More Than Just
More than just a person, I’m a creation. More than just a girl in an office, I’m laying my foundations. More than just chasing after my own goals, I’m setting my priorities straight. More than just my fighting for my own rights, I’m laying down my rights. More than just being, I’m becoming.
As I sat in my office these few weeks I realize the timing and the skills acquired, the routines passing through and the habits developed. The perspective doesn’t change but the explanations are starting to come together. Not every day I had it all together, not everyday was I fast enough or effective enough. Yet, I found a certain joy of being in this position I’m in. I know that in time to come I shall miss being able to stick stamps, call customers for monthly collections, to just be able to be on auto-pilot function with a routine. Starting out from where I am now seems scary and the fear of the unknown once again knocks on my door. Just when I’m getting comfortable I have a feeling He is will say okay time to move on. So while I’m still in this, grant me just enough for each day and each month. Polish my insights, widen my thoughts, broaden my horizon to see beyond the now and to be faithful for whats to come. While I struggle with my daily frustrations and constantly ponder about the important things in life, help me to never forget that even in the midst You are there and You see it all. On the screen each morning I see the words, “Nothing is hidden from Your sight, You know every season of my life, You are God and You don’t miss a thing”. Finding my place in this world might seem a little grey at the moment but its in the grey of things I see where the colors will shine.
I am more than just.