In #Parowan tonight visiting my grandmother and suffering from sleeplessness because of so much on my plate; I left the melatonin in Cedar which helps a lot! Question, do you believe in love!? I love my family but I gave up on romantic love a few years back when I started to think it was fake and people are just vein. I just don't think it exists; only biological urges exists to push humans to create new life. I just gave up on it because it felt like such a waste of time. I always wanted a best friend and someone I could trust before I allowed them to get closer in a more intimate way; it turns out that didn't work out too well with some of the girls I dated. I'm just a skeptic now and I don't want to think about it anymore - I focus on my art, how short life is, and just trying to make sense of it all? I'll continue to focus on my art and simply try to understand what truth there is. I'm surely not looking for love as it would complicate my life unless someone simply became my best friend and it naturally went in that direction... Dating was such a waste of time and the game - it was a joke. My only focus now is becoming the best human being I can become and fulfilling my dreams as an artist and work towards successes! #utahphotographer #mormonman #instrospection #starvingartist
