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[whatifsandcouldhavebeens]

Waking up

I had a dream about you last night.  I can’t remember what it was about now, but it was a good dream.  I woke up with my facemask on, the puppy curled up by my legs, and I reached behind me to touch your arm.  The smile on my face fell and reality came back to me in a wave.  As I rolled over onto my back I removed my mask and realized the air mattress has deflated slightly in the night.

[misaxabad]

Mornings without you.

I remember waking up early morning, on your bed, next to you. Oh how cold it was that time, 5am something. as i was checking on my phone for the time and some text message, i can still remember how the brightness of my phone woke me up. couldn't get back to sleep so i faced back in front of you to look at you: You have no idea how i happy i was. watching you while you are sleeping, looking through every part of your face. Your brows, your lashes, your nose that has a cute tiny dimple at the tip of your nose, your lips, everything. From your pores to your scars. You have no idea how the coldness shivers through my skin not because of the coldness, but how happy and kilig i am that i was THAT girl beside you in that moment of time. Wishing i could freeze that minute because in any hour i will get off again and face the reality. That was the part where  i knew i had to close my eyes again, but i couldn’t help ignoring all those unfriendly thoughts in my mind. Pikit-mata lahat.

Now that you are gone and i am all left here all alone. Oh boy, you have no idea how it was when that kind of feeling turned upside down and crushed on you. How the pain pounds my heart not because of the same feeling of excitement but because of the agonizing truth that you have given up everything. All of it.