#morose son

[agendermarsh]

god i hate myself. i fucking can’t do anything right. i can’t draw myself and i hate it. no matter how much I try, it always looks wrong. i just want to give up.

[agendermarsh]

Self care is chugging a beer while crying in a bubble bath

[agendermarsh]

mildly upset still. Gay ass is going to take a bubble bath and probably cry? Yeah.

[agendermarsh]

Having DID is the worst thing ever I’m in such conflict right now I want to shut down. 

[agendermarsh]

I really want to die. Really fucking badly.

I only got one commission and it doesn’t even make a small dent in what I need to keep from being homeless.

I legit hate this. 

I have until the 30th to make $300 and no one gives a shit.

How about I just deactivate all my accounts? No point in having them if I’m going to be homeless anyways.

[agendermarsh]

I feel miserable. I should sleep.