Steve and Peggy
So, I rewatched all three Captain America films during the last five nights and I noticed something I haven’t read in any post so far, so I’ll quickly scribble it down for you guys.
So. Do you all remember that (heartbreaking) interview with Peggy Carter (full interview here) that Steve Rogers watches in the Smithsonian (Captain America: The Winter Soldier)? Peggy says, "He saved over a thousand men, including the man who would...who would become my husband as it turned out. Even after he died, Steve was still changing my life." That last line is a great line. It says so much about her as a character and about her emotions towards Steve. Also, it depicts Steve’s influence on her life, even in major life decisions like marriage. Wow.
But now, let’s go and jump ahead to her funeral (Captain America: Civil War). The Avengers are under pressure, the NATO wants them to sign the Sokovia Accords that threaten to split up their team and Steve knows exactly what he wants. He knows the consequences to his decision and I think he’s a little afraid of getting back out of the team. In fact, he was quite lonely before he joined the Avengers Initiative (just look at the deleted scenes in The Avengers), not ready to just leave his past behind, a past full of people now dead. In Avengers: Age of Ultron, he sees Peggy in his vision and she says "Steve. The war is over. We can finally go home." I think that's what his heart wanted and still kind of hopes for the most (of course, he had realized that’s not possible, but I think he somehow keeps this wish for a happy ending to the war buried deep inside his heart), but from this post (I’m so sorry - I’ve been searching for almost an hour now, but I can’t find it. I’ll put it in when I do.), I gather and agree that Steve doesn’t see his home in a specific place, but in the people he lets into his life. So, he does see the Avengers as his family - he leads them, but he takes care of them too. Just look how naturally Steve gets up and joins Wanda in her room to comfort her. He doesn’t look uneasy getting into her personal space; he’s done this a couple of times before. Steve cares very much about his guys, about Tony and all the others (of course, Bucky is a different story still). So basically, Steve has to make a major life decision. Will he stay with his new family? Or will he do what in his heart feels right but what will undoubtedly hurt because there is separation on the horizon? And then Peggy dies and Steve sits in that church in London and Sharon Carter quotes her aunt Peggy on her wise words. And those wise words are exactly the words Steve needs to hear.
Let’s imagine Steve has to do an interview about Peggy, because the American and British government decided to honor her and her achievements. Steve sits on a sofa, stiff, mind still in that church near the Thames. He feels the tears inside his heart. His voice is a little shaky, but he steadies it, just like when he practiced. He looks into the camera, a shy, nostalgic smile on his lips. "Even after she died, Peggy still changed my life."












