I am trying to use my jealousy to spur me to be kind.
When the vitriol rises in my chest at others success, when the sorrow braces me that I'm not where I want to be as an artist.
I comment something nice.
I like the video
I tell them to never stop! That their art has worth and I am glad to see it!
Maybe its like telling myself that, maybe that's what helps.
But I don't want to be mean. I don't want to be bitter. So I choose to use the feelings of jealousy to spur me to be kind.














