little post on Tumblr, maybe like. A bit of it or at the VERY LEAST an illustration. Maybe. There's illustrations at some parts of the fic (not at each chapter tho) already so I'll see. I want the fic to be cool. I hope it'll be cool. Even if I'm french af and I can't english

[moontaledno]

This fanfic shit so easy bruh

JOKES ASIDE. I am? Trying? To write down something? But I keep writing once every three weeks or something so uhm. If a fic ever actually comes out, it definitely won't be before a while. Oopsie.

(I have trouble writing things down because I never feel satisfied with it, AND english not being my native language makes it a bit difficult sometimes too. But keeping hopes up. Maybe one day there will be a fic of the AU. It won't be done tomorrow, but maybe one day)

[moontaledno]

Realizing I added multiple AU stuff on my art fight that I never posted here. Well. DIFFERENT AU stuff. Like different AUs. Not Wish for a Family stuff. There's one I might share soon-ish though, as it's still WFAF related. TECHNICALLY. (Cause MDP instances and stuff. go my ACT 5) We will see.

Whatever go my Vindicta.

[moontaledno]

Sometimes I wonder if I should give Wish for a Family AU versions of the cast different outfits so they would be more recognizable as part of the AU but. Like. That wouldn't make sense I think. Why would they look different. Sure some can have slightly different designs like lil extra accessories but it's an AU happening post vanilla game!! Wouldn't make sense!! But it might be cool!!! But doesn't make sense!!!!

I mean I DID do that with Mal du Pays in a way (Both Lil Mal and the overall Sadness) but. I don't know. That's something to think about.

[moontaledno]

I still have to find a name for that isat AU eventually NOT FINDING ANYTHING IS FRUSTRATINGGGG

I did have?? "Wish for a family" AU?? But I don't know if that would work because while Mal did want a family, did they wish(tm) for it? I'm not sure yet. But I'm keeping it in a "eh could work" corner of my mind.

Also did you know I'm making a design for the main Mal du Pays instance (which is not lil Mal)? Well now you do. Spray them with a water spray they're a blinding bitch (Will do a digital drawing of them eventually)

[moontaledno]

Everyday I keep going like "Alright!!! I'll do it!! I can do it!! I will start writing the au down as a fic!!!"

And everyday I forget or change my mind until I think about it once more the next day. Maybe one day I will ACTUALLY do it. Hopefully. People seem to want to read about the AU so!!! Why not!! Only time will tell!

[moontaledno]

I wake up. I see 99+ notifications. "Wow, guess my animation blew up!"

I check the reblogs

"huh a lot of people reblogued from that one persoINSERTDISC5??????????????"

[moontaledno]

I think I made up my mind and will call the AU with lil Mal and all "Wish for a family" after all. Because I can't really find anything else that satisfies me and! It pretty much fits the AU with Mal seeing the others as their family?? Yk??? So I will take it I think

Plus I really like that there is "Wish" in the name because yk. ISAT. Wish. Haha funny

But yeah I'll probably add that in the tags from now on too

ALSO I FEEL PRESSURED (not really, I just find it funny to put it that way, it's nice to see that people seem interested in my AU???) BY YOUTUBE INTO MAKING THE AU INTO A FIC SO. MAYBE ONE DAY??? Asking the french to write a fic in English while she doesn't even know how to write in the first place is EVIL though

(but maybe. One day. Hopefully it doesn't get abandoned mid way or something if I actually were to do that. We'll see. Only time will tell.)